Update on home and family.

[MercuryWisdom]

Hello brothers and sisters, I wanted to update you actually. I apologized and made up with my mother and she asked me to come back. But I don’t know if I should.

I’m having final exams right now at Uni and also looking for a job, and met a special someone (<3).

Also my residence is a bit unstable I have multiple keys and access to my family home, friends house, relative’s house and I can basically go anywhere I want but I still don’t know where to go. I keep moving between residence. I don’t want to be a burden on my friends or have any tensions arise because of (islam) and my relative’s house is in a really suffocating and extremely toxic environment.

I feel comfortable being away from family for now, I feel that I’m free, growing, learning and being responsible for myself and it feels addicting.

I still haven’t started a job I got accepted in a company but I’m not accepting it because it’s relatively higher-stress and lower pay compared to the market.

I’m applying for another company that’s calm and has good culture and much higher pay. But the HRs are really slow in making contact and their process. (I am 100% qualified to get accepted though.)

I’m drowning in blessings and delays too it seems right now I have no idea what to do.

 

[Henu the Great]

It's normal for people in their 20s to move on their own.

 

[Epiphany]

Don't stay at home, this will auffocate you as a man. You have your own life to live, look at the progress you made just in this short time.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Don't stay at home, this will auffocate you as a man. You have your own life to live, look at the progress you made just in this short time.

Yeah the progress in a short while is insane.

 

[serpentwalker666]

Don't stay at home, this will auffocate you as a man. You have your own life to live, look at the progress you made just in this short time.

Weirdly enough, I have experienced a similar situation to MercuryWisdom. Basically having multiple places to stay if needed and keys, along with having made some progress on my own. However, my situation is a bit different and I've worked to be very tight knit almost basically collectivist with my immediate family.

As for me, I've never been a big fan of the move out on your own and I've always stayed very close with my parents despite going and forming a family of my own. I feel like this varies on a case by case basis. Some people are more collectivist by nature, others are more individualist.

 

[Epiphany]

Weirdly enough, I have experienced a similar situation to MercuryWisdom. Basically having multiple places to stay if needed and keys, along with having made some progress on my own. However, my situation is a bit different and I've worked to be very tight knit almost basically collectivist with my immediate family.

As for me, I've never been a big fan of the move out on your own and I've always stayed very close with my parents despite going and forming a family of my own. I feel like this varies on a case by case basis. Some people are more collectivist by nature, others are more individualist.

Different people have different needs, especially at different stages of life and based on their karma and personality and many other things. Family dynamics also vary greatly.

But it's important no matter what for a man to work towards making his own fate.

 

[Viego]

I am glad all settle in well, probably you've spoke with the God's or Satan about the situation as well?
Also, see what I was meaning by not to act on impulsiveness and quick temper ? I wanted to act on my parents for whatever they done to me in the past but I gave time to the time and then I realized and gain maturity , nobody is perfect and making peace with her is best for both of you , that all depends of how much you care and love each other and to be truthful and meaningful , regardless , don't make yourself problems and try to minimalize risk always , my own biggest focus from now on would be just to meditate ,reflect, think , be free, grow.

 

[HPS Lydia]

Instability is a part of growth, this is also shown in the Tarot Major Arcana, the path to the Magnum Opus. The uncertainty and at times seeming chaos can bring sudden opportunities and can lead to rapid growth (so long as that is the projection, of course it can lead to worse situations in many cases but those are generally incidents that happen when one is not aligned with Satan). From what you (MercuryWisdom) write, it sounds like you're on a great start to making your own way in life

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Instability is a part of growth, this is also shown in the Tarot Major Arcana, the path to the Magnum Opus. The uncertainty and at times seeming chaos can bring sudden opportunities and can lead to rapid growth (so long as that is the projection, of course it can lead to worse situations in many cases but those are generally incidents that happen when one is not aligned with Satan). From what you (MercuryWisdom) write, it sounds like you're on a great start to making your own way in life

Thank you High Priestess. Yes it’s exciting, I have found peace in the chaos.

 

[MarsUltor666]

I am happy for you!

The Blessings of the Gods are truly a wonderful thing. You indeed sound like you are on a good path to progress, which is great.

I'm also happy to hear that you have found somebody.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I am happy for you!

The Blessings of the Gods are truly a wonderful thing. You indeed sound like you are on a good path to progress, which is great.

I'm also happy to hear that you have found somebody.

Thank you! Grateful.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

my mother and she asked me to come back. But I don’t know if I should.

It seems part of your struggle for freedom. Don't give up. If you do not leave family now, you will leave family shortly after. It wlll happen.
According to your posts, it seems the time is now. As I said, I have NO regret for having got out of family home at the right moment even if I needed to struggle for a while. Hadn't I got out, I would regret that choice.

 

[logicalmind]

It is great to hear your situation is improving. In this way, all of the problems you faced before will actually internalize for you as lessons learnt which will make you a much stronger person. Gods are really great in teaching us our lessons.

 

[worship moloch]

ازيك يسطا وحشني

 

[Way_Seeker666]

Hello brothers and sisters, I wanted to update you actually. I apologized and made up with my mother and she asked me to come back. But I don’t know if I should.

I’m having final exams right now at Uni and also looking for a job, and met a special someone (<3).

Also my residence is a bit unstable I have multiple keys and access to my family home, friends house, relative’s house and I can basically go anywhere I want but I still don’t know where to go. I keep moving between residence. I don’t want to be a burden on my friends or have any tensions arise because of (islam) and my relative’s house is in a really suffocating and extremely toxic environment.

I feel comfortable being away from family for now, I feel that I’m free, growing, learning and being responsible for myself and it feels addicting.

I still haven’t started a job I got accepted in a company but I’m not accepting it because it’s relatively higher-stress and lower pay compared to the market.

I’m applying for another company that’s calm and has good culture and much higher pay. But the HRs are really slow in making contact and their process. (I am 100% qualified to get accepted though.)

I’m drowning in blessings and delays too it seems right now I have no idea what to do.

This is good to hear. I told you, this is a time of growth and positive change.
Stay positive and level headed. You know you must not return home by the way you described it. And don't make up problems - who says you're a burden to those that care for you? It is honorable to not want free rides, and it is reality that sometimes we need help without being immediately to repay it. Do what you can to help the household, and be grateful rather than guilty.

Keep at it brother. This is YOUR life to live.

 

[worship moloch]

Thank you! Grateful.

مش مديلي فرصه نكلم افهمك من كده انك مشعيز تكلمني

 

[MercuryWisdom]

مش مديلي فرصه نكلم افهمك من كده انك مشعيز تكلمني

Hello, I don’t know you. I’m not necessarily excited to get to know you either with your blasphemous name that me and other members have told you about.

You’re also not educated on the path of Spiritual Satanism and instead you’re interested in other stuff that I actually find blasphemous and idiotic.

To me you’re not a Spiritual Satanist and have been far away from this path, you sound like a left hand path occultist. You also mentioned that you’re addicted to hardcore drugs, weed, and used to be an alcoholic. (It shows on your mental ability too.)

Most of your words are hard to comprehend by me, whether in English or Arabic. I don’t find it comfortable to communicate with you.

I have no personal issue with you as I just said I don’t know you. I already sent you the resources and gave you the advice needed so you can be better.

Namely improve your English, shed your mind of shit occultic “spirituality”, remove your name and change it because it’s blasphemous, read the Joy of Satan site in its entirety start to finish so you can understand what we are about here and our values and knowledge.

I still believe you have long ways to go. I don’t befriend just about anyone, I understand you’re Egyptian but I’m extremely selective with my circle whether in real life or digital.

Improve, and come back provide value to the community, and you’ll find friends.

Good luck on your path.

 

[worship moloch]

Hello, I don’t know you. I’m not necessarily excited to get to know you either with your blasphemous name that me and other members have told you about.

You’re also not educated on the path of Spiritual Satanism and instead you’re interested in other stuff that I actually find blasphemous and idiotic.

To me you’re not a Spiritual Satanist and have been far away from this path, you sound like a left hand path occultist. You also mentioned that you’re addicted to hardcore drugs, weed, and used to be an alcoholic. (It shows on your mental ability too.)

Most of your words are hard to comprehend by me, whether in English or Arabic. I don’t find it comfortable to communicate with you.

I have no personal issue with you as I just said I don’t know you. I already sent you the resources and gave you the advice needed so you can be better.

Namely improve your English, shed your mind of shit occultic “spirituality”, remove your name and change it because it’s blasphemous, read the Joy of Satan site in its entirety start to finish so you can understand what we are about here and our values and knowledge.

I still believe you have long ways to go. I don’t befriend just about anyone, I understand you’re Egyptian but I’m extremely selective with my circle whether in real life or digital.

Improve, and come back provide value to the community, and you’ll find friends.

Good luck on your path.

انا كنت كاتب تعليق كبير شوفتي ؟

 

[MercuryWisdom]

انا كنت كاتب تعليق كبير شوفتي ؟

No I can’t see it.
Move on, please. I have no time for drama or otherwise.

 

[worship moloch]

Hello, I don’t know you. I’m not necessarily excited to get to know you either with your blasphemous name that me and other members have told you about.

You’re also not educated on the path of Spiritual Satanism and instead you’re interested in other stuff that I actually find blasphemous and idiotic.

To me you’re not a Spiritual Satanist and have been far away from this path, you sound like a left hand path occultist. You also mentioned that you’re addicted to hardcore drugs, weed, and used to be an alcoholic. (It shows on your mental ability too.)

Most of your words are hard to comprehend by me, whether in English or Arabic. I don’t find it comfortable to communicate with you.

I have no personal issue with you as I just said I don’t know you. I already sent you the resources and gave you the advice needed so you can be better.

Namely improve your English, shed your mind of shit occultic “spirituality”, remove your name and change it because it’s blasphemous, read the Joy of Satan site in its entirety start to finish so you can understand what we are about here and our values and knowledge.

I still believe you have long ways to go. I don’t befriend just about anyone, I understand you’re Egyptian but I’m extremely selective with my circle whether in real life or digital.

Improve, and come back provide value to the community, and you’ll find friends.

Good luck on your path.

كنت بقولق انا اسف لو ازعجتك بس كان ممكن تقولي انك مش حابه تكلميني بطريقة احسن من كده بدل من ردك القاسي كمان لي بتقولي اني مش شطاني انا مريت بظروف صعبه وانا صغير وعزازيل قال اهدي منغير كتاب لولاه كان زماني انتحرت لا مش مدمن عادي بعد فطرات حتي منغير مدخن كمان انا درست الباطنية الغربية بس بحث عن طريقا قوية لتجربة البعد الرابع زي الاسقاط النجمي عشان احقق الخلاص

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

كنت بقولق انا اسف لو ازعجتك بس كان ممكن تقولي انك مش حابه تكلميني بطريقة احسن من كده بدل من ردك القاسي كمان لي بتقولي اني مش شطاني انا مريت بظروف صعبه وانا صغير وعزازيل قال اهدي منغير كتاب لولاه كان زماني انتحرت لا مش مدمن عادي بعد فطرات حتي منغير مدخن كمان انا درست الباطنية الغربية بس بحث عن طريقا قوية لتجربة البعد الرابع زي الاسقاط النجمي عشان احقق الخلاص

I had deleted your comments which were insulting MercuryWisdom. You are not entitled to converse with them. If they don't want to talk with you, you cannot force them. Even if they were harsh about this, they are still allowed to have free will on this matter, and insulting them is not the way to go about changing this; this only undermines yourself further.

 

[Yurei]

ازيك يسطا وحشني

Change your username. Your name is literally calling on SS to worship the Jewish thoughtform. It's disgusting.

 

[worship moloch]

I had deleted your comments which were insulting MercuryWisdom. You are not entitled to converse with them. If they don't want to talk with you, you cannot force them. Even if they were harsh about this, they are still allowed to have free will on this matter, and insulting them is not the way to go about changing this; this only undermines yourself further.

I won't insult her for you But you don't see that she is insulting me without i doing thing, and there is no need for her to be arrogant, nor is it a show on her part, I don't understand. She saw herself because I givin attention to her you find her ugly In the end

 

[worship moloch]

Change your username. Your name is literally calling on SS to worship the Jewish thoughtform. It's disgusting.

Al-Lat, Manat, and Al-Uzza I tried to change it and he said April 7th You used it based on qliphoth legitimate Like the underworld

 

[MercuryWisdom]

كنت بقولق انا اسف لو ازعجتك بس كان ممكن تقولي انك مش حابه تكلميني بطريقة احسن من كده بدل من ردك القاسي كمان لي بتقولي اني مش شطاني انا مريت بظروف صعبه وانا صغير وعزازيل قال اهدي منغير كتاب لولاه كان زماني انتحرت لا مش مدمن عادي بعد فطرات حتي منغير مدخن كمان انا درست الباطنية الغربية بس بحث عن طريقا قوية لتجربة البعد الرابع زي الاسقاط النجمي عشان احقق الخلاص

I’m not saying you are not a Satanist, again I said I don’t know you. I’m only saying objectively how I see you. My opinion of you because of the way you carry yourself here.

I might sound harsh or whatever but I don’t have to be kind or friendly to everyone, you have to be inviting or deserving of my friendliness, namely in your approach, mentality, and conduct.

Once again, I have nothing against you personally, good luck on your path and studies and hope you find what you’re looking for.

This will be my last reply on the matter.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I had deleted your comments which were insulting MercuryWisdom. You are not entitled to converse with them. If they don't want to talk with you, you cannot force them. Even if they were harsh about this, they are still allowed to have free will on this matter, and insulting them is not the way to go about changing this; this only undermines yourself further.

Thank you brother.

 

[Yurei]

Al-Lat, Manat, and Al-Uzza I tried to change it and he said April 7th You used it based on qliphoth legitimate Like the underworld

The Qliphoth is jewish mumbo jumbo that's bad for your soul. Stay away from it.

 

[worship moloch]

The Qliphoth is jewish mumbo jumbo that's bad for your soul. Stay away from it.

I will not use the magic of Qliphoth, but it is not permissible to use planets as underworlds, for example, so that the dark moon lilith the first gateway to the underworld.

 

[Viego]

I'm going to go a bit nuts on you , nothing personal , it's more of a wake up call.

I will not use the magic of Qliphoth

I mean why would anybody do so? Unless they are stupid enough , blind and pure crazy. Using such crap it NEVER end's well, NEVER, for nobody.
You're saying this but by the feel and looks of it , seems like you might be in some other things instead or at least obsessing much about them [I'm referring to Enemy's Junk crap].

jewish mumbo

Say's the guy with such name, if you would truly desire to change it so bad as you say then you should have push this more to the Clergy , don't find excuses.

but it is not permissible to use planets as underworlds

Use planets as underworlds ? What you're trying to mean exactly ? Why do I feel regardless of you're saying it would be probably some non-sense? But Hey, we're trying to make a free and open world so go on, explain. And not permissible by Whom? You ?

for example,

There we go..

the dark moon lilith the first gateway to the underworld.

Where you've took this from? Who says this? Dark Moon Lilith has nothing to do with any gate to the underworld.

Ending and Conclusion
I am not here to judge you or being rude towards you , you're free to do whatever you want as per everyone else, but if you seek true enlightenment and the highest spiritual knowledge then this is the very BEST place. There's nothing occult and spiritual about our enemies all they done is to steal it from Us and re-shape it in a way to benefit them by using Humans in terrible ways. The enemy's fate is absolute , meaning they will eventually be fully wiped out from existence , on all levels.