The Problem of Thoughts in My Mind

[UDDTHU]

For some time now, due to an accident and certain events that have happened to me, I have been experiencing severe nervous pressure, stress, and anxiety. I feel a bit better now, but I sense that something in my mind has changed.

Controlling my thoughts has become extremely difficult for me—but not in a way that I am constantly plagued by disturbing thoughts throughout the day or that I cannot sleep because of them. No, that is not the case.

The real issue with my mind is that it involuntarily insults the things that are valuable and important to me.

Whenever I try to envision the gods in my mind to greet them and speak with them, my mind, against my will, attempts to insult them. This deeply saddens, distresses, and depresses me.

Why is this happening? Is this some kind of psychological attack from an enemy? And are the gods upset with me because of it?

I am trying to eliminate these intrusive and offensive thoughts through regular meditation, aura cleansing, protective aura work, and Void meditation.

What are your solutions and recommendations? I do not want the gods to be upset with me over this small weakness in my mind or to think that I am doing this intentionally.

 

[MT88]

I feel like the Gods know about the intrusive thoughts situation it is such a common problem that people kept posting about for years. They won't be upset at you. I can't imagine that they would be anything except glad that you are here and active. They kept telling me to come here and stop being shy. Persist in the meditations you will get better at blocking the unwanted intrusive thoughts out

 

[Valkyrie]

For some time now, due to an accident and certain events that have happened to me, I have been experiencing severe nervous pressure, stress, and anxiety. I feel a bit better now, but I sense that something in my mind has changed.

Controlling my thoughts has become extremely difficult for me—but not in a way that I am constantly plagued by disturbing thoughts throughout the day or that I cannot sleep because of them. No, that is not the case.

The real issue with my mind is that it involuntarily insults the things that are valuable and important to me.

Whenever I try to envision the gods in my mind to greet them and speak with them, my mind, against my will, attempts to insult them. This deeply saddens, distresses, and depresses me.

Why is this happening? Is this some kind of psychological attack from an enemy? And are the gods upset with me because of it?

I am trying to eliminate these intrusive and offensive thoughts through regular meditation, aura cleansing, protective aura work, and Void meditation.

What are your solutions and recommendations? I do not want the gods to be upset with me over this small weakness in my mind or to think that I am doing this intentionally.

The Gods are not upset with you. It sounds like you might be having mental health issues because of the accident you mentioned.
Try doing void meditation 2-3 a day.
Do a rune working with Wunjo and Nauthiz.
Get into a healthy diet; away from sugar, low cholesterol, and do regular exercise.
I get out amongst nature when I can. I try to find a quiet, tranquil setting. I close my eyes, listen to the birds, the breeze through the trees, the warm energy of the sun on my body. I then go into a light-medium trance, letting my quiet, creative side take over.

The Basic Practice for Magical Powers: TRANCE

Practice daily as described in the Temple of Zeus and you will have great results in magic, in the powers of your mind and soul.

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