Kareem Zedan
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- Joined
- Mar 2, 2011
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I would like to point out something to everyone that does fuck all and calls himself a 'dedicated Satanist', Satanism isn't a pat you on the back religion. If you call yourself a Satanist but you aren't really interested in doing anything significant to your life, then you are in for a very rude awakening. Let me tell you my own story. I came to Satanism when I was 13 (I am 20 now), and Father Satan has pushed me to work on myself and on my mind ever since. When I turned 16 or so something happened and I swayed away from my path. I had something in my mind that I wasn't sure of in my life and Satan allowed me to explore this territory because he knew that that would be a very good lesson for me to learn from. This is not a bad thing, because I as a person am very stubborn and I always learn the hard way. My life at that period was just full of turmoil and emotional upheaval, I turned into a weird person and I experienced things in that time that people would take lifetimes to experience and understand. I have always refrained from sharing these things with people I do not personally know, but this is for the good of Satanism and the groups. If you are not ready to change your life and face your fears then you're better off somewhere else. In the past when I was a kid, I was not the perfect example for being a Satanist, and I felt I couldn't properly express my Satanic opinions because of that, but that has changed. I started meditating seriously a year ago, I have literally not skipped a day of meditation during this year. Just so you know, I have what people would call an 'abnormal' life. I live with my girlfriend who works part time so it's always hard for me to find a place to meditate for as much as I want. Before that I was staying at a hostel and everything felt like it was trying to prevent me from meditating. But I kept at it. As I said I never skipped a day and during the winter I would go out in the middle of the night during the freezing cold in England to meditate on the seafront (most secluded place). As a natural human being, I have sometimes my seemingly hard obstacles. Some days I just felt like I couldn't be faffed and just felt like staying cozy at home. This felt like I was constantly fighting myself every single day for every single second. I'd just focus immensly on my thought patterns and constantly defy every single self diminishing thought. This is what true Satanism is about. Satan made me realize an immense amount of things. He has given me a gift, the gift of knowledge and understanding. Satan taught me that liberation lies in hard work. Because of me being very determined on challenging myself and changing my own self Satan has shown me how liberating and beautiful that is. Some of you out there have joined Satanism just because you think that once you do that you become special and that that justifies your sad life. I want all of you to know that If you do not take this and yourself seriously then you are not taking Satan seriously, he knows that and does not care about those who do not care about him. He finds that very disrespectful. You must understand that Satan is a real and an extremely powerful God, he is infinitely far too advanced to even give a flying fuck about those who are not worth his time. Disrespecting yourself is something he finds very offending unless you are actively working on it. Satan only works with those of us who take themselves seriously. Also Satan does not like those who do not take Satan seriously in the first place to speak about him as if they know him. Those who are pure lazy and don't want to advance themselves should not call themselves Satanists, because these people unkowingly project to the world a false image of what Satanism is about, and are hence unkowingly solidifying the enemy's work. This is pure ignorance and stupidity. So to all of those who are new or are vegitating to death, Satan's message is loud and clear. His offer to you is the Godhead. If you do not want it, or are too afraid of it, then you are not worth his time. As simple as that. Hail Satan!!!! 666