Sgt. Darkness
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Warning this may be a bit controversial, but I need to talk about this experience. I find it quite fascinating and want answers, so I’d love to hear your guys thoughts.
This all began when I was sleeping early in the morning and my field of vision changed and became overplayed with hallucinations. I found my astral body speeding through rooms and seeing all sorts of things and stuff I enjoyed. Than I gained control of my vision and could conjure
[/img][/img][/img][/img][/img][/img][/img][/img][/img][/img][/img] void images in my mind. I asked to see “Hell” and I saw it and then I asked to see Jesus and he told me to listen to Viking music and I saw his hands glowing. A few weeks later I had a dream where I tried to summon a negative spirit that was haunting me, and for some reason (IDK why) I called on Jesus and he showed up but also did Thor who was irons in an Eagle and they fart out the demon. It was so vivid and powerful. Than again a few nonetheless later I had a dream where I spoke to shed us and I asked him some things and he said I was a good person and to even beg if I wanted as long as I was honest, and then I asked if I should date a guy I liked and he said no and told me something about a teacher of Paul, his name began with a G. I asked him if paganism was evil and he transformed into a cat; j believe this implied that paganism was simply other forms of the true God, like Bastet from Egypt. Anyway a lot of people said that this dream either meant Jesus said do whatever I wanted but I was uncertain, or it was my subconscious manifesting as Jesus, due to my Christian upbringing perhaps my subconscious trying to push me in the direction it thinks it should go appears as “Jesus” or maybe my guardian “demon” appears as Jesus to make it easier. Anyway I only go positive vibes from these entities, Thor as well. I don’t think Christ is evil but I think the IT as well as the NT is full of false teachings and books and Yaweh is evil with some actions of the true Creator mixed in to add confusion.
Apologies for the controversial post, I am new to JoS and come from a Catholic background. I’m not really JoS but I share many of its beliefs and values and am a NatSoc sympathizer.
Thank you for reading.
- Sgt.
This all began when I was sleeping early in the morning and my field of vision changed and became overplayed with hallucinations. I found my astral body speeding through rooms and seeing all sorts of things and stuff I enjoyed. Than I gained control of my vision and could conjure
Apologies for the controversial post, I am new to JoS and come from a Catholic background. I’m not really JoS but I share many of its beliefs and values and am a NatSoc sympathizer.
Thank you for reading.
- Sgt.