Voice in my head that won't go away.

[Little Lion 123]

For over a month I have had a voice in my head that won't go away, from the moment I go to bed to the moment I wake up 'it' is speaking to me. It claims to be a Goddess at times and other times it pretends to be a God. Sometimes it will claim to be people from my past, and other times it will claim to be members from this very forum. The voice in my head is making it very hard to do things. For example, when I attempt void meditation my eyes will get fucked with and 'it' will continue to speak to me and do whatever possible to distract me. Every time I sit down to do meditation 'it' will claim that this is boring. 'It' is always telling me to 'hang out' and indulge in habits that are negative to me. Like I quit playing video games and it manipulated me into playing video games again, same thing with porn. At this point I understand that I need to have control over my own actions, but it is hard when you have a voice in the back of your head talking to you 24/7. I have not had a quiet moment in my mind in 2 months. I can count the times 'it' has stopped talking on one hand and it is the most blissful experience for me, yet this will only last for 5 seconds at most before 'it' will continue talking again.

If this is a benevolent being then I cannot understand why they are speaking to me 24/7 whenever all this is doing is wasting my time and their time. Is there anything I can do to make 'it' go away?

 

[Fuchs]

For over a month I have had a voice in my head that won't go away, from the moment I go to bed to the moment I wake up 'it' is speaking to me. It claims to be a Goddess at times and other times it pretends to be a God. Sometimes it will claim to be people from my past, and other times it will claim to be members from this very forum. The voice in my head is making it very hard to do things. For example, when I attempt void meditation my eyes will get fucked with and 'it' will continue to speak to me and do whatever possible to distract me. Every time I sit down to do meditation 'it' will claim that this is boring. 'It' is always telling me to 'hang out' and indulge in habits that are negative to me. Like I quit playing video games and it manipulated me into playing video games again, same thing with porn. At this point I understand that I need to have control over my own actions, but it is hard when you have a voice in the back of your head talking to you 24/7. I have not had a quiet moment in my mind in 2 months. I can count the times 'it' has stopped talking on one hand and it is the most blissful experience for me, yet this will only last for 5 seconds at most before 'it' will continue talking again.

If this is a benevolent being then I cannot understand why they are speaking to me 24/7 whenever all this is doing is wasting my time and their time. Is there anything I can do to make 'it' go away?

Totally ignore it, when ever you give it attention it feeds on you. A god or goddess would never give negative advice. They are really busy beings, if they choose to communicate, then it is about something important and mostly realy short. Other people from the forum can´t talk to you they don´t know your name or have a picture of you, also people who could do it if they had the info are also busy doing important things, also they wouldn´t give negative advice.

If you ignore it (void meditation) it is like you starving it to death.

 

[TorturedSoul]

Benevolent beings do not lie

 

[ForVery]

For over a month I have had a voice in my head that won't go away, from the moment I go to bed to the moment I wake up 'it' is speaking to me. It claims to be a Goddess at times and other times it pretends to be a God. Sometimes it will claim to be people from my past, and other times it will claim to be members from this very forum. The voice in my head is making it very hard to do things. For example, when I attempt void meditation my eyes will get fucked with and 'it' will continue to speak to me and do whatever possible to distract me. Every time I sit down to do meditation 'it' will claim that this is boring. 'It' is always telling me to 'hang out' and indulge in habits that are negative to me. Like I quit playing video games and it manipulated me into playing video games again, same thing with porn. At this point I understand that I need to have control over my own actions, but it is hard when you have a voice in the back of your head talking to you 24/7. I have not had a quiet moment in my mind in 2 months. I can count the times 'it' has stopped talking on one hand and it is the most blissful experience for me, yet this will only last for 5 seconds at most before 'it' will continue talking again.

If this is a benevolent being then I cannot understand why they are speaking to me 24/7 whenever all this is doing is wasting my time and their time. Is there anything I can do to make 'it' go away?

Surely the voice in your head isn't a God / Goddess of Satan. The gods do NOT make us behave harmful and definitely do NOT discourage us from meditating. When you meditate and do RTR, the Gods are proud of you. Stay strong and cleanse your aura. Also protect yourself and do Hatha Yoga / Kundalini Yoga. Try to ignore that voice. Spin your Chakras. (The faster they rotate, the more your vibration increases and the negativity no longer "sticks" to you)
Kundalini Yoga:
- http://www.pinklotus.org/-%20KY%20Meditations%20to%20calm%20and%20relax%20you.htm

 

[Aquarius]

You have to practice void meditation. And stop giving it any attention. It's your own mind.

 

[स त न म]

If this is a benevolent being then I cannot understand why they are speaking to me 24/7 whenever all this is doing is wasting my time and their time. Is there anything I can do to make 'it' go away?

It is not a benevolent being. A benevolent being would not hinder or distract you when your are trying to meditate, etc and will not cause you to go down detrimental paths as you have described. Here's some things you can/should do:

1) Do a banishing ritual:
https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Banishing.html
Make sure to wait for the moon to start waning again. It's coming up in the next few days, 24th if I'm not wrong but check the proper timing from the JOS calendar for your time zone here: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=49621

2) Clean your aura daily if you haven't been doing so. https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html
You might want to use vibrations for this to clean your aura a little more thoroughly. Or maybe clean using Returning Curses: https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses.html

3) Build an Aura of protection: https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Protection.html
To be started during a waxing moon.

4) Void Meditation. It might be hard as you have described but you can try the several ways this can be done (eg. eyes open/ closed, void meditation on a texture of clothing, etc. check the link for void meditation). This is also very important.

Don't start anything during a void of course moon ofc. I assume you are a dedicated member right? (Have performed the dedication ritual?)

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Have you ever done any drugs?

 

[Wayofthegods]

For over a month I have had a voice in my head that won't go away, from the moment I go to bed to the moment I wake up 'it' is speaking to me. It claims to be a Goddess at times and other times it pretends to be a God. Sometimes it will claim to be people from my past, and other times it will claim to be members from this very forum. The voice in my head is making it very hard to do things. For example, when I attempt void meditation my eyes will get fucked with and 'it' will continue to speak to me and do whatever possible to distract me. Every time I sit down to do meditation 'it' will claim that this is boring. 'It' is always telling me to 'hang out' and indulge in habits that are negative to me. Like I quit playing video games and it manipulated me into playing video games again, same thing with porn. At this point I understand that I need to have control over my own actions, but it is hard when you have a voice in the back of your head talking to you 24/7. I have not had a quiet moment in my mind in 2 months. I can count the times 'it' has stopped talking on one hand and it is the most blissful experience for me, yet this will only last for 5 seconds at most before 'it' will continue talking again.

If this is a benevolent being then I cannot understand why they are speaking to me 24/7 whenever all this is doing is wasting my time and their time. Is there anything I can do to make 'it' go away?

Chant Vinasa 7 times then say you are no more. Then sit and do void for an hour. Stop paying attention to it, ignore it and it will wither.

 

[Wolfsage]

Is it like an actual voice? Or more like a thought that’s loud? Sometimes if a person is really anxiety prone it can feel like someone is speaking to you, but it’s just you’re negative beliefs and neuroticism. you could have a chemical imbalance like schizophrenia that is happening, are there any accompanying hallucinations/delusions? Do you have anything that runs in the family?
A thought form, that’s kind of like an “imaginary friend” that you’ve fed energy to and created, over a very long time, but these usually communicate in images and thoughts more than turning into an actual voice.
How spiritually open are you? Can you see spirits or experienced any type of clairvoyance or hearing?
Have you been abused in the past or had some heavy trauma?(bad trips, near death sickness..)It could also be a form of personality disorder where yourself has fractured and you have other personalities going on. Within the psychically aware population, it’s pretty common if one gets abused.
There isn’t an easy solution, but first you gotta identify if it’s physical, spiritual, mental.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

It is an enemy entity. You have to find a way to destroy it at the source. Voices in people's heads are not just nothing, we don't make them up either, it's coming from something, always.... in this case it is an enemy.

Tell it you know what it is, tell you know that it is actually a grey or elohim, and it will stop pretending... but brace yourself for horrors if you do this. Try to contact one of the gods if you can, tell them you are being harrassed by an enemy. Really focus on one of the demon's sigils when you speak to the demon, call for help. Try.

 

[lumpman666]

I can relate to what you mean brother. My mind likes to manipulate negative, untrue thoughts in my conscious state a lot as well. I have ocd, ptsd, general-anxiety issues and depression. When I try doing v oid meditation, it gets difficult to remain calm and quiet my mind for a long period. But what I have concluded with all of this, is that besides these ailments, it is just negative energy being thrown my way from the enemy beings of Satan and our Gods! Unfortunately, I was a victim of x-tianity teachings & beliefs from when I was born, well into my 30's. These sink into one's subconscious, and create one to be a 'puppet' of their lies and actions for a long time! But when I found the JoyofSatan website, my outlook on life changed drastically...for the better!! I don't hear a 'voice' per say in my head, but it is more like my negative thoughts just naturally creep-in, and obstruct any positive ones immediately, when I am about to do something fun and/or relaxing, due to many unfortunate and negative events that've happened in my life (my ptsd & ocd).
So what I am trying to say is that over the course of 53 years, I have learned that I have a very strong will. My will, I consider, is the seat of my soul. My brain on the other hand, is where the problems just exist in a mortal body. I am learning that my will, 99% of the time, will override the slew of negative/ridiculous thoughts that can bombared my mind, and I use the strong positive energy of my will to sort of temporarily obliterate these interferring energies and soldier thru on my meditations! Just remember that one's will is the strongest part of one's being! It is what keeps us going thru all of the bullshit and obstacles in this world! And that Father Satan and our Gods are ALWAYS with us! I have seen that Father Satan teaches us the TRUTH of all matters that we encounter, and this is what got me out of that twisted-fantasy and deadly realm of x-tianity! Our subconscious minds take-in and hold-on to a lot of shit in our lives. But we have to remember thru it all that our souls are REAl, and are stronger than what the enemy can throw our way! Just keep practicing to relax yourself as best you can, for short periods. And if you do this everyday, the intervals of quieting your mind will get longer than when you first tried it...and longer and longer onward! Practicing this is every day is the key! BELIEVE in yourself, and that no one owns your mind and thoughts but YOU...by way of your soul/will!!

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[Larissa666]

For over a month I have had a voice in my head that won't go away, from the moment I go to bed to the moment I wake up 'it' is speaking to me. It claims to be a Goddess at times and other times it pretends to be a God. Sometimes it will claim to be people from my past, and other times it will claim to be members from this very forum. The voice in my head is making it very hard to do things. For example, when I attempt void meditation my eyes will get fucked with and 'it' will continue to speak to me and do whatever possible to distract me. Every time I sit down to do meditation 'it' will claim that this is boring. 'It' is always telling me to 'hang out' and indulge in habits that are negative to me. Like I quit playing video games and it manipulated me into playing video games again, same thing with porn. At this point I understand that I need to have control over my own actions, but it is hard when you have a voice in the back of your head talking to you 24/7. I have not had a quiet moment in my mind in 2 months. I can count the times 'it' has stopped talking on one hand and it is the most blissful experience for me, yet this will only last for 5 seconds at most before 'it' will continue talking again.

If this is a benevolent being then I cannot understand why they are speaking to me 24/7 whenever all this is doing is wasting my time and their time. Is there anything I can do to make 'it' go away?

You need void meditation, to take control over your thoughts.

Void meditation, and also candle flame meditation can help, to focus your thoughts.

Also, keep your aura strong.

 

[Solaris Serpent]

For over a month I have had a voice in my head that won't go away, from the moment I go to bed to the moment I wake up 'it' is speaking to me. It claims to be a Goddess at times and other times it pretends to be a God. Sometimes it will claim to be people from my past, and other times it will claim to be members from this very forum. The voice in my head is making it very hard to do things. For example, when I attempt void meditation my eyes will get fucked with and 'it' will continue to speak to me and do whatever possible to distract me. Every time I sit down to do meditation 'it' will claim that this is boring. 'It' is always telling me to 'hang out' and indulge in habits that are negative to me. Like I quit playing video games and it manipulated me into playing video games again, same thing with porn. At this point I understand that I need to have control over my own actions, but it is hard when you have a voice in the back of your head talking to you 24/7. I have not had a quiet moment in my mind in 2 months. I can count the times 'it' has stopped talking on one hand and it is the most blissful experience for me, yet this will only last for 5 seconds at most before 'it' will continue talking again.

If this is a benevolent being then I cannot understand why they are speaking to me 24/7 whenever all this is doing is wasting my time and their time. Is there anything I can do to make 'it' go away?

curse them. make them hate themselves. I have been suffering the same shit for nearly three years now and their voices are getting fainter. Drugs can open you up to these sub-human entities. They're pure garbage and all they try to do is make you feel bad and discourage you. They lie all the time and will act like they didn't say something offending. Often times I think they're really stupid and below that of animal. Complete total wastes of life that will one day dissipate into nothingness.

 

[Solar Legion]

It is an enemy entity. You have to find a way to destroy it at the source. Voices in people's heads are not just nothing, we don't make them up either, it's coming from something, always.... in this case it is an enemy.

like the new agers, who say they are talking with their spirit guides every 5 seconds. And then they tell you that you have a blocked root chakra. New agers!