OfTheTrueHealedOne said:
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That is what they do too, they make you feel isolated and alone.
So like that child ego, they isolate you and then prevent growth and then you feel scared and alone and afraid to be abandoned by them, because it is all you know and you feel comfortable there.
The Truly Spiritual Being is Authentic and Contemplative, and so they like to explore new things and places etc. and so they naturally grow.
When your Spirit and personality are that of a child's and all you know how to do it go through daily Life according to scripts and go to Church it is impossible to grow.
The reason why the enemy wants to fracture personality is that, the hidden (let's call it emotional side) part, like the child most often, still responds to external stimulation while not fully understanding reality. And can be commanded by the abuser, or a person skilled to repeat similar stimulation (I am sure the jews have an internal code for this task, so they know how to command abused people). Look at hollywood, prime example.
A child is not able to defend himself from an adult abuser. The mind chooses defense > not possible, then flee > not possible, then subdues and stop opposing resistance, while detaching from reality, like this happened to someone else > fracture, survival. Like the abuse is a video stored into a crypted folder, that the main personality both refuses and cannot wathc (otherwise would collapse and suicide).
I am convinced those "scripts" from the enemy are addressed to those sub-personalities that many people have. Being emotionally manipulated, psychological violence, non-care, lack of love can create traumas and fractures if repeated in children. Xianity is a traumatizing program as incessantly address the children as "wrong, sinner, you are the cause of bad... etc." so it's easy to traumatize weak minds with repeated emotional assaults.
Once the sub-personality is created, it responds to commands easily, if there is a connection with the abuse (similar voice, tone, words, location...etc.). I think, those scripts want to hit that point of the psyche.
Wotanwarrior said:
I believe this too, they do this to "freeze" you.
You become blunted at the Soul level and then you can only live a Physical experience instead of the Spiritual experience you should be having.
They indoctrinate children to reinforce this in a very strong manner, and the scripts keep the show running.
Interesting how we do not know each other, yet our understanding is so similar.
Spiritually Forward: the best thing for me was to continue Ascending, the Fire Elemental has been great for me, a continuous living death and rebirth.
Each time I go through this, all that old negative programming gets wiped away, but it does require being expressed, so it can be intense and sometimes daunting, because you are like what is happening to me, and when you do not fully understand things it creates fear and doubt in what you are doing.
You really do have to Meditate and do Workings almost in a relentless, psychopathic manner, because if you do not all the stuff that gets cleaned out can shy you away from what you really need to do, it is such an interesting dichotomy, but I take it as a positive sign now.