Catalincata94
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My vizualization is still bad and i spoke to soon that my vizualization got better o.o
The thought keeps nagging me that i can't vizualize right and that the energy from the RTR may do something to me.
And can't hold my attention much in one place and can't shut up in my mind for long.
But this thought is just when i do the cleaning also the voice interferes and it's like they try to mimic my mental voice and say things like "I can't vizualize right, this way because of the energy something bad will happen to me" and when i talk in my mind the the thought comes "because if i talk in my mind i program the energy to not be able to stop talking" and i'm doing void meditation but can't really block the thoughts.
Also is it alright if i do the final RTR only once per day in 25 -26 december because it takes me like 1 hour and 20 min because i sit for 30 min just to clean my aura and chakras and i have other workings to do too. It's hard to do something like this for over an hour.
The thought keeps nagging me that i can't vizualize right and that the energy from the RTR may do something to me.
And can't hold my attention much in one place and can't shut up in my mind for long.
But this thought is just when i do the cleaning also the voice interferes and it's like they try to mimic my mental voice and say things like "I can't vizualize right, this way because of the energy something bad will happen to me" and when i talk in my mind the the thought comes "because if i talk in my mind i program the energy to not be able to stop talking" and i'm doing void meditation but can't really block the thoughts.
Also is it alright if i do the final RTR only once per day in 25 -26 december because it takes me like 1 hour and 20 min because i sit for 30 min just to clean my aura and chakras and i have other workings to do too. It's hard to do something like this for over an hour.