<pre> Hi all, I was hoping to get some input here from a High Priest/ess as I
have had an extremely negative experience involving LSD and a very
powerful spiritual encounter with a person who Im not sure was in total
control of what happened.
Basically, me and a friend, who is an atheist who dabbles in spiritual
work but was an xian throughout childhood were on LSD together, not
something I do often, I try to stay away from drugs altogether. Now,
having had heightened spiritual awareness at the time, I started a
spiritual exchange with my friend, by means of telepathy through the third
eye. He responded to it instantly, and I could hear and feel his thoughts
also. Almost immediately, he became particularly arrogant of his prowess
and made it known by striking me in the face. As he did so, I could see
his body lit up with spiritual energy and I was defenseless to his blow.
To cut what could be quite a long story down, this interaction continued
and he stated that he was the only god and demanded I bow to him. He could
hear me venerating Satan in my mind and it made him angry. He became
physically violent to the point where he would have killed me right there
and then had I not done as he asked. I shudder when I write this still,
but I felt strong flowing white light pick up my etheral body, and force
me to my knees. This made him very happy, and like a sick little spoilt
brat, he danced, it reminded me somewhat of the filthy nazarene and how I
imagine he celebrates.
Once Again I venerated Satan in my mind, despite the fact I was bowing to
the monster my friend had become, and this made him very angry, and I felt
his energy surge through me maliciously, as he advanced on me, I had no
other choice than to close my mind of my belief and venerate him as
god.... After this he motioned for me to please him sexually, at which
point I grabbed my shit and bailed hard, running down the road as quick as
I could, into a taxi and home....
He has since apologised for his actions although the following night I
performed a destruction ritual. However, since the event, I have felt
quite ashamed of my own lack of strength in the situation, and although
having firm resolve to not take drugs again whatsoever, I fear I might
have closed the door between myself and Satan which makes me sick to think
about.
I guess the real question here is not of my service to Satan, as it is
unrelenting, but simply to seek out if any of you have had any similar
experiences, I am almost certain that my *friend* has either gone mad with
power and deluded himself, or I faced a very real, very powerful entity
that night, crippling me because I was under the effects of drugs and
lacked control. Any thoughts on this would be greatly appreciated.
Ave Satanas!
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type_D
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have had an extremely negative experience involving LSD and a very
powerful spiritual encounter with a person who Im not sure was in total
control of what happened.
Basically, me and a friend, who is an atheist who dabbles in spiritual
work but was an xian throughout childhood were on LSD together, not
something I do often, I try to stay away from drugs altogether. Now,
having had heightened spiritual awareness at the time, I started a
spiritual exchange with my friend, by means of telepathy through the third
eye. He responded to it instantly, and I could hear and feel his thoughts
also. Almost immediately, he became particularly arrogant of his prowess
and made it known by striking me in the face. As he did so, I could see
his body lit up with spiritual energy and I was defenseless to his blow.
To cut what could be quite a long story down, this interaction continued
and he stated that he was the only god and demanded I bow to him. He could
hear me venerating Satan in my mind and it made him angry. He became
physically violent to the point where he would have killed me right there
and then had I not done as he asked. I shudder when I write this still,
but I felt strong flowing white light pick up my etheral body, and force
me to my knees. This made him very happy, and like a sick little spoilt
brat, he danced, it reminded me somewhat of the filthy nazarene and how I
imagine he celebrates.
Once Again I venerated Satan in my mind, despite the fact I was bowing to
the monster my friend had become, and this made him very angry, and I felt
his energy surge through me maliciously, as he advanced on me, I had no
other choice than to close my mind of my belief and venerate him as
god.... After this he motioned for me to please him sexually, at which
point I grabbed my shit and bailed hard, running down the road as quick as
I could, into a taxi and home....
He has since apologised for his actions although the following night I
performed a destruction ritual. However, since the event, I have felt
quite ashamed of my own lack of strength in the situation, and although
having firm resolve to not take drugs again whatsoever, I fear I might
have closed the door between myself and Satan which makes me sick to think
about.
I guess the real question here is not of my service to Satan, as it is
unrelenting, but simply to seek out if any of you have had any similar
experiences, I am almost certain that my *friend* has either gone mad with
power and deluded himself, or I faced a very real, very powerful entity
that night, crippling me because I was under the effects of drugs and
lacked control. Any thoughts on this would be greatly appreciated.
Ave Satanas!
.. . .. . .. . .. .. ... .... . . . ... . .. ... .
type_D
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