Ignisalas
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- Nov 4, 2017
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What does Father Satan think about suicide? I wonder how he treats the people that couldn't find a way out of sadness and decided to end their lives. Satanists that feel alone and helpless and they couldn't take it. Theres a lot of us that are in horrible situations and have bad lives, and tried to escape it, but couldn't.
Theres a really heavy and sad feelings over me right now. I don't know why, but I feel really bad and I feel like im not getting anywhere in life and anywhere with Satanism. It could be a lot of bad energy floating around that's causing me to think this way.
For some reason I cant escape the mindset of being poor all the time and having an awful life.
Ive tried to talk to Satan today and my guardian demon, but I don't feel like they can hear me, and I don't get a response out of them. I tried to talk with them so many times, but I get no sign that they actually heard me. Please help
I just hope if it ever comes to suicide for me, that I'll be taken to hell and have happy feelings and be free from the constant sad and depressing feelings ive had in life. I have really bad aspects in astrology coming up in the future, so I don't think i'll make it much longer. I do what I can, but it isn't good enough. Im sick of feeling weak and helpless all the time. And I cant have the best in life then id rather not have life at all.
Im going to try to do some kind of small meditation to bring myself out of this state of sadness im in right now, i'll get back to you guys if I feel any better.
Theres a really heavy and sad feelings over me right now. I don't know why, but I feel really bad and I feel like im not getting anywhere in life and anywhere with Satanism. It could be a lot of bad energy floating around that's causing me to think this way.
For some reason I cant escape the mindset of being poor all the time and having an awful life.
Ive tried to talk to Satan today and my guardian demon, but I don't feel like they can hear me, and I don't get a response out of them. I tried to talk with them so many times, but I get no sign that they actually heard me. Please help
I just hope if it ever comes to suicide for me, that I'll be taken to hell and have happy feelings and be free from the constant sad and depressing feelings ive had in life. I have really bad aspects in astrology coming up in the future, so I don't think i'll make it much longer. I do what I can, but it isn't good enough. Im sick of feeling weak and helpless all the time. And I cant have the best in life then id rather not have life at all.
Im going to try to do some kind of small meditation to bring myself out of this state of sadness im in right now, i'll get back to you guys if I feel any better.