ktrv
Member
- Joined
- Sep 3, 2023
- Messages
- 149
I been a Satanist for a year and came a long way.Satan has helped me so much in my jorney and had grown to my heart very much.
I did join joy of satan for the wrong resons(fast fame soul selling because I was at my lowest in life) but after doing the dedication ritual my life change for the better physically and psychologically.I stayed after i understud the world and the Satanisam better and started to get better at it doing rituals,RTR’s etc.
But i noticed sometimes in the back of my mind there is like a voice telling me bad things about Satan or to join the bad Jews which i would never do i hated them even when i was a christian even do i didnt know why.I tried somethhing i read on the forum like “jehova leave my body” but it helps momentarily.
I do not care about fame overnight anymore or money ans would like to get that thrue only real Lord Satan with hard work and dedication.
I have adhd so typically my mind is always thinking about something or i have these “bad” thoughts
I would appreciated any help anybody can offer or advice.
HAIL SATAN!!!!!
I did join joy of satan for the wrong resons(fast fame soul selling because I was at my lowest in life) but after doing the dedication ritual my life change for the better physically and psychologically.I stayed after i understud the world and the Satanisam better and started to get better at it doing rituals,RTR’s etc.
But i noticed sometimes in the back of my mind there is like a voice telling me bad things about Satan or to join the bad Jews which i would never do i hated them even when i was a christian even do i didnt know why.I tried somethhing i read on the forum like “jehova leave my body” but it helps momentarily.
I do not care about fame overnight anymore or money ans would like to get that thrue only real Lord Satan with hard work and dedication.
I have adhd so typically my mind is always thinking about something or i have these “bad” thoughts
I would appreciated any help anybody can offer or advice.
HAIL SATAN!!!!!