Hello to everyone!
I'd like to begin this message by stating that I am pretty new to this forum, as I have just created an account because I've felt an urge with no real logical explanation to get in contact with people from these circles.
I ask for your guidance and advice for my situation.
I have great visions for humanity and have decided early on that I will change the world, as the progress of humanity is what I live for. Christianity, Islam and Judaism, as well as many others, have been the reason for death, rape and suffering, which is why these religions cannot coexist with a progressing humanity, as well as some more degenerative cultures (won't get into it here). I naturally understand that doing these things requires a lot of capital and network. In the last years I've used almost all of my time to build these things and am now finally ready to enter politics (not just Austrian, my goals are in the European Union).
Paranormal things have been happening throughout my life. I was always drawn to it in some way but have always remained respectful, even if the presence presented themselves as a "evil" spirit. I have never had any experience with Satanism or the JoS website, prior to the night after the Ouija experience. My business associate, his girlfriend, a friend, his girlfriend and me played Ouija. At most points nothing happened until the slab began to move quite strongly. The presence communicated to not be a spirit of the light, so naturally the others didn't want to communicate with it. After a few minutes of basically selling it to them to return to the session, because you should have respect to entities regardless if they are of Light or not. Now this is where things started to get weird.
We asked the name, the name provided was "Azamel". We asked yes and no questions until we pinpointed to the fact that "Azamel" wants to talk to only me, and I should build an "Altar" to communicate. After asking for details, we've received either "No" as an answer, or had "Altar" repeated strictly to us. I agreed and asked what I needed, I was told "Blei" (Lead). After that the communication was over. Now I was very excited and spooked by this, naturally I took out my phone and searched for "Azamel". To my surprise, Azamel does not exist, but there was an article to "Azazel". A few minutes later I stumbled upon the JoS website the first time. I've never read this much in such a short amount of time. I found out who Azazel is and how to come into contact. Black & Blue candles, and lead. Now at this point I'm actually frozen because this is all happening after the Ouija session. I threw one last glance at the Ouija board and noticed that the letter M is basically right above the Z, which could have been source of error.
I did as the website said, and have either hallucinated or seen something similar multiple times, I was actually shitting myself at this point, while at the same time trying to calm myself down as nothing bad was happening. The thing I saw was humanoid in face, with almost golden skin and really light eyes (never saw more than a head). I think that I have communicated with Azazel but I do not know if I am doing it right. We communicated about support in career and plans in politics and I think it went fine, as I said I never had experience with these things. Business, speaking and politics were always my thing. Last few days I've had this unexplainable need to come in communication with people from the circle of JoS.
What are your thoughts, advice or guidance you can give me?
I ask you to take this seriously but also take in account that I am a novice in Satanism. Yet my values seem aligned.
I'd like to begin this message by stating that I am pretty new to this forum, as I have just created an account because I've felt an urge with no real logical explanation to get in contact with people from these circles.
I ask for your guidance and advice for my situation.
I have great visions for humanity and have decided early on that I will change the world, as the progress of humanity is what I live for. Christianity, Islam and Judaism, as well as many others, have been the reason for death, rape and suffering, which is why these religions cannot coexist with a progressing humanity, as well as some more degenerative cultures (won't get into it here). I naturally understand that doing these things requires a lot of capital and network. In the last years I've used almost all of my time to build these things and am now finally ready to enter politics (not just Austrian, my goals are in the European Union).
Paranormal things have been happening throughout my life. I was always drawn to it in some way but have always remained respectful, even if the presence presented themselves as a "evil" spirit. I have never had any experience with Satanism or the JoS website, prior to the night after the Ouija experience. My business associate, his girlfriend, a friend, his girlfriend and me played Ouija. At most points nothing happened until the slab began to move quite strongly. The presence communicated to not be a spirit of the light, so naturally the others didn't want to communicate with it. After a few minutes of basically selling it to them to return to the session, because you should have respect to entities regardless if they are of Light or not. Now this is where things started to get weird.
We asked the name, the name provided was "Azamel". We asked yes and no questions until we pinpointed to the fact that "Azamel" wants to talk to only me, and I should build an "Altar" to communicate. After asking for details, we've received either "No" as an answer, or had "Altar" repeated strictly to us. I agreed and asked what I needed, I was told "Blei" (Lead). After that the communication was over. Now I was very excited and spooked by this, naturally I took out my phone and searched for "Azamel". To my surprise, Azamel does not exist, but there was an article to "Azazel". A few minutes later I stumbled upon the JoS website the first time. I've never read this much in such a short amount of time. I found out who Azazel is and how to come into contact. Black & Blue candles, and lead. Now at this point I'm actually frozen because this is all happening after the Ouija session. I threw one last glance at the Ouija board and noticed that the letter M is basically right above the Z, which could have been source of error.
I did as the website said, and have either hallucinated or seen something similar multiple times, I was actually shitting myself at this point, while at the same time trying to calm myself down as nothing bad was happening. The thing I saw was humanoid in face, with almost golden skin and really light eyes (never saw more than a head). I think that I have communicated with Azazel but I do not know if I am doing it right. We communicated about support in career and plans in politics and I think it went fine, as I said I never had experience with these things. Business, speaking and politics were always my thing. Last few days I've had this unexplainable need to come in communication with people from the circle of JoS.
What are your thoughts, advice or guidance you can give me?
I ask you to take this seriously but also take in account that I am a novice in Satanism. Yet my values seem aligned.