i did the dedication a month or two ago and now i have a question. in october of 2011 a guy for no reason, cracked me over the head and continued to smash my head in. after my heart failing a few times on the flight to the hospital and being in a coma and on life support for a month, plus a long time in recovery, due to 2 brain surgeries i finally got going. but my question is. ever since, and to date i have hade extremely bad luck for no explainable explanation reason, not to mention strange inconvenient things happening that is making life intolerable. but, what can i do, or try. because so far suicide is looking good if the pain and unnecessary shit dont stop soon. if you could keep this personal it would be greatly appreciated! but i dont know where else, or who else to ask. so if you could privet message me at tgfroning@... that would be greatly appreciated! and i would like to talk about what i seen, and did, as well as memories and currant nightmares i have from the ordeal. thanks! torin.