vaporeddreams_
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I was born into a family full of alcoholism, both Mother, father and grandma. The childhood adoption center already was keeping a watch on my family as there had been previous cases of abuse and neglect with my brother. At the ripe age of only 2 I had crawled from my home and ended up on the streets..as if knowing It would all end bad if I didn't leave. I got adopted at 3 by a single mother of another daughter. From the very start, I was a very quiet and silent child, barley cried and always played by myself.
I had some very strange events happen from the age of 3 to 6. Such being, somehow knowing passwords to computers without any clues or being told, calling my mothers number even if I've never heard or seen her number. I have also always had a really big pain tolerance from the start, one time literally split my forehead open and didn't cry one bit. My mother and sister always said there was something "weird" about me. As I grew, I never felt close to the xtian God, never. I had started getting into dark occult things around the age of 11 or 10. I always found peace and beauty in dark occultism, such as Demons. On January of this year, coming to Satan didn't feel any different that coming home to a happy family, it felt natural.
This is just strange yet helpfully events in my life that had led me to JoS. I always wonder if any of those strange events from my childhood had to do with my connection to the occult. All that is important is that I'm grateful for being here. Thank you and HAIL SATAN!!
I had some very strange events happen from the age of 3 to 6. Such being, somehow knowing passwords to computers without any clues or being told, calling my mothers number even if I've never heard or seen her number. I have also always had a really big pain tolerance from the start, one time literally split my forehead open and didn't cry one bit. My mother and sister always said there was something "weird" about me. As I grew, I never felt close to the xtian God, never. I had started getting into dark occult things around the age of 11 or 10. I always found peace and beauty in dark occultism, such as Demons. On January of this year, coming to Satan didn't feel any different that coming home to a happy family, it felt natural.
This is just strange yet helpfully events in my life that had led me to JoS. I always wonder if any of those strange events from my childhood had to do with my connection to the occult. All that is important is that I'm grateful for being here. Thank you and HAIL SATAN!!