Hey, I to have read your story and even tough life isn't perfect for you, It seems like you are in a good spot. It was really nice to read, Especially because it is so different from how i have lived.
I want to share a little story of myself that happened recently, At least if you guys want to hear it
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So 2 weeks ago i went on a mini vacation of 2 days this barely costed me anything because i could sleep on the couch at someone's place that they had rented themselves. I had some good fun there but when i was walking trough one of the shopping streets, I came across a little shop that sold some really cool stuff, Think of small statues, knives and loads of cool little souvenirs.
I was looking trough the windows and i saw a statue of Gilgamesh, This was the only one of its kind the rest were statues of xian stuff and vikings. I did see that the price was around a hundred bucks on all of the statues but when i looked closer at the statue of Gilgamesh, I noticed that that was the only statue that was half priced.
I was immediately in love with it and since i had money to spare i went inside the shop and bought it. Turns out that that was the only one left, And it didn't seem like they were going to restock it, Ever. Not only that but it was beautifully hand made, I still cant believe how good it looks and how cheap it was for a handmade statue.
At times like that i really feel like my guardian is pulling some strings here there, This was an incredible gift if you ask me.