Keep up with your power meditations, do your routine consistently everyday. Keep a journal and write down your meditations, your results and in time you will see how far you have come.
Everyone comes to Spiritual Satanism and Satan at different levels in their soul. Some people take more time to open their souls and feel, hear and see the Gods then others. Don't let this discourage you. People who are not naturally born psychic can exceed and excell past others who are but don't meditate and work daily on their powers.
I also had issues trusting the Gods when I was newer in Satanism. It took time for me to trust Them. The Gods understand where we are coming from, our circumstances and who we are. They know and understand us better than we do ourselves.Satan and our Guardian(s) do put in the time, energy and effort to build a strong, loving and trusting relationship with us, if we also reach out to Them. It's a two way street. Satan does meet us more then halfway. I learned, so do our Guardian(s) Demon/esses.
Don't push yourself to do something you are uncomfortable with, regarding trust. Take your time and let things flow when it comes to Satan and the Gods and a relationship with Them. In time, you will get to know them and they will get to know you better.
Hail Satan!
On Sunday, June 14, 2015 5:35 PM, "enkihome@... [JoS4adults]" <
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I write this to ask for a bit of help I have been a Satanist for some time yet I still find trust an issue for me and it blocks me from feeling basic energy. I can manipulate the energy with my mind but I feel nothing not even my demon mate. he is being so patient with me and this trust issue but I wish to talk to someone about this before I push him too far and I don't want to push him away. has anyone else had trust issues concerning being a Satanist trusting the gods and believing them. or am I just..... I am loyal to satan and am on his side but trust is something else to me. can anyone help me or am I to be shouted down when reaching out?
Hail satan
