Ravenheart666 said:Ascending sun , sorry for my rudeness , I haven't responded to your reply on this topic though I created it ... Thank you for advice , and as you might have already understood from my behavior , indeed I'm struggling with discipline , constancy in general , and staying grounded...I'm very sorry , really , I should have been more serious about this. I'm having troubles lately , like more than usual , and I'm seeking to get out of my parents house and move on , and I will do it no matter what. I was stupid enough to not do things in time , and though I'm confused almost all the time , I know it's my fault and I'll have to tank it and learn the hard way how to become a decent SS. I know I won't be alone in all this , but I don't think I'll ever be able to forget my stupidity. Drama apart, I would avoid doing the saturn square cause I'm having transits in course , and not only that but I'm sure this is when I'll have to prove to myself if I'm worthy of being an SS not only as a kid , but self -sustaining individual....Uranus has a big role in this , and I was somehow anticipating this, but it seems it's not the way I was expecting , as always reality hits hard.
Hail Satan!
Look to the traits of Saturn, do you notice that it has a big part of your personality naturally? Unaspected, this means that Saturn will function and work freely without obstruction, for better or for worst. make sure to keep up your meditations and AOP to negate the negative traits. Look to where Saturn is in your house and sign and also look to the houses with aquarius and capricorn and where they are.
Mo co-ruler Jupiter is unaspected and it expresses itself in my personality for sure.