azazelsgoat
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- Aug 15, 2019
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Hail Satan!
I grew up in a heavily kiked home of protestant, zion-cucked xtians where I was abused severely (yes, in every way imaginable) until I reached the age where I was no longer fuckable or desirable - for those wondering that would be on my 12th birthday.
I have extensive PTSD and psychological damage and now at 31 years of age, I'm still trying to cope and process.
I don't know why I'm sharing all that. I mean I have a lot to share, a lot I wish I could get off my plate, but I don't have any friends or anyone I know offline that I trust to open up to.
I feel like I have had many curses and hexes placed on my life from a very early age, many of which I reinforced on my own throughout my upbringing and adult life. Something I read in Black Sun 666 talked about xtianity and communism going hand in hand and I adopted a mindset that poverty was a virtue and that riches were to be rejected. I haven't been able to break out of this mentality and have difficulty holding a job and refuse even government help or hand outs. When I do have money I waste it.
I have a slew of problems but I am done complaining about them. I am ready to reclaim my power. I am ready to take action and to put in the work necessary.
I found this forum on a whim. I frequent a slew of other online forums primarily conspiracy based and of course those popular image boards. But something about this just feels like the real deal to me and I've been feeling the fires of passion and determination rising up inside of my soul.
What advice could you give a 31 year old male who has ALMOST damn near killed himself from the curses these kikes have put on my life but who has managed to stay alive this long to find the truth and ready to break the chains that they've tried to bind me with?
I look forward to meeting new friends on here and learning more and growing together.
To the mods and admins, thanks for even allowing this place to exist! It really is an honor to have found this board.
I grew up in a heavily kiked home of protestant, zion-cucked xtians where I was abused severely (yes, in every way imaginable) until I reached the age where I was no longer fuckable or desirable - for those wondering that would be on my 12th birthday.
I have extensive PTSD and psychological damage and now at 31 years of age, I'm still trying to cope and process.
I don't know why I'm sharing all that. I mean I have a lot to share, a lot I wish I could get off my plate, but I don't have any friends or anyone I know offline that I trust to open up to.
I feel like I have had many curses and hexes placed on my life from a very early age, many of which I reinforced on my own throughout my upbringing and adult life. Something I read in Black Sun 666 talked about xtianity and communism going hand in hand and I adopted a mindset that poverty was a virtue and that riches were to be rejected. I haven't been able to break out of this mentality and have difficulty holding a job and refuse even government help or hand outs. When I do have money I waste it.
I have a slew of problems but I am done complaining about them. I am ready to reclaim my power. I am ready to take action and to put in the work necessary.
I found this forum on a whim. I frequent a slew of other online forums primarily conspiracy based and of course those popular image boards. But something about this just feels like the real deal to me and I've been feeling the fires of passion and determination rising up inside of my soul.
What advice could you give a 31 year old male who has ALMOST damn near killed himself from the curses these kikes have put on my life but who has managed to stay alive this long to find the truth and ready to break the chains that they've tried to bind me with?
I look forward to meeting new friends on here and learning more and growing together.
To the mods and admins, thanks for even allowing this place to exist! It really is an honor to have found this board.