Ravenignis666 said:
The day all this really stopped was the day we dedicated to our father though is seems to haunt us from time to time. I'm cleaning my soul doing rtrs and my aop.
I just need answers as to what had happened I know it is still on our soul regardless of what it is.
As an SS you quite literally have nothing to fear from these spirits, so it’s ironic that you feel fear, as they’re the one’s that should feel fear.
Satan and the gods always look out for us, but don’t mistake this for hand holding.
You may want to read this page,
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Undesirable.html
[url=http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Undesirable.html said:
Dealing With Unwanted Entities[/url]"] Spirits can be unwelcome intruders. Unlike other religions, Satanism exposes us to many different experiences, so that we may become strong, knowledgeable, independent, and confident in our own abilities. Outsiders who have little or no experience with the astral are completely at the mercy of any entities they may encounter, because of a lack of knowledge, preparation, and experience.
I had dealt with spirits before, they’re manipulative and deceptive, I notice you mentioned BDSM, there’s one thing I noted is that spirits would want you to take a submissive stance to them, so that you would depend on them or fear them in some way, thing is I was never the submissive type quite the opposite in fact, this is why they never really had any sway over me, there was this 1 time I decided to be friendly to one of these sprits and it was the worst day of my life, after that I said never again.
If you’re the submissive type, do not fear these spirits because there is little to fear at all from these spirits.
Don’t let them pick on you like that, Besides the banishing ritual don’t give them attention either, if there’s one thing I was good at, it was cutting people of completely and ignoring them.
Keep Satan and the gods close to you, know that they’re looking out for you at all times, and always think about them, not these abominations that look to parasite of people.
if you're really worried you can always say this daily for some comfort,
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Prayer.html
[url=http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Undesirable.html said:
Dealing With Unwanted Entities[/url]"] Any weaknesses can be exploited by an unwanted entity with more power. Being able to cut someone or something completely off, at will in one’s mind is the first step in psychic self-defense. Unwanted entities feed off fear and our giving them our attention. It is important to focus our minds elsewhere and totally ignore unwanted or bothersome entities. Without a steady supply of psychic energy, nearly all will leave.
lastly, study astrology or get a reading done, because it's important to know yourself inside and out, so you're not influenced by their thoughts making you think that you're something you're not.