During a work meeting, I met with a guy who is so charming and attractive, he made me instantly fixated. I wasn't prepared at that time and all my guards were down, and he shows mutual attraction as well.
The whole time when we meet, he took extra care of me, being very attentive and caring, in front of everybody. He even delivered my food to my table,offer to go anywhere with me, etc. I was infatuated and consumed with emotions, when he's around, I feel estatic. Very happy.
I barely know him and I hate not to be in control. After he left back to his hometown, I was in constant longing, and having difficulties to eat or sleep. Food doesn't have taste, sleep feels restless, feverish body, the only thing I enjoy is daydreaming about him. Ugh I hate being in this state.
The point is, at this stage in my life, I have other more important things to focus on (self improvement, magick, accumulating wealth) instead of getting carried away by infatuation and ending up falling in love.
After being overwhelmed with emotions for these past 2 days, today I decide to take the control seat back.
This morning when I meditate, I put a protection energy around my heart chakra, to prevent the emotions from getting stronger. It seems to work. The day dreamings are becoming less. I'm forcing myself to eat now and fix a small meal.
Here's what I will do today to protect me from these "love" emotions, which seem out of place :
1. Protect my heart chakra and seal it
2. State affirmations "I am in control of my emotions completely"
3. Focus on my money meditations
4. Protect my aura from love invasion (I plan to ask help from Ashtaroth)
5. Using will power to decrease the amount of infatuation and prevent it from becoming love.
My questions regarding this :
1. Are there any other methods you suggest? Please add and post it here.
2. Is there a way..to send these emotions and feelings to HIM instead, so the emotions will consume him. He will experience the emotions I'm feeling (constant daydreaming, difficulties to perform tasks, no appetite, restless sleep, butterflies in stomach etc). What is the method?
Can it work, if I visualize gathering the emotions into a ball (pink color) and then sending the ball to his heart chakra?
Can I do that with the help of Ashtaroth?
Please give feedback on this, and if you have experience the same before, maybe you can share your method to deal with it. I need to get back focusing on my money workings and godhead. I can't be entrapped in these useless emotions.
Hail Father Satan!!
Hail Strength from Hell!!
Maia
The whole time when we meet, he took extra care of me, being very attentive and caring, in front of everybody. He even delivered my food to my table,offer to go anywhere with me, etc. I was infatuated and consumed with emotions, when he's around, I feel estatic. Very happy.
I barely know him and I hate not to be in control. After he left back to his hometown, I was in constant longing, and having difficulties to eat or sleep. Food doesn't have taste, sleep feels restless, feverish body, the only thing I enjoy is daydreaming about him. Ugh I hate being in this state.
The point is, at this stage in my life, I have other more important things to focus on (self improvement, magick, accumulating wealth) instead of getting carried away by infatuation and ending up falling in love.
After being overwhelmed with emotions for these past 2 days, today I decide to take the control seat back.
This morning when I meditate, I put a protection energy around my heart chakra, to prevent the emotions from getting stronger. It seems to work. The day dreamings are becoming less. I'm forcing myself to eat now and fix a small meal.
Here's what I will do today to protect me from these "love" emotions, which seem out of place :
1. Protect my heart chakra and seal it
2. State affirmations "I am in control of my emotions completely"
3. Focus on my money meditations
4. Protect my aura from love invasion (I plan to ask help from Ashtaroth)
5. Using will power to decrease the amount of infatuation and prevent it from becoming love.
My questions regarding this :
1. Are there any other methods you suggest? Please add and post it here.
2. Is there a way..to send these emotions and feelings to HIM instead, so the emotions will consume him. He will experience the emotions I'm feeling (constant daydreaming, difficulties to perform tasks, no appetite, restless sleep, butterflies in stomach etc). What is the method?
Can it work, if I visualize gathering the emotions into a ball (pink color) and then sending the ball to his heart chakra?
Can I do that with the help of Ashtaroth?
Please give feedback on this, and if you have experience the same before, maybe you can share your method to deal with it. I need to get back focusing on my money workings and godhead. I can't be entrapped in these useless emotions.
Hail Father Satan!!
Hail Strength from Hell!!
Maia