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The Emerald Tablets of Thoth

HOLY SHIT the Emerald Tablets of Thoth is something incredible that every SS should read can HP Cobra maybe write more about this? Im not sure if some of it was corrupted.

Anyway i read this piece and was what i was trying to tell people with my experience when i wanted to die and whent into the trance. Remember i said once our souls go into the enemies worlds it could be impossible to return or nearly impossible. Not meaning back into the body i mean they bacically have your soul and you are out o reach of the Gods help.
In my experience thats exactly how i feel and even said im worried they would reincarnate me in an enemy world. Im not saying i am right but how come i always find out stuff i said that others said im wrong to be true or very close to the truth..


Read this!!

Emerald Tablet 8

Know ye, O my brother,
that fear is an obstacle great.
Be master of all in the brightness,
the shadow will soon disappear.
Hear ye and heed my wisdom,
the voice of LIGHT is clear.
Seek not the valley of shadow,
and LIGHT will only appear.
List ye, O man,
to the depth of my wisdom.
Speak I of knowledge hidden from man.
Far have I been
on my journey through SPACE-TIME,
even to the end of space of this cycle.
Aye, glimpsed the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
lying in wait for he who would pass them.
In that space where time exists not,
faintly I sensed the guardians of cycles.
Move they only through angles.
Free are they not of the curved dimensions.
Strange and terrible
are the HOUNDS of the Barrier.
Follow they consciousness to the limits of space.
Think not to escape by entering your body,
for follow they fast the Soul through angles.
Only the circle will give ye protection,
save from the claws
of the DWELLERS IN ANGLES.
Once, in a time past,
I approached the great Barrier,
and saw on the shores where time exists not,
the formless forms
of the HOUNDS of the barrier.
Aye, hiding in the midst beyond time I found them;
and THEY, scenting me afar off,
raised themselves and gave the great bell cry
that could be heard from cycle to cycle
and moved through space toward my soul.
Fled I then fast before them,
back from time's unthinkable end.
But ever after me pursued they,
moving in strange angles not known to man.
Aye, on the gray shores of TIME-SPACE'S end
found I the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
ravening for the Soul
who attempts the beyond.
Fled I through circles back to my body.
Fled, and fast after me they followed.
Aye, after me the devourers followed,
seeking through angles to devour my Soul.
Aye, know ye man,
that the Soul who dares the Barrier
may be held in bondage
by the HOUNDS from beyond time,
held till this cycle is completed
and left behind
when the consciousness leaves.
Entered I my body.
Created the circles that know not angles,
created the form
that from my form was formed.
Made my body into a circle
and lost the pursuers in the circles of time.
But, even yet, when free from my body,
cautious ever must I be
not to move through angles,
else my soul may never be free.
Know ye, the HOUNDS of the Barrier
move only through angles
and never through curves of space.
Only by moving through curves
can ye escape them,
for in angles they will pursue thee.
O man, heed ye my warning;
Seek not to break open
the gate to beyond.
Few there are
who have succeeded in passing the Barrier
to the greater LIGHT that shines beyond.
For know ye, ever the dwellers,
seek such Souls to hold in their thrall.
Listen, O man, and heed ye my warning;
seek ye to move not in angles but curves,
And if while free from thy body,
though hearest the sound like the bay of a hound
ringing clear and bell-like through thy being,
flee back to thy body through circles,
penetrate not the midst mist before.
When thou hath entered the form thou hast dwelt in,
use thou the cross and the circle combined.
Open thy mouth and use thou thy Voice.
Utter the WORD and thou shalt be free.
Only the one who of LIGHT has the fullest
can hope to pass by the guards of the way.
And then must he move
through strange curves and angles
that are formed in direction not know to man.
List ye, O man, and heed ye my warning:
attempt not to pass the guards on the way.
Rather should ye seek to gain of thine own Light
and make thyself ready to pass on the way.
LIGHT is thine ultimate end, O my brother.
Seek and find ever the Light on the way.
 
One Wire Phenomenon said:
HOLY SHIT the Emerald Tablets of Thoth is something incredible that every SS should read can HP Cobra maybe write more about this? Im not sure if some of it was corrupted.

Anyway i read this piece and was what i was trying to tell people with my experience when i wanted to die and whent into the trance. Remember i said once our souls go into the enemies worlds it could be impossible to return or nearly impossible. Not meaning back into the body i mean they bacically have your soul and you are out o reach of the Gods help.
In my experience thats exactly how i feel and even said im worried they would reincarnate me in an enemy world. Im not saying i am right but how come i always find out stuff i said that others said im wrong to be true or very close to the truth..


Read this!!

Emerald Tablet 8

Know ye, O my brother,
that fear is an obstacle great.
Be master of all in the brightness,
the shadow will soon disappear.
Hear ye and heed my wisdom,
the voice of LIGHT is clear.
Seek not the valley of shadow,
and LIGHT will only appear.
List ye, O man,
to the depth of my wisdom.
Speak I of knowledge hidden from man.
Far have I been
on my journey through SPACE-TIME,
even to the end of space of this cycle.
Aye, glimpsed the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
lying in wait for he who would pass them.
In that space where time exists not,
faintly I sensed the guardians of cycles.
Move they only through angles.
Free are they not of the curved dimensions.
Strange and terrible
are the HOUNDS of the Barrier.
Follow they consciousness to the limits of space.
Think not to escape by entering your body,
for follow they fast the Soul through angles.
Only the circle will give ye protection,
save from the claws
of the DWELLERS IN ANGLES.
Once, in a time past,
I approached the great Barrier,
and saw on the shores where time exists not,
the formless forms
of the HOUNDS of the barrier.
Aye, hiding in the midst beyond time I found them;
and THEY, scenting me afar off,
raised themselves and gave the great bell cry
that could be heard from cycle to cycle
and moved through space toward my soul.
Fled I then fast before them,
back from time's unthinkable end.
But ever after me pursued they,
moving in strange angles not known to man.
Aye, on the gray shores of TIME-SPACE'S end
found I the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
ravening for the Soul
who attempts the beyond.
Fled I through circles back to my body.
Fled, and fast after me they followed.
Aye, after me the devourers followed,
seeking through angles to devour my Soul.
Aye, know ye man,
that the Soul who dares the Barrier
may be held in bondage
by the HOUNDS from beyond time,
held till this cycle is completed
and left behind
when the consciousness leaves.
Entered I my body.
Created the circles that know not angles,
created the form
that from my form was formed.
Made my body into a circle
and lost the pursuers in the circles of time.
But, even yet, when free from my body,
cautious ever must I be
not to move through angles,
else my soul may never be free.
Know ye, the HOUNDS of the Barrier
move only through angles
and never through curves of space.
Only by moving through curves
can ye escape them,
for in angles they will pursue thee.
O man, heed ye my warning;
Seek not to break open
the gate to beyond.
Few there are
who have succeeded in passing the Barrier
to the greater LIGHT that shines beyond.
For know ye, ever the dwellers,
seek such Souls to hold in their thrall.
Listen, O man, and heed ye my warning;
seek ye to move not in angles but curves,
And if while free from thy body,
though hearest the sound like the bay of a hound
ringing clear and bell-like through thy being,
flee back to thy body through circles,
penetrate not the midst mist before.
When thou hath entered the form thou hast dwelt in,
use thou the cross and the circle combined.
Open thy mouth and use thou thy Voice.
Utter the WORD and thou shalt be free.
Only the one who of LIGHT has the fullest
can hope to pass by the guards of the way.
And then must he move
through strange curves and angles
that are formed in direction not know to man.
List ye, O man, and heed ye my warning:
attempt not to pass the guards on the way.
Rather should ye seek to gain of thine own Light
and make thyself ready to pass on the way.
LIGHT is thine ultimate end, O my brother.
Seek and find ever the Light on the way.


So this to me makes sense what Thoth states because if you listen to the whole thing he goes into detail about time and space and darkness and light.

I whent where there is no light meaning no purpose for existence(without inner light), or memory of it hoping to fade away into nothingness and thats what i believe he means beyond measurable time.
"In that space where time exists not"


Here is one post from my other thread

.Moving on people don't need to believe me I know there are infinite places that are not meant for human souls to be and to be connected to and human hating entities that prey on unfortunate victims like myself. The Jews are the ones who invite this willingly and call apon all sorts of nasties I'm not sure how they are able to live like that. Remember there are lower dimensions that even HPS Maxine talked about and people who fall short end up there when they die who knows what horrific things happen to their souls there. And once you open your soul to it you are in serious danger. It's like opening your soul to Satan, the bond lasts forever only it's a positive thing but with my case and wherever or to whatever I went effects litterly everything I do on a day to day basis.

Do you really think I would be going on about this if it was just a everyday fear NO. I am in serious trouble. Anyway done explaining myself. I have said what I needed to say to explain my situation and I'm more than willing to fix it by any means nessary.

When I liberate myself i will be extremely powerful mentally and then my true advancement begins.
Emerald Tablets of Thoth
https://youtu.be/4Y6-BlkLGNk
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One Wire Phenomenon
Re: Reality is shocking mind blocking it out
Post 03 Oct 2021, 19:57

Aquarius wrote: ↑
One Wire Phenomenon wrote: ↑
Aquarius wrote: ↑I doubt you have any entity attached to your soul, the Gods wouldn't allow this to happen, I believe it's mostly your mind that has auto convinced yourself of this.
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopi ... 38#p229138
 
I mean look at this its exactly as i tried to describe it
"Seek not the valley of shadow," (Tried to die)

"Aye, glimpsed the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
lying in wait for he who would pass them."(Said many times its build for kill the ultimate human soul eater)

"Strange and terrible"(Its presence felt like its a creature you would expect to see under a microscope hideous monster)

"Here is me explaining to someone"
"Take a look at this pic. Let's say the trance is the deep sea and everybody know the sea is full of creatures of all shapes and sizes. Unfortunately I went to the deep dark side where not a lot of fishes swim or can survive. That light on its head is basically what lured me to it. Then when I got close enough it revealed it ugly self to me but then for me it was already to late."

I wrote a lot about this and i cannot remember where what all te threads were called but thank goodness i found this. So if Thoth even WARNS us about this then for sure its something that is serious and not my owns minds creation or something to take lightly.

I must admit now that i have more knowledge and a bit better understanding of stuff i feeling much more confident day by day i will free myself at the end.

Thoth states that only with knowledge and inner light can one overcome the darkness. I know its allegories light and darkness but there exists forces that came and are bound by the laws of darkness and its also like a war between them.

It might not be te hounds of the barrier that Thoth found but it comes damn close to what i was trying to explain and if its not i am sure its a creature from the shadows that hates humans anyway.
 
I just need people to see why go on about this like i do. I just couldn't explain it well enough so here is the quotes from Thoth's Emerald Tablet and some of my quotes and that cannot be a coincidence can it?

"For know ye, ever the dwellers,
"seek such Souls to hold in their thrall."
"..heightend seeing it doing something inside me that i cannot even comprehend all i know its NOT GOOD Its truely horror that will forever change my life."
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=331370#p331370

"Think not to escape by entering your body,
for follow they fast the Soul through angles."
In my case running away back then was the worst thing i could do. ( When i nearly shat myself because of fear and tried to get back into my body but found im completely paralyzed)
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=331370#p331370

"Only the circle will give ye protection,
save from the claws"
"Maxine said that she really feels sorry for them but thats their own stupidity will land them in the claws of extremely hateful beings."
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=290511#p290511
 
One Wire Phenomenon said:
HOLY SHIT the Emerald Tablets of Thoth is something incredible that every SS should read can HP Cobra maybe write more about this? Im not sure if some of it was corrupted.

Anyway i read this piece and was what i was trying to tell people with my experience when i wanted to die and whent into the trance. Remember i said once our souls go into the enemies worlds it could be impossible to return or nearly impossible. Not meaning back into the body i mean they bacically have your soul and you are out o reach of the Gods help.
In my experience thats exactly how i feel and even said im worried they would reincarnate me in an enemy world. Im not saying i am right but how come i always find out stuff i said that others said im wrong to be true or very close to the truth..


Read this!!

Emerald Tablet 8

Know ye, O my brother,
that fear is an obstacle great.
Be master of all in the brightness,
the shadow will soon disappear.
Hear ye and heed my wisdom,
the voice of LIGHT is clear.
Seek not the valley of shadow,
and LIGHT will only appear.
List ye, O man,
to the depth of my wisdom.
Speak I of knowledge hidden from man.
Far have I been
on my journey through SPACE-TIME,
even to the end of space of this cycle.
Aye, glimpsed the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
lying in wait for he who would pass them.
In that space where time exists not,
faintly I sensed the guardians of cycles.
Move they only through angles.
Free are they not of the curved dimensions.
Strange and terrible
are the HOUNDS of the Barrier.
Follow they consciousness to the limits of space.
Think not to escape by entering your body,
for follow they fast the Soul through angles.
Only the circle will give ye protection,
save from the claws
of the DWELLERS IN ANGLES.
Once, in a time past,
I approached the great Barrier,
and saw on the shores where time exists not,
the formless forms
of the HOUNDS of the barrier.
Aye, hiding in the midst beyond time I found them;
and THEY, scenting me afar off,
raised themselves and gave the great bell cry
that could be heard from cycle to cycle
and moved through space toward my soul.
Fled I then fast before them,
back from time's unthinkable end.
But ever after me pursued they,
moving in strange angles not known to man.
Aye, on the gray shores of TIME-SPACE'S end
found I the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
ravening for the Soul
who attempts the beyond.
Fled I through circles back to my body.
Fled, and fast after me they followed.
Aye, after me the devourers followed,
seeking through angles to devour my Soul.
Aye, know ye man,
that the Soul who dares the Barrier
may be held in bondage
by the HOUNDS from beyond time,
held till this cycle is completed
and left behind
when the consciousness leaves.
Entered I my body.
Created the circles that know not angles,
created the form
that from my form was formed.
Made my body into a circle
and lost the pursuers in the circles of time.
But, even yet, when free from my body,
cautious ever must I be
not to move through angles,
else my soul may never be free.
Know ye, the HOUNDS of the Barrier
move only through angles
and never through curves of space.
Only by moving through curves
can ye escape them,
for in angles they will pursue thee.
O man, heed ye my warning;
Seek not to break open
the gate to beyond.
Few there are
who have succeeded in passing the Barrier
to the greater LIGHT that shines beyond.
For know ye, ever the dwellers,
seek such Souls to hold in their thrall.
Listen, O man, and heed ye my warning;
seek ye to move not in angles but curves,
And if while free from thy body,
though hearest the sound like the bay of a hound
ringing clear and bell-like through thy being,
flee back to thy body through circles,
penetrate not the midst mist before.
When thou hath entered the form thou hast dwelt in,
use thou the cross and the circle combined.
Open thy mouth and use thou thy Voice.
Utter the WORD and thou shalt be free.
Only the one who of LIGHT has the fullest
can hope to pass by the guards of the way.
And then must he move
through strange curves and angles
that are formed in direction not know to man.
List ye, O man, and heed ye my warning:
attempt not to pass the guards on the way.
Rather should ye seek to gain of thine own Light
and make thyself ready to pass on the way.
LIGHT is thine ultimate end, O my brother.
Seek and find ever the Light on the way.

I remember reading the tablets a long time ago. Some of it is very interesting, but I have a feeling some of the texts have been Christianized. And a few miscrepencies especially Thoth's father being Thome or something like that, knowing full well now it's Satan (known as Patamah and later Ptah) but other than that, it was an interesting read.
 
I don't understand this though.
Can someone tell me?
"And if while free from thy body,
though hearest the sound like the bay of a hound
https://youtu.be/nypFzx5J2zo
ringing clear and bell-like through thy being,
flee back to thy body through circles,
penetrate not the midst mist before."


Maybe the bay of the hound is that sudden awareness one gets when they realise they are in real danger and need to act quickly.

I read dogs howl when they sense death its like their 6th sense of the fourth dimension and they bay when they are chasing after something like a rabbit.

Flee back to thy body circles ?

"Penetrate not te midst mist before"
This maby is something to do with Ectoplasm maybe.
Whats strange is had this memory that i never knew i had until now almost like a dream or something i dreamt years ago about what was written on this tablet.
 
https://youtu.be/bQ8oCFsnVVU

Fuck thats scary
 
:eek: Is this LOVECRAFTS creation or did lovecraft experience this and wrote a book that matches with Thoths Emerald Tablets or did he steal the idea from it?He was a jew btw!!
https://www.tor.com/2015/07/21/lovecraft-reread-the-hounds-of-tindalos/

Anyway its also something to do with the book of the watchers aswel!

"The Hounds have caught (and presumably mangled) the imagination of many since this first appearance. In my mind, shaped as much by “Witch House” as by their actual description, the hounds are a mass of incomprehensible shapes, hastily scribbled colors and angles visible only in the corner of one’s eye,
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=331603#p331603 the suggestion of canine form merely the brain’s desperate final attempt at pattern-matching.
straining through what he perceives as curved time, he travels back to the dinosaurs and further, to the first microscopic stirrings of terrestrial life. But now angles multiply around him—angular time, an “abyss of being which man has never fathomed.” Though this angular abyss terrifies Chalmers, he ventures in. Bad move: He screams that things have scented him, and falls to the floor moaning. When Frank tries to shake him from his vision, he slobbers and snaps like a dog. More shaking and whiskey revive Chalmers enough to admit he went too far in time. A terrible deed was done at the beginning, he explains. Its seeds move “through angles in the dim recesses of time,” hungry and athirst. They are the Hounds of Tindalos, in whom all the universe’s foulness is concentrated. It expresses itself through angles, the pure through curves, and the pure part of man descends from a curve, literally.

Here is the Wiki version so so maybe it is real.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emerald_Tablet
 
Kavya Shukra said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:
HOLY SHIT the Emerald Tablets of Thoth is something incredible that every SS should read can HP Cobra maybe write more about this? Im not sure if some of it was corrupted.

Anyway i read this piece and was what i was trying to tell people with my experience when i wanted to die and whent into the trance. Remember i said once our souls go into the enemies worlds it could be impossible to return or nearly impossible. Not meaning back into the body i mean they bacically have your soul and you are out o reach of the Gods help.
In my experience thats exactly how i feel and even said im worried they would reincarnate me in an enemy world. Im not saying i am right but how come i always find out stuff i said that others said im wrong to be true or very close to the truth..


Read this!!

Emerald Tablet 8

Know ye, O my brother,
that fear is an obstacle great.
Be master of all in the brightness,
the shadow will soon disappear.
Hear ye and heed my wisdom,
the voice of LIGHT is clear.
Seek not the valley of shadow,
and LIGHT will only appear.
List ye, O man,
to the depth of my wisdom.
Speak I of knowledge hidden from man.
Far have I been
on my journey through SPACE-TIME,
even to the end of space of this cycle.
Aye, glimpsed the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
lying in wait for he who would pass them.
In that space where time exists not,
faintly I sensed the guardians of cycles.
Move they only through angles.
Free are they not of the curved dimensions.
Strange and terrible
are the HOUNDS of the Barrier.
Follow they consciousness to the limits of space.
Think not to escape by entering your body,
for follow they fast the Soul through angles.
Only the circle will give ye protection,
save from the claws
of the DWELLERS IN ANGLES.
Once, in a time past,
I approached the great Barrier,
and saw on the shores where time exists not,
the formless forms
of the HOUNDS of the barrier.
Aye, hiding in the midst beyond time I found them;
and THEY, scenting me afar off,
raised themselves and gave the great bell cry
that could be heard from cycle to cycle
and moved through space toward my soul.
Fled I then fast before them,
back from time's unthinkable end.
But ever after me pursued they,
moving in strange angles not known to man.
Aye, on the gray shores of TIME-SPACE'S end
found I the HOUNDS of the Barrier,
ravening for the Soul
who attempts the beyond.
Fled I through circles back to my body.
Fled, and fast after me they followed.
Aye, after me the devourers followed,
seeking through angles to devour my Soul.
Aye, know ye man,
that the Soul who dares the Barrier
may be held in bondage
by the HOUNDS from beyond time,
held till this cycle is completed
and left behind
when the consciousness leaves.
Entered I my body.
Created the circles that know not angles,
created the form
that from my form was formed.
Made my body into a circle
and lost the pursuers in the circles of time.
But, even yet, when free from my body,
cautious ever must I be
not to move through angles,
else my soul may never be free.
Know ye, the HOUNDS of the Barrier
move only through angles
and never through curves of space.
Only by moving through curves
can ye escape them,
for in angles they will pursue thee.
O man, heed ye my warning;
Seek not to break open
the gate to beyond.
Few there are
who have succeeded in passing the Barrier
to the greater LIGHT that shines beyond.
For know ye, ever the dwellers,
seek such Souls to hold in their thrall.
Listen, O man, and heed ye my warning;
seek ye to move not in angles but curves,
And if while free from thy body,
though hearest the sound like the bay of a hound
ringing clear and bell-like through thy being,
flee back to thy body through circles,
penetrate not the midst mist before.
When thou hath entered the form thou hast dwelt in,
use thou the cross and the circle combined.
Open thy mouth and use thou thy Voice.
Utter the WORD and thou shalt be free.
Only the one who of LIGHT has the fullest
can hope to pass by the guards of the way.
And then must he move
through strange curves and angles
that are formed in direction not know to man.
List ye, O man, and heed ye my warning:
attempt not to pass the guards on the way.
Rather should ye seek to gain of thine own Light
and make thyself ready to pass on the way.
LIGHT is thine ultimate end, O my brother.
Seek and find ever the Light on the way.

I remember reading the tablets a long time ago. Some of it is very interesting, but I have a feeling some of the texts have been Christianized. And a few miscrepencies especially Thoth's father being Thome or something like that, knowing full well now it's Satan (known as Patamah and later Ptah) but other than that, it was an interesting read.


Yes i also expect something like that. a yes very interesting
 
I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.
 
Aquarius said:
I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.

Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiot

its true
 
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Aquarius said:
I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.

Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiot

its true
No need to insult yourself like that, we all have our problems, I'm sure that if you apply yourself you will fix all of them.
 
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiot

its true

In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.
 
BlackOnyx8 said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiot

its true

In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.

Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.

To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.

I have no drive or no purpose when i just force myself to meditate.This comes from inside not so much from others unfortunately. I dont even know why i am living and everything feels like a chore although even if i know what happens if i don't meditate.I have a reason but why am i not doing it? because i have forgotten who i am!

I need a specific reason to want to fix the problem and i found one which is getting to know myself first.Now i have the reason inside

but everytime someone tells me to do a working on this or that or to meditate it makes me not want to do it. I need to find my inner light for myself and thats also why the questions i ask is important to me. Others won't understand this but i do. So leave me be.
 
BlackOnyx8 said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiot

its true

In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.

My point is i am already trying to figure out why i dont want to meditate. I sometimes do but im never consistent. Thats why i don't want the Gods to invest in me until i know im ready to make a dedication to it for the rest of my life. For example someone can write a very inspiring post to me but the feeling or will i get from it doesn't last. Thats why i say what i said.

I do appreciate Aquarius aswel he has that attitude towards meditation that i want to have.

The Astral parasite is a real problem. And nothing can change my mind about it there is to much i know and go through. Im not seeking any sympathy infact i want blunt honesty especially from Hp Cobra because to me His word is fact. Im striving to do more for the Gods,im trying to learn more and im trying to fix my inner compass. Thats why i am here. This SS family is also my motivation to exist and be better.

The only other problem is im scared im becoming a nuisance or something negative here.I really don't want to be that. I will leave immediately for as long as it takes or change if i know but i don't.

This place is all i have. My life outside here is the same everyday I don't like living in it thanks to the enemy.
 
I read the Emerald Tablets a long time ago. Very interesting read. It can become a rabbit hole in my opinion, and be a distraction, but still very good as I recall.
 
RockSeed13 said:
Kavya Shukra said:

Perhaps we should ask an original copy from Lord Thoth himself (or from Lady Sheshat if he is too busy).

Lol i did ask if it was and the awnser was yes.
I felt his energy and other stuff that proved to me He was the one pulling the strings. Thats why its still in my signature, but i don't trust myself about this.

As i said some stuff may have been corrupted or mistranslated just because thats what normally is the case. If any is then they are a few.Thats just me and im not advanced to know better. Dont care anymore either the motivation is gone.
 
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Aquarius said:
I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.

Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiot

its true
I don't know you personally, but I don't think you're a stupid idiot. The Emerald Tablets are pretty mind blowing and I enjoyed them and this post about them, though I only had time to skim through. We're all advancing here. I recently realized to myself that I was unconsciously avoiding meditation and becoming a bit lazy for a short period due to the hatred I have for the enemy. I'm past it now, and in the process of making serious repairs to my life that was affected by enemy influence before coming to JOS.
You broke free from xianity or didn't become borged by it. That says alot. You are here with us.
 
One Wire Phenomenon said:
BlackOnyx8 said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiot

its true

In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.

Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.

To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.

I have no drive or no purpose when i just force myself to meditate.This comes from inside not so much from others unfortunately. I dont even know why i am living and everything feels like a chore although even if i know what happens if i don't meditate.I have a reason but why am i not doing it? because i have forgotten who i am!

I need a specific reason to want to fix the problem and i found one which is getting to know myself first.Now i have the reason inside

but everytime someone tells me to do a working on this or that or to meditate it makes me not want to do it. I need to find my inner light for myself and thats also why the questions i ask is important to me. Others won't understand this but i do. So leave me be.
The reason I always point out delusions is because I utterly despise them. When I was a beginner I was full of them, and that shit can really mess you up and the more you indulge in them the more it's gonna take to heal from their effects, I wish someone would have pointed out those to me when I was new. What I came to understand is that no matter how much you talk about it, nobody is ever going to remove them from you, you have to do that on your own and with the help of the Gods and you need to be actively doing that, if you don't work on it you're never going to free yourself from them.
That astral parasite is a delusion of yours, you can't remove it because it's a thoughtform you constantly give energy to when you believe with all your heart that it exists, you're in a vicious cycle and will not get out of it if you don't start thinking logically and pull your head out of your ass.
 
Aquarius said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:
BlackOnyx8 said:
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.

Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.

To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.

I have no drive or no purpose when i just force myself to meditate.This comes from inside not so much from others unfortunately. I dont even know why i am living and everything feels like a chore although even if i know what happens if i don't meditate.I have a reason but why am i not doing it? because i have forgotten who i am!

I need a specific reason to want to fix the problem and i found one which is getting to know myself first.Now i have the reason inside

but everytime someone tells me to do a working on this or that or to meditate it makes me not want to do it. I need to find my inner light for myself and thats also why the questions i ask is important to me. Others won't understand this but i do. So leave me be.
The reason I always point out delusions is because I utterly despise them. When I was a beginner I was full of them, and that shit can really mess you up and the more you indulge in them the more it's gonna take to heal from their effects, I wish someone would have pointed out those to me when I was new. What I came to understand is that no matter how much you talk about it, nobody is ever going to remove them from you, you have to do that on your own and with the help of the Gods and you need to be actively doing that, if you don't work on it you're never going to free yourself from them.
That astral parasite is a delusion of yours, you can't remove it because it's a thoughtform you constantly give energy to when you believe with all your heart that it exists, you're in a vicious cycle and will not get out of it if you don't start thinking logically and pull your head out of your ass.

Aquarius said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:
BlackOnyx8 said:
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.

Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.

To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.

I have no drive or no purpose when i just force myself to meditate.This comes from inside not so much from others unfortunately. I dont even know why i am living and everything feels like a chore although even if i know what happens if i don't meditate.I have a reason but why am i not doing it? because i have forgotten who i am!

I need a specific reason to want to fix the problem and i found one which is getting to know myself first.Now i have the reason inside

but everytime someone tells me to do a working on this or that or to meditate it makes me not want to do it. I need to find my inner light for myself and thats also why the questions i ask is important to me. Others won't understand this but i do. So leave me be.
The reason I always point out delusions is because I utterly despise them. When I was a beginner I was full of them, and that shit can really mess you up and the more you indulge in them the more it's gonna take to heal from their effects, I wish someone would have pointed out those to me when I was new. What I came to understand is that no matter how much you talk about it, nobody is ever going to remove them from you, you have to do that on your own and with the help of the Gods and you need to be actively doing that, if you don't work on it you're never going to free yourself from them.
That astral parasite is a delusion of yours, you can't remove it because it's a thoughtform you constantly give energy to when you believe with all your heart that it exists, you're in a vicious cycle and will not get out of it if you don't start thinking logically and pull your head out of your ass.

Ok i accept this but why doesn't it go away even after i ignore it? For like so many years now.If it was a thought form it would of whent away. I acknowledged i have a problem, now i am looking for a way to fix it. Yes meditation is the only way true but this thing is also the cause of me not thinking straight and making me look delusional.You can be glad you haven't experienced something like this.
 
Aquarius said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:
BlackOnyx8 said:
In addition to what Aquarius have said, you also have to completely change your thoughts about yourself. The way you speak so badly about yourself, ruins your self esteem and this gets engraved in the soul and expands to all areas in life. You need to think, or rather know yourself to be the exact opposite and effectively work everyday towards growth.

Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.

To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.

I have no drive or no purpose when i just force myself to meditate.This comes from inside not so much from others unfortunately. I dont even know why i am living and everything feels like a chore although even if i know what happens if i don't meditate.I have a reason but why am i not doing it? because i have forgotten who i am!

I need a specific reason to want to fix the problem and i found one which is getting to know myself first.Now i have the reason inside

but everytime someone tells me to do a working on this or that or to meditate it makes me not want to do it. I need to find my inner light for myself and thats also why the questions i ask is important to me. Others won't understand this but i do. So leave me be.
The reason I always point out delusions is because I utterly despise them. When I was a beginner I was full of them, and that shit can really mess you up and the more you indulge in them the more it's gonna take to heal from their effects, I wish someone would have pointed out those to me when I was new. What I came to understand is that no matter how much you talk about it, nobody is ever going to remove them from you, you have to do that on your own and with the help of the Gods and you need to be actively doing that, if you don't work on it you're never going to free yourself from them.
That astral parasite is a delusion of yours, you can't remove it because it's a thoughtform you constantly give energy to when you believe with all your heart that it exists, you're in a vicious cycle and will not get out of it if you don't start thinking logically and pull your head out of your ass.

Let me point something out to you today.

I might come forth as delusional sometimes and do stupid things here and there which i am totally aware of by the way but what i said about what i experienced is 100% true.It caused me great harm not even talking about the trauma. My soul got harmed and this thing is here to this day.

You need to understand that and know there ARE things like this that eat and kill souls.
 
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Aquarius said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Im not talking bad about myself if its true.
And im also just giving in because i didn't want to argue with Aquarius because i was feeling sorry for myself yesterday and a bit still today. Something bad happened and it was my fault.
What i said was directed at the fuckup i made.
I have made progress.Mr right and i come a long way. The word delusional is his favourite hahaha. I have my delusional moments but not about the other stuff on this thread.

To work on my life to make it better i need to identify my mental problems in the now and what i was doing is part of whats on this thread or it lead to it shall i say. My first problem is know thy self and thats something i noticed i don't have because of ignoring it for so long. When i can isolate the problem and dig to its roots i will be able to remove it with meditation work. As Thoth said with knowledge you can overcome any obstacle.

I have no drive or no purpose when i just force myself to meditate.This comes from inside not so much from others unfortunately. I dont even know why i am living and everything feels like a chore although even if i know what happens if i don't meditate.I have a reason but why am i not doing it? because i have forgotten who i am!

I need a specific reason to want to fix the problem and i found one which is getting to know myself first.Now i have the reason inside

but everytime someone tells me to do a working on this or that or to meditate it makes me not want to do it. I need to find my inner light for myself and thats also why the questions i ask is important to me. Others won't understand this but i do. So leave me be.
The reason I always point out delusions is because I utterly despise them. When I was a beginner I was full of them, and that shit can really mess you up and the more you indulge in them the more it's gonna take to heal from their effects, I wish someone would have pointed out those to me when I was new. What I came to understand is that no matter how much you talk about it, nobody is ever going to remove them from you, you have to do that on your own and with the help of the Gods and you need to be actively doing that, if you don't work on it you're never going to free yourself from them.
That astral parasite is a delusion of yours, you can't remove it because it's a thoughtform you constantly give energy to when you believe with all your heart that it exists, you're in a vicious cycle and will not get out of it if you don't start thinking logically and pull your head out of your ass.

Let me point something out to you today.

I might come forth as delusional sometimes and do stupid things here and there which i am totally aware of by the way but what i said about what i experienced is 100% true.It caused me great harm not even talking about the trauma. My soul got harmed and this thing is here to this day.

You need to understand that and know there ARE things like this that eat and kill souls.
The reason why it doesn't go away is because you have deeply convinced yourself that it exists. What you need to do is start a meditation routing and ignore any feeling that pertains to that, and stop procastinating.
Also, yes they do exist, no you don't have one and that's because you're a dedicated Spiritual Satanist and the Gods take care of us. It seems like you have no faith in the Gods if you are scared of dying and think that you are at the mercy of anything negative in the universe.
 
One Wire Phenomenon said:
I have no drive or no purpose when i just force myself to meditate.This comes from inside not so much from others unfortunately. I dont even know why i am living and everything feels like a chore although even if i know what happens if i don't meditate.I have a reason but why am i not doing it? because i have forgotten who i am!

I need a specific reason to want to fix the problem and i found one which is getting to know myself first.Now i have the reason inside

but everytime someone tells me to do a working on this or that or to meditate it makes me not want to do it. I need to find my inner light for myself and thats also why the questions i ask is important to me. Others won't understand this but i do. So leave me be.

Consistent meditation is by no means easy, especially if you have weaker lower chakras. Yet, it is essential for growth and for gaining anything you want in this world, as you already know.

Yes, it can feel like a chore, but that is why you can use certain energy types to make it easier for yourself. That was my reason for giving you ideas for workings. You can use fire and earth energies on a short-term basis, such as 10 breaths of fire then "I am now driven to meditate in a positive manner for me" or something similar for earth and discipline.

Do the above, and THEN tell me how you feel. I understand you feel upset or unmotivated now, but this is the quickest way to correct the problem. Motivation missing? Then shove some motivating energy into yourself.

------------------

As far as your inner light, look at career astrology, as well as planets that show where you are driven. For example, look at your sun, mars, 10th house. 6th house shows how you work.

Jupiter and the 11th house show how you can expand, which pertains to career success or leaving your mark on the world.

4th house and the moon show how your emotions act and how you find security.
1st house shows who you are in a general sense, 5th house shows how you live life, or want to.

Chances are, this will show similar things to what you already mention on the forums, such as an interest in technology and talking about it.

But, if this energy is something like an air sign, and it is on your sun or mars, then that explains why you may feel like doing lots of mental effort is exhausting (which requires a strong Sun or Mars).

Now you see why I gave you those ideas for working as a way to fix this problem. It is not that I was trying to dump more chores on your head, but rather I was judging what I believed was missing from your soul, based on what you told me.
 
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Aquarius said:
I think that you are either consciously or unconsciously looking for any excuse to not meditate and advance your soul. You are taking random versed and giving them a meaning that is completely based on your delusions. You will never achieve anything with this attitude, you need meditate and stop wasting your time.

Yes i know
im a fucking
stupid idiot

its true

Aquarius said what he said as an idea for you to learn and grow off of, based on his perception of the situation. He is pointing out what he sees currently happening, but that doesn't mean he is limiting you there.

However, if you are sensitive, then it is certainly possible to internalize this too much.
Generally, I have found sensitive people need to be told what they are in a positive light, rather than in a negative light.

This situation is not so harsh that it demands deeply negative emotions and all of that. It is just a case where your chart is most likely geared towards higher chakra activity and not lower ones.
 
RockSeed13 said:
Kavya Shukra said:

Perhaps we should ask an original copy from Lord Thoth himself (or from Lady Sheshat if he is too busy).

Lord Thoth didn't write this. It was written by enemy masons, so there are obviously some distortions. Lord Thoth wrote things like the Book of Breath. You should ask him for that instead.
 
Stormblood said:
RockSeed13 said:
Kavya Shukra said:

Perhaps we should ask an original copy from Lord Thoth himself (or from Lady Sheshat if he is too busy).

Lord Thoth didn't write this. It was written by enemy masons, so there are obviously some distortions. Lord Thoth wrote things like the Book of Breath. You should ask him for that instead.

So my hunch was right. And here's another thing about the "Emerald" tablets.

Anybody who works with crystals and is an electrician would tell you you're better off using Jade over Emerald. Especially writing runes or in this case, hieroglyphics, to create texts that alchemically stand the test of time. Jade can store electric power, Emerald gets shattered by it.

And there's a lot of things in the Emerald Tablets that would make one who already has a Christian background really reinforce the hoax of the Nazarene scam. Which is not something the real Thoth would do, as he would know firsthand just how detrimental the enemy is. I've read the entire thing, half is "Egyptianized Christianity", another is very vague things that could mean a million things. One thing about Thoth is that he's very detailed and precise what what he writes, and he is NEVER vague. Not like this.
 
Stormblood said:
RockSeed13 said:
Kavya Shukra said:

Perhaps we should ask an original copy from Lord Thoth himself (or from Lady Sheshat if he is too busy).

Lord Thoth didn't write this. It was written by enemy masons, so there are obviously some distortions. Lord Thoth wrote things like the Book of Breath. You should ask him for that instead.

Oh. Thanks, I will place it on my read list.
 
Kavya Shukra said:
Stormblood said:
RockSeed13 said:
Perhaps we should ask an original copy from Lord Thoth himself (or from Lady Sheshat if he is too busy).

Lord Thoth didn't write this. It was written by enemy masons, so there are obviously some distortions. Lord Thoth wrote things like the Book of Breath. You should ask him for that instead.

So my hunch was right. And here's another thing about the "Emerald" tablets.

Anybody who works with crystals and is an electrician would tell you you're better off using Jade over Emerald. Especially writing runes or in this case, hieroglyphics, to create texts that alchemically stand the test of time. Jade can store electric power, Emerald gets shattered by it.

And there's a lot of things in the Emerald Tablets that would make one who already has a Christian background really reinforce the hoax of the Nazarene scam. Which is not something the real Thoth would do, as he would know firsthand just how detrimental the enemy is. I've read the entire thing, half is "Egyptianized Christianity", another is very vague things that could mean a million things. One thing about Thoth is that he's very detailed and precise what what he writes, and he is NEVER vague. Not like this.

But emerald is so pretty, both raw and polished... the best gemstone. What about the electrical conductivity of sunstone, bloodstone, serpentite and kyanite? I really love these. Blue kyanite seems to react well to my aura.
 
Stormblood said:
RockSeed13 said:
Kavya Shukra said:

Perhaps we should ask an original copy from Lord Thoth himself (or from Lady Sheshat if he is too busy).

Lord Thoth didn't write this. It was written by enemy masons, so there are obviously some distortions. Lord Thoth wrote things like the Book of Breath. You should ask him for that instead.

So why didn't you say anything until now?

Why don't you atleast give a link to your claim?

You quote him but not me and im the one who asked for three or 4 days now. GO F**** YOURSELF!!!!!

and Fuck this place im done with you all

Nobody helps

goodbye
 
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Stormblood said:
RockSeed13 said:
Perhaps we should ask an original copy from Lord Thoth himself (or from Lady Sheshat if he is too busy).

Lord Thoth didn't write this. It was written by enemy masons, so there are obviously some distortions. Lord Thoth wrote things like the Book of Breath. You should ask him for that instead.

So why didn't you say anything until now?

Why don't you atleast give a link to your claim?

You quote him but not me and im the one who asked for three or 4 days now. GO F**** YOURSELF!!!!!

and Fuck this place im done with you all

Nobody helps

goodbye

Because you had meaningful replies from other people, especially on how to spend your time. Your "nobody helps" shows that you are not interested in objective help, but only in what you *think* is help and you ignore everything else. Relax and don't throw a tantrum. Instead, open your mind, perk your ears, and listen to what other people say to you.

Also, I only replied because I was interested in the specific thing he mentioned about asking Lord Thoth, not anything else.
 
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I don't know why im back again here anyway
meaningful replies my ass. Im not delusional and i wanted someone like you to tell me and atleast make it believable with some evidence.
Especially on this thread because i already told Aquarius whats what and then when you replied him its asif you just wanted to make me look bad now im asking you how do i know what you say is true?Should i just trust your word?You are off mod and i expect someone like you to know but back your claim atleast because i want to know the truth.

If my question was am i delusional then i would of accepted what i was told by Aquarius and took the wonderful advice Blitzkreig gave me.

a lot of people ask questions but then it goes off topic because of other people who realise their problem and tell them things they don't want to hear.

I already know i have a problem and don't need others to tell me something i already know and am working on.

I know im not delusional especially what was written on this thread. Thats why i got angry you could of just told me instead of quoting him you could of quoted us both and explained to me why you think or know the Emerald tablets are of the enemy.Or done so on the other 3 or 4 topics i opened.
 
Stormblood said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Stormblood said:
Lord Thoth didn't write this. It was written by enemy masons, so there are obviously some distortions. Lord Thoth wrote things like the Book of Breath. You should ask him for that instead.

So why didn't you say anything until now?

Why don't you atleast give a link to your claim?

You quote him but not me and im the one who asked for three or 4 days now. GO F**** YOURSELF!!!!!

and Fuck this place im done with you all

Nobody helps

goodbye

Because you had meaningful replies from other people, especially on how to spend your time. Your "nobody helps" shows that you are not interested in objective help, but only in what you *think* is help and you ignore everything else. Relax and don't throw a tantrum. Instead, open your mind, perk your ears, and listen to what other people say to you.

Also, I only replied because I was interested in the specific thing he mentioned about asking Lord Thoth, not anything else.

And off mod members should help other members thats why they are off mod!!or am i wrong??

Here you can see another member believing the same as i do about the emerald tablets and "my nobody helps" is because nobody (meaning off mod members) don't fucking help!!!!
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=338306#p338306
 
Stormblood said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Stormblood said:
Lord Thoth didn't write this. It was written by enemy masons, so there are obviously some distortions. Lord Thoth wrote things like the Book of Breath. You should ask him for that instead.

So why didn't you say anything until now?

Why don't you atleast give a link to your claim?

You quote him but not me and im the one who asked for three or 4 days now. GO F**** YOURSELF!!!!!

and Fuck this place im done with you all

Nobody helps

goodbye

Because you had meaningful replies from other people, especially on how to spend your time. Your "nobody helps" shows that you are not interested in objective help, but only in what you *think* is help and you ignore everything else. Relax and don't throw a tantrum. Instead, open your mind, perk your ears, and listen to what other people say to you.

Also, I only replied because I was interested in the specific thing he mentioned about asking Lord Thoth, not anything else.

mind you Fancy Mancy did help but it was all speculation non of us were sure then you come along and post on this thread its of the enemy. Well fine i accept that but atleast prove it or something otherwise i really does look like you just want to make me look bad.
 
Stormblood said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:
Stormblood said:
Lord Thoth didn't write this. It was written by enemy masons, so there are obviously some distortions. Lord Thoth wrote things like the Book of Breath. You should ask him for that instead.

So why didn't you say anything until now?

Why don't you atleast give a link to your claim?

You quote him but not me and im the one who asked for three or 4 days now. GO F**** YOURSELF!!!!!

and Fuck this place im done with you all

Nobody helps

goodbye

Because you had meaningful replies from other people, especially on how to spend your time. Your "nobody helps" shows that you are not interested in objective help, but only in what you *think* is help and you ignore everything else. Relax and don't throw a tantrum. Instead, open your mind, perk your ears, and listen to what other people say to you.

Also, I only replied because I was interested in the specific thing he mentioned about asking Lord Thoth, not anything else.

"Also, I only replied because I was interested in the specific thing he mentioned about asking Lord Thoth, not anything else."

Me too i only posted what i did because i was interested in it.

YOU OFF MOD AND CLEARLY DON'T CARE IF OTHERS ARE WRONG OR NOT YOU WOULD OF LEFT ME IF HE DIDN'T REPLY!
 
One Wire Phenomenon said:

I'm under no obligation to monitor every topic that is posted and answer to everyone. Being moderated also doesn't make people entitled to have an answer to everything we post.

Being off-mod doesn't come with a contract that says "reply to every topic and spend 24/7 at the service of other members". Every SS uses their discernment to decide which topic should they answer to.

Also, here is an old reply from HP Hooded Cobra, which you may be interested in:

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=289260#p289260
 
Stormblood said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:

I'm under no obligation to monitor every topic that is posted and answer to everyone. Being moderated also doesn't make people entitled to have an answer to everything we post.

Being off-mod doesn't come with a contract that says "reply to every topic and spend 24/7 at the service of other members". Every SS uses their discernment to decide which topic should they answer to.

Also, here is an old reply from HP Hooded Cobra, which you may be interested in:

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=289260#p289260


Thank you very much thats all i wanted.Now i know.

I know you are not obligated but feel it would of been the right the thing to do,i mean Hp Cobra did say being off mod is luxury but it does come with responsibility.One of them is helping other members.

i just needed you to see why i am upset and it paid off for me. Thank you for sharing that itsi bitsi link that awnsers almost ALL of my questions that could of spared me a lot energy and a huge tantrum.

Hahahahaha im really happy now. Thanks brother.
 
Stormblood said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:

I'm under no obligation to monitor every topic that is posted and answer to everyone. Being moderated also doesn't make people entitled to have an answer to everything we post.

Being off-mod doesn't come with a contract that says "reply to every topic and spend 24/7 at the service of other members". Every SS uses their discernment to decide which topic should they answer to.

Also, here is an old reply from HP Hooded Cobra, which you may be interested in:

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=289260#p289260

Link you shared
"It's upon the material that man exists first, and then grows upwards."-HP Hooded Cobra

Emerald Tablet 3
Let he who would be free from the bonds of darkness
first divine the material from the immaterial,
the fire from the earth;

and goes on about this same thing almost exactly like Hp Cobra wrote it in other tablets or in the same one not sure which but its there.

That means the Emerald Tablets are mostly true.

Fuck i just had a (desjavoo) :lol: spelling

You say Masons writed this but can you point me in the direction then?
Or is it only the link that made you think the masons did?
If you say the masons did then i want to know why you said so. Yes some stuff does sound a bit enemy like and i said so myself but what if we are wrong? What if its meant for people who are wise enough to see it? Like what i wrote to Fancy Mancy saying maybe it was Thoth who directly interacted with Doreal.
Just like they do with Hp Cobra and HPS Maxine.

And the fact that i found something by myself that i found extremely interesting and revealing without ever reading it on here and said stuff like it could be corrupted and made a big deal out of everything i posted sais alot about my SSness because as you can see even the ministry is looking into it.
 
One Wire Phenomenon said:
And off mod members should help other members thats why they are off mod!!or am i wrong??

I do not know what your situation is with what you do all day, do you even have a job, or how much time do you have. But it seems like you have a lot more free time than most people. It seems like you write hundreds of pages of text just in a few days, and you expect every word of it to be specifically replied to.

Other people are extremely busy. Other people have jobs, and families, and many other things that take up time in our lives. And we spend the small amount of time that we have helping as many people as possible. And we do also try to help you, but it is difficult when it seems like you write hundreds of very long messages every week. Does somebody need to be hired full time to have the job of reading everything that is written by only you, and not look at anything from anyone else? Because that is how much time it would need to take to follow you around with the amount that you write.

Also much of what you write about are these experiments you do. You would need somebody to spend months putting together the exact same experiments as you are doing, and then compare notes with you about the results. This is the only way that your specific questions could be answered about those kinds of things. It is not something that can just be answered in one minute. But you do not understand this and you expect everything immediately. And I am interested in the electrical things, and I would be happy to talk about those things in very deep detail with you, but I am just too busy. There are many other jobs that I am responsible for doing every day and there is no extra time to spend copying you with your own large projects.


Do you know how many questions I have ever asked about anything in Satanism or how anything works? Zero. All of the information is already available, and there really is no reason to be asking any questions. I read all the websites, I read the books, and I understand and can see how these things work. And if you are not able to do this, then you should be using Logr and Dagaz runes to improve your intuition. If you are not happy with the amount of your questions that we answer for you, then why don't you do what many of us have done and learn for yourself? All of the information is freely available. In websites, in books, and most importantly through your own intuition which you should be using and strengthening every day.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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