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Hi there, I'm relatively new to satanism mainly due to growing up in a very religious household where anything even bordering on demonic was, for lack of a better word, demonized. I've been lurking around different groups like this for a while, but now that I'm an adult I feel like I'm able to do this relatively risk-free!I plan to summon Azazel tonight, however I'm worried because I've never done anything like this before! I played with a Ouija board when I was younger and I feel as though I'm relatively open to spiritual energy as I've experienced its intensity in certain places in the past, however I still feel like I'm unprepared. I know that's a little stupid because I'm sure no one is 100% confident the first time (or maybe its just me), but I'm worried that I'll make an ass out of myself. I'll be following summoning directions carefully; a black/blue candle for Azazel, pleasant incense, no circles or anything obnoxious, along with his sigil of course, but I still feel exceedingly nervous.Is there any way to further welcome a demon than just making sure your area is clean and tidy? I'd love to be able to make a good first impression as I'm sure my nerves are going to get in the way at first, but I'm lost on how. I've been reading up on everything I can about him so I'm not in the dark if I am actually successful in my summoning and the last thing I want to do is something that translates back to hostility (by using wiccan or traditional cleansing methods for clearing a space), so has anyone used anything other than what's been described? Am I making this into too big of a deal? From everything I've read on Azazel, he seems to be reasonable, but I'm still nervous!Thank you in advance for any suggestions!