Ad Victoriam
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- Apr 16, 2023
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I've been able to have within 24 hour results with rituals, but the "decay period" of the energy is about the same time. So far this has meant that things go to absolute shit if I get complacent and decide "it shouldn't matter" if I missed a day. I've experimented with this three times now and it ends in disaster each time. As soon as I start the ritual again, things get back on track.
I'm not sure what exactly I did to cause this, but it's annoying af as it limits flexibility. Eventually, things will get out of hand and it may not stabilize and be self sufficient. One example is having to include a temporary protective aura for multiple people, but also having to maintain everything else at the same time which result in ridiculous amounts of meditation. Oddly, I've noticed my focus and sensitivity has gone down considerably compared to a few months ago.
Also, oddly enough despite having these results I'm still at times skeptical about it. There's still part of my mind doubting everything I do which is quite demoralizing, removing this isn't simple as it's deeply rooted into my self identity.
Everything is going well on paper, but at the same time I feel that doom is imminent. Such a weird feeling, hopefully people here can relate to that.
HS.
I'm not sure what exactly I did to cause this, but it's annoying af as it limits flexibility. Eventually, things will get out of hand and it may not stabilize and be self sufficient. One example is having to include a temporary protective aura for multiple people, but also having to maintain everything else at the same time which result in ridiculous amounts of meditation. Oddly, I've noticed my focus and sensitivity has gone down considerably compared to a few months ago.
Also, oddly enough despite having these results I'm still at times skeptical about it. There's still part of my mind doubting everything I do which is quite demoralizing, removing this isn't simple as it's deeply rooted into my self identity.
Everything is going well on paper, but at the same time I feel that doom is imminent. Such a weird feeling, hopefully people here can relate to that.
HS.