Belial_666
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I need your advice...
This evening, whilst doing my meditations, I had a very odd experience..
Was doing my void med, and a few mins in, my vision altered. Normally, I see only black when I meditate (void, eyes closed, light trance)..
Visions from my childhood flashed in front of my eyes, then, a golden light, and this big gold xian cross, complete with jew, appeared to me, with a really menacing feeling..
I immediately said the first thing that came to mind.. "leave now, in the name of Satan, you bastard.."
It faded away, the black appeared, this time with the most beautiful blue light, swirling in random patterns in front of my eyes..
The most blissful feeling came over me..
Was I attacked, and was this a sign from Father, afterwards?
My instinct tells me so.. Would just like your opinions..
As always, my thanks in advance
Nik
Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!
I need your advice...
This evening, whilst doing my meditations, I had a very odd experience..
Was doing my void med, and a few mins in, my vision altered. Normally, I see only black when I meditate (void, eyes closed, light trance)..
Visions from my childhood flashed in front of my eyes, then, a golden light, and this big gold xian cross, complete with jew, appeared to me, with a really menacing feeling..
I immediately said the first thing that came to mind.. "leave now, in the name of Satan, you bastard.."
It faded away, the black appeared, this time with the most beautiful blue light, swirling in random patterns in front of my eyes..
The most blissful feeling came over me..
Was I attacked, and was this a sign from Father, afterwards?
My instinct tells me so.. Would just like your opinions..
As always, my thanks in advance
Nik
Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!