Lasollor
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HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:but a life is not worth living if people are in a lockdown perpetuity like caged animals.
-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666
My forum name is lasollor which in enochian means the rich man but my life is anything but that..
My story starts years ago under the most recent forums [ the one before ancient-forums.com ]. I used to post DAILY videos on my YouTube channel called Spiritual Satanism and each day I posted Satanic videos like RTR's, the Al Jilwah, Exposing Jews Red pill videos etc.
I had the free time to do this as I dropped out of university because I wanted to change my course and my father did not approve he pays the bills and decided if I won't continue with the course. I won't continue with education.
I would come and post the link of my latest video on the previous forum EVERYDAY, To share with All SS. As-well-as spamming even 20+ RTR's ( of 72 stinking names RTR) in a single day. I became so successful in my YouTube channel that I might have passed 1000 subscribers and got monetized and even had a video where I exposed the correlation of Toyota Vehicles and ISIS (Islamic State) and that video for 1000 views in that single day.
Unfortunately my videos became too popular and got the attention of some Jews. I got put on a They Know Anti-antisemetic website. That listed and worked on purging antisemetic YouTube channels. I think that's where my problems really started.
During that time before my account was shut down with 115 videos. There would be a swords man who would infiltrate the compound nightly. That I was living in and attempt to take my life multiple times with a gun (that failed when he got the opportunity) and a sword but the gods would alert me before it happens, he was there in a daily basis for years to come (and still follows me as a matter of fact) for this reason i never step out in darkness.
There would also be what I assume were Jews who would kick the gate, just to intimidate me. They were also there for years to come (last month they stopped coming)
This drive me to insanity as I would believe that somehow he had a way of watching me. So I'd mask all the corners of my ro with tape to block any cameras. Turns out other Jews would be watching and listening to me through my laptop and android phone (hackers had 3 ofy phones ruined).
I was then rushed to mental hospital where I was labeled a schizophrenic and forced medicated as such to this day. I was locked-im a mental hospital with mental patients for what was 5 weeks. For masking up my room and blocking my phone and laptop cameras.
Then once me and my family went for a vacation for 2 weeks and when we came back a few weeks afterwards I gazed up on my bed and saw a pinhole sized ant camera staring back at me from the roof above my bed (my parents reacted by putting a Jesus statue in the living room). Out of curiosity (another time) I went to the shower and pointed the middle finger at a blacked-out air vent and felt a strong feeling of shock and gasp come back towards me.
Also there had been attempts on my life by my mother who once gave me ketchuped chips which made me have a stomach ache untill I vomited nearly passed out (no sickness afterwards), she'd send me out in the middle of the night to open the gate, which was a risk but I never confirmed my suspensions untill one day she left the house door wide open the whole night when I had no key for my room. As well as she'd try to kick me out for the night from time to time after small accidents. (Shes a firm christian with major anger issues when they easily arrise)
Cut to today where NOW I am under forced house arrest by the female doctor with a balding head who says it's for my own good so that I don't take weed. Which I have been taking for recreational use since I was young (it's never affected me mentally, which is what they peg as the cause for schizophrenia. They even had their FIRST assessment with me when I was partly sadated from their knock-out drug, which as force injected to me after I refused to come out of the car while trying to convince them that I'm not crazy 2 this day they won't let me have another assessment)
Even though I was too have another assessment I fear the result of telling the truth being that it's a Jew controlled place. When the assessed me while I was in a condition that I couldn't even recall to this day. The drug they put me on its a monthly 300+$ drug called invega trivecta or something & and that female doctor put me on another drug something like resperidol recently in the last check up when I asked her in excitement to start weaning me of the drugs.
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Now life has no purpose I have no career. I have no education [or soon chance of getting education], I have no home of my own & quite literally nothing I own Of my own, I don't even own my legal documents such as passport etc. I still live under my family but in a oppressive home jail set up.
I don't value my life anymore and the only reason I keep myself alive is because I have translations I'm doing for Father Satan on these forums. I only decided to post my story here maybe that someone would be able to talk to their Guardian Demon it the gods for my help..
For I don't know how to and I've been trying many rituals to Satan asking him to change/help/empower or save my life. But thinks only seem to get worse as I work for his cause. But the Al Jilwah says "those who suffer for my sake I will surely reward in one of these world's" so I still work for him
After these translations I plan suicide.
But if there's something you or the gods can help with before then. I'm all ears.