What to write?

[DarkAries]

Hello Satanic Brothers and Sisters!

After I spend more than half year to write an insanely boring and dry dissertation, I nearly turned my back to writing. A few days of reading lovecraftian stories was enough for me to realise why I started writing in the first hand.

But what to write? Or more likely, what worth to be written? I can imagine writing a romantic-lyrics story where you portray the Gods as they really are, like The club Dumas. Problem is, I tried that last year, but I stopped around 20 percent. I felt as the story get weaker with each page, I havent really planned everything, and I constantly had to change my original plans for the new ideas I got on the way. Im proud of the first chapter, not so much for the second, everything after that is a mess.

What I really like to write is small, Lovecraftian horror stories, with a big punchline at the last sentence. I did some similar, those where I havent felt like a labor work. A lot of times even try to paint the monster or the antagonist a very jewish-like creature, but never directly saying that out. I dont want to write these just for myself, and these stories mostly have a dark grimm tone. I could only show the positive aspects like in a Fromsoft game. A little light in a dying world.

My question is, would something like this worth publishing? I dont want to write just for myself, but Im out of ideas. I can do a lot more, I just dont know if its worth the time.

Thanks for your answers.

 

[AFODO]

Maybe do a Mercury square to Increase you ability to write and have more inspiration.

Give more personality to your characters and world. I would plan everything ahead, but use your creative mind, not the logical.

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Ultimately, a risen kundalini will give the most inspiration.

 

[Ælberiigor]

I've already been interested by music and composition since child and understood something about what you talk about.
You must define a main line first, then follow it.

Spontaneously, if someone have artistic abilities, he can create an excellent piece and after... no more idea, how to continue.
It's because art is astral by nature, it's not tangible and can lead to non sens and delirium until it dissipates.

Like a house start with plans, then foundations, then the walls... and at end, all is here for the guy who wants paint artistic stuff everywhere, an interresting structure waits for him.

Basics first, arrangement around basics seconds, then virtuosity with all has been set last.
it requires time and experience, you can also write shortest stories, fairy tales... before writing huge books.