serpentwalker666
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I have wanted to avoid making this post. I hate feeling weak, but I feel this all needs to be said.
However the situation im dealing with has progressed in such a bad direction for my loved ones and those close to me, and myself that I do not know where else to turn.
I have been desperately looking for a way out of scraping by financially.
I'm in an area where money is hard to come by and I am becoming increasingly desperate for a way out of this, I've been trying to become financially stable for years while battling health issues.
As I have had strong signs and visions that lead me to feel that if I don't do something drastic, I am essentially fucked.
This has come to pass and I've been seeing it come about over time.
And really feels like this is crushing at this point. I had wished this was all wrong. But this seems to be the case now.
I have been doing the best I can to overcome various obstacles in my life. Mainly financial and health issues.
I have poured alot of energy into both over time and moved quickly to rectify my education, and get this is order so that I could possibly avert this fate.
However, this does not seem to have been enough.
I have a potential inheritance of property that I will have in some years to where my family has neglected to the extent it will cost me thousands upon thousands of dollars to fix these multiple properties.
These are all properties that have serious sentimental value to me.
I have been progressing with education. About to have two jobs and neither of these jobs pay enough for me to have a solution for get by or survive on my own.
I have been pushing extremely hard. I have issues holding down jobs and I really am trying my hardest and I don't know what the fuck do to honestly, I'm literally ready to just beg the gods for a path out of this.
I have been learning coding and potentially want to pursue real estate eventually, but the problem is I'm moving as fast as i can yet I'm not going to be able to change things for quite awhile at this pace unless I do something drastic.
I am at a loss and honestly here to just really look for some suggestions. I'm ready to just do wealth workings like a mad man because I don't know how I'm going to come through out of all this.
My loved ones and those close to me are just barely getting by, including myself and it's just becoming increasingly difficult to stay afloat.
I feel as if I'm the only who can change this, yet I have no idea what to do. I'm darting and moving in so many directions at once out of sheer desperation so that I dontnahve to watch everything fall apart in front of my eyes.
However the situation im dealing with has progressed in such a bad direction for my loved ones and those close to me, and myself that I do not know where else to turn.
I have been desperately looking for a way out of scraping by financially.
I'm in an area where money is hard to come by and I am becoming increasingly desperate for a way out of this, I've been trying to become financially stable for years while battling health issues.
As I have had strong signs and visions that lead me to feel that if I don't do something drastic, I am essentially fucked.
This has come to pass and I've been seeing it come about over time.
And really feels like this is crushing at this point. I had wished this was all wrong. But this seems to be the case now.
I have been doing the best I can to overcome various obstacles in my life. Mainly financial and health issues.
I have poured alot of energy into both over time and moved quickly to rectify my education, and get this is order so that I could possibly avert this fate.
However, this does not seem to have been enough.
I have a potential inheritance of property that I will have in some years to where my family has neglected to the extent it will cost me thousands upon thousands of dollars to fix these multiple properties.
These are all properties that have serious sentimental value to me.
I have been progressing with education. About to have two jobs and neither of these jobs pay enough for me to have a solution for get by or survive on my own.
I have been pushing extremely hard. I have issues holding down jobs and I really am trying my hardest and I don't know what the fuck do to honestly, I'm literally ready to just beg the gods for a path out of this.
I have been learning coding and potentially want to pursue real estate eventually, but the problem is I'm moving as fast as i can yet I'm not going to be able to change things for quite awhile at this pace unless I do something drastic.
I am at a loss and honestly here to just really look for some suggestions. I'm ready to just do wealth workings like a mad man because I don't know how I'm going to come through out of all this.
My loved ones and those close to me are just barely getting by, including myself and it's just becoming increasingly difficult to stay afloat.
I feel as if I'm the only who can change this, yet I have no idea what to do. I'm darting and moving in so many directions at once out of sheer desperation so that I dontnahve to watch everything fall apart in front of my eyes.