nebu
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there are topics with this subject being discussed that are recent, but i decided to create my own because i'm going to talk about something intimate that i experienced about 3 weeks ago with a girl.
serious SS people who do their routine have greater general energetic sensitivity and power, it is a fact.
when she and i hooked up, as we kissed i got a little horny, which was enough for my skin and body to feel hot as if i had been in the sun for an hour, but i have always been a lover and fan of solar magic, and i understood at the time that i was excited, but from my point of view my temperature there was very calm.
my practice of so many sowilo, sun squares, kundalini sometimes playing in my body, it is completely normal to feel and stay in this state.
but for her it was enough to ask me if i was okay, if it was a fever, and why i was so hot, i could only answer that i was very horny, and i asked if she had never felt someone at that level of heat, and she didn’t see anything like it.
the “problem” that made me think about how significant this was and whether she is or was special to me, comes now.
we spent hours with each other, after having our moment for about 30 minutes, she told me that she felt a loud noise in her ear, the place we were in was deserted, it was during the kiss, trying to find out more, she said which was like a bee buzzing and he hadn't heard anything like that in his life.
no, i don't tell people what or who i truly am in real life and i don't even give explicit and direct reasons for them to be suspicious.
in short, even though i have completely cleaned my aura and chakras, done two deep purifications during this period, today i have signs of coincidences seeing her directly on the internet out of nowhere and in person, people connected to her, content that she likes and does her personality.
(she has direct Russian descent from her mother who was born there and makes that her life and essence.)
i’ve NEVER seen so much Russian stuff and content being recommended to me on the internet in my entire existence, without any sense.
i know that my thoughts are strong and attract and shape my reality, depending on the strength of each person.
moving on and leading my life in a good way and trying to forget:
“signs about her, or literally HER”.
but what the fuck? all this resonance, is this exactly the risk of having a relationship with someone as an SS person?
or is this all a separate case?
ASTARTE and LILITH sent me signs during this time in songs, and they all talked about the regret of losing someone even though you really wanted them (Astarte), or an intimate sexual moment with a lot of emotion (Lilith).
after writing this, i’m obviously going to ask one of the two for direct guidance on my question.
serious SS people who do their routine have greater general energetic sensitivity and power, it is a fact.
when she and i hooked up, as we kissed i got a little horny, which was enough for my skin and body to feel hot as if i had been in the sun for an hour, but i have always been a lover and fan of solar magic, and i understood at the time that i was excited, but from my point of view my temperature there was very calm.
my practice of so many sowilo, sun squares, kundalini sometimes playing in my body, it is completely normal to feel and stay in this state.
but for her it was enough to ask me if i was okay, if it was a fever, and why i was so hot, i could only answer that i was very horny, and i asked if she had never felt someone at that level of heat, and she didn’t see anything like it.
the “problem” that made me think about how significant this was and whether she is or was special to me, comes now.
we spent hours with each other, after having our moment for about 30 minutes, she told me that she felt a loud noise in her ear, the place we were in was deserted, it was during the kiss, trying to find out more, she said which was like a bee buzzing and he hadn't heard anything like that in his life.
no, i don't tell people what or who i truly am in real life and i don't even give explicit and direct reasons for them to be suspicious.
in short, even though i have completely cleaned my aura and chakras, done two deep purifications during this period, today i have signs of coincidences seeing her directly on the internet out of nowhere and in person, people connected to her, content that she likes and does her personality.
(she has direct Russian descent from her mother who was born there and makes that her life and essence.)
i’ve NEVER seen so much Russian stuff and content being recommended to me on the internet in my entire existence, without any sense.
i know that my thoughts are strong and attract and shape my reality, depending on the strength of each person.
moving on and leading my life in a good way and trying to forget:
“signs about her, or literally HER”.
but what the fuck? all this resonance, is this exactly the risk of having a relationship with someone as an SS person?
or is this all a separate case?
ASTARTE and LILITH sent me signs during this time in songs, and they all talked about the regret of losing someone even though you really wanted them (Astarte), or an intimate sexual moment with a lot of emotion (Lilith).
after writing this, i’m obviously going to ask one of the two for direct guidance on my question.