Viego
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Greetings brothers and sisters and the God's who are watching this while I write the message.
I hope this will reach everyone hearts and inspire you to evolve even more then you could even dream possible of. The Below will be my story and how I've started many many years ago about 10 years now or even more although I always was deep down what I am now, a Spiritual Satanist.
My begging in this life time was a bit too rigid, dramatic and chaotic. I was born In an environment full of let's just say negative things without the possibility to ever develop into a higher existential being. I knew about many things such as astral projections, reincarnation and many other things even about the Gods themselves but I was too young and many information's from my previous life time's were gone or blurry. Since I was very young I was so curious about the universe in itself , with a good heart but lonely and haunted without mercy by our enemy , literally I was attacked by grey's , reptilians and angels on a big scale and very often.
I never had a proper family until I was 19 , no mom, no dad , nobody to ask about how life works, nobody to be there for me to give me a hug , nobody there for me to show me what life should be or what life truly is and means , anyways because of my conquest and desire to discover more about such things to be more precise I was more curious about how the universe actually works , why everyone is different in the way they are , how we function and how all the energies in the world affects each one.
I think I have done something to piss the enemies off since I was born in such a degraded life with such a story but continuing to the story and what matters is that I was attacked by them very often and in many ways , if will understand more of what I am saying when I will give some examples of their shitty ways.
So yea ,I think I was about 8 then but I remember everything, I have seen and felt things that I had never heard or read anywhere in my life, things that I wouldn't even thought of even been possible. No point in going into details about this due to the fact many will might get scared but then you will have to return to my initial signature from my profile and from this topic.
Nearly every night at times they were trying to break into my heart and soul , first time I have ever heard the name of "Satan" I have felt a nostalgic feeling, a peaceful sensation and a safe feeling such as you would have to your own parent , the feeling of being secure, protected, watched and nurtured.
The attacks were continuing , I was waking up in the mid night crying with my heart pumping like a chicken watching his last moment of life before getting chopped. At one point I gave up ,I had no contact then with Satan or the God's as I was not aware , I was yet too new in this life and not haven't lived long enough to see more.
In the moment when I gave up I have told to the enemies , knowing I will most probably be attacked again in that night as usual I have literally gave up, I was looking upon the sky at late evening and watching the stars with wonder and fascination , wanting to reach them , to understand more about them to be one myself and be so bright that the entire solar system would had become just pure BLISS but then I felt alone although the universe seems like a great place I was feeling alone and I was indeed alone as well , nobody to speak with just haunted like a dog by them fuckers and I said "fuck it!" and told to the enemy " You know what? You can have me this time, just end my life, BUT I SWEAR I WILL HAVE YOU FUCKERS in the next life and It will be permanent that time " I honestly had enough if chaos, pure agony ,FEAR and mostly the fact I was alone , without anyone without a direction in life , complete aimless , a living creature with a good heart but abused and fucked by the one who are ruling things just by negativity and destruction.
In that night , I can remember it as it was a nano second ago, I remember that moment as beein so alive as it was happening right now , as it's happening always with same intensity and same feeling , I can literally feel Father Satan energy right now as we speak. In that night when I have been giving up, ready to lost another battle in my dreams with the enemy the story of this lifetime of mine had began:
I went to bed knowing what will happened , knowing I will be alone next day and knowing I will always be haunted and hated and cursed, I felt asleep with my heart broke , with a desire to keep living but with a fear bigger then the own desire to keep live and go on, when I felt asleep I woke up in my dream [I started dreaming] and It was night in the dream, I was looking on my windows at the dark blue clouds such as the color above , I had a feeling of peace such as I was let's say teleported in another realm in itself , I was feeling at peace and ease and time felt as it was gone entirely that's where I have took this feeling of that moment like it was a second ago.
So yes, I was in this dream , in my room, everything was black, pure darkness , in the middle of the room was a light as a circle light in the middle of the room but the light was coming out of nowhere , it was not coming from the sky or from any other source it was just sitting there in the middle of the room as It was waiting for me to go in but I was afraid, I was not knowing what is happening. Satan did showed up but I have not seen him then, I knew it was him , I just knew by feeling his energy. I've heard my voice beein called more then once, quietly and in a manner that won't scare me, it called me but I was afraid , It was calling me from the darkness this voice then it's like Father Satan just walked into my face with a instant speed living a breeze of wind into my face but it was invisible, that's when I went into the light and he done that then he told me the exact thing I have in my profile signature
"There is no such thing as fear in the natural human emotion. It is only an illusion of the enemy.
Face your fears, you CAN DO THIS!"
But his voice and the way he said it , it was like a smack over your shoulder but in a brotherhood way and friendly way , his tone was authoritative but friendly not pushing me to do something I don't want or things like that but it was more of a "Hey... I am here with you now, I will always be with you, you are not alone, I have always and WILL always be with you Son, don't be afraid and remember who you are and what you can truly be, remember you are loved and you will always be loved, we are not alone" I felt like I could do anything , finally having some love in my life , being with someone and not just someone but GOD himself, meeting your own creator is a feeling that trust me, you will know when it will happened you will just instantly know. I felt like even if I were to fail my my future battles I knew I was protected no matter what and this was true tho because the enemy did tried to continue breaking me but it was harder for them once Satan joined the chat .
There it begins , second night after that ready and in guard I was being attacked again but this time I fought knowing everything it's in my own head, knowing I have power of my own to use and do whatever whenever I want and I fucked them up and I will finish them off no matter the cost ,time or whatever reasons they are DOOMED and the fuckers know this, Oh Father Satan be blessed and eternally Glorious , give us power and strength share with us your knowledge and wisdom so we can get closer to you and be like you and make us God's.
Time went by then not long after Father Satan encounter I have meet the God's themselves as well coming with bringing me gifts but most important beeing with me, taking me places which It's hard for me to even say in words I can just simply say that over there the sensation of being everywhere at the same time was present , the colors were more vivid and they were garbing my hand and played with me, I was so happy that I had someone to spend time with due to the fact I was a lonely person with curiosities that are hated by the normal people by the blind people. The thing is that after each dream before I was waking up they were coming to me in that dream, coming into my face and they were saying "Hey, listen, you're about to wake up right now, we will see each other once again at the right time, I promise" and then they were gone most probably because they were busy and they knew I am happy and protected .
Knowing them it's been my greatest blessing , meeting GOD himself it's beyond comparation to anything else and the biggest privilege and luck you could ever expect in your entire existence.
I grow up and my curiosity for spirituality , astrology , metaphysics , philosophy , divinity and many other things became stronger and stronger , I just wanted to understand how to use my soul and how life works, can we change within? Can we change our lives? Can we change destiny? Yes. Yes, we can.
Because I wanted to know more about the above and the Gods themselves I have went into a journey searching for TRUTH , I have found many groups of people and many websites and religions, cultures and so on, I have seen how the Traditional Satanism was, I have never joined them I just want to say that the moment I have seen what they were representing about the God's myself knowing how they truly are and look I said to myself : What the fuck are they saying about the God's and about Father Satan? Then I have discovered Joy of Satan, I have seen pictures of the Gods and information's about them , information's that confirmed what I already knew, felt and believed . I just knew that now I am at home.
I have now reached a stage where I have discovered the greatest mystery of life and of the universe , I have then knew about what needs to be done for one to discover more and in order for one to be truly free, one needs to become stronger , more power requires more meditation and more power manifest into reality anything that you desire of happening.
I have started meditating and in time with constant meditation and dedication I have become more awake and stronger then ever, I had indeed anything that I was truly desiring life has changed to the better, everytime the enemy was trying to put me down and stop me from proceeding with my evolution , everytime High Rank Grays , Reptilians and Angels were attacking me when I was indeed losing my wars I have myself called upon the God's to help me as I was alone in a corner against those insects of a enemy and the God's did always appeared to fuck them up when this was truly necessary.
They indeed tried many ways of me giving up including fear and even offering me the world into my hands such as money and fake power but everything that you had to do is to bend your ass and do as whatever they say, thing which I would never do in my existence , I would never lose my ego and personality and gave it up for nothing in the world beside this knowing how nice and kind the God's are and how powerful they are why would I be stupid enough to literally gave up on the only one's who really did give a shit about me in my entire life ? The One's who offer me love, compassion , protection the one who nurtured me across my journey and the One's who gave me a purpose in life a greater destiny then the already fated destiny.
I knew stuff and everything that I have found within JOY about the God's and about Spiritual Working and Magik is true and the best, I have tried other things and nothing compared to the information's provided from here also the God's have their ways of working and I was pointed in the right places.
Chapter 5
Feeling alone
Because I was alone and I had no physical family and I was just a kid, I remember how I was siting all by myself and crying a lot , isolated by society and by humans, judged by the way I am and who I am , I mostly remember each end of the Summer where everyone else was with their families together , kids were playing I had to wonder how I will survive next day and the next couple of long years from now on, planning and thinking how will I alone manage to prosper and live in such a world? But yes, I was remember how I was crying by myself other's having the privilege to have a family and not to wonder about life just yet as they were continually growing , I was speaking to Father Satan each single night and I was telling him my problems and how much I suffer, I was feeling him there with me every time saying nothing but just listening and giving me opportunities of enjoying life myself.
Every time even if I was alone and fucked in many situation by life, having nothing at all , people were always wondering of my "luck" of how all of the sudden I was getting stuff done and receiving things , that's because of Father Satan and the God's and of course of me personally as well for actually moving my ass to work such as reading more about spirituality and actually also taking action into my own hands.
I remember when I have stopped whining and in that night where I was talking to Father Satan after thousands of other nights I was telling to myself and to Father Satan : "Wait a minute , why the hell I am crying and suffering ? I don't need a father or family I already have the best Father in the entire universe and I am blessed by having you by my side, Father Satan" .
So you can now understand what Satan means for me and that I am willing to do anything and never give up.
The End and the Continuation of the Journey
As a Finale thing I want to add this one thing, HPS Lydia , you were right upon what we spoke with many things , it is true that the God's "don't save us" I mean they will offer us protection and information required for us to keep going and prosper and develop into higher beings and best versions of ourselves that's correct but when I did said that They did saved my life by that I mean they offered me their attention and protected me when I could had not protect myself and that I consider salvation , it was a miscommunication between us or I might have misunderstood your message , I believe you are doing a great job same goes for Hp. Hoodedcobra666 , I want to thank you both and to HPS Maxine for offering me the knowledge and for making this possibility to get closer to the God's themselves , I always wanted to wrote my story it just took me years to do so , many years, I think it was to personal and deep to share this and I just waited for the good time and feeling to do so although this should have been said earlier then later but I am glad I have done it now.
I always had this feeling of changing the world for the better where every and single one of us human's live together in harmony and having enough resources for all and each one of us , making this planet more safer as well and bringing the God's here once again and fest together with the rightful rules of the World.
I own my eternal gratitude for the 3 HP'S above and to the God's and to Father Satan for not just making me but for making me who I am now, I want to share what they did shared with me , the God's I mean, I always felt this desire to share what they did share to me and me at my turn to raise other's people heart and warm them with the divine grace , making them more powerful and free then ever before. I am now here and I will do my best to share what I know and do my best to help everyone evolve and I truly wish to you all a happy life and the best life you ever had and let's unite each other in the eternal glory with the God's , in a world where we are together and together we shall END the enemy once and for all. Fuck you grey's ,reptilians and angels son of a bitchez.
If I would ever become a GOD and I hope I will and I am surely I will , I wish to make a special place in my own world and keep the enemy there and forever torture them as they done to me.
They sky has opened his gate to the divine light, let that light bring you to the God's and once there let's remember upon this day and how much we fought to be where we are and what we are.
I have awaken many people and I can say that this road is not for everyone , you have to strongly believe in yourself and the God's no matter what , no matter how the ODDS might look remember when you encounter adversity and moments of decay and falling remember that the God's are always with us, we are always watched and protected.
The Golden Age it's gone , the Emperium has fallen. Those moments are gone they will never be again but THEY will be 10000000% better then ever before. We will not bring back the Golden Age we will make even a better Golden Age, we can call it the ETERNAL LIGHT AGE or something like that and this time it will be permanent and enemy gone forever.
By the way, if we are going to meet each other in Hell and I really might not like your face , please note that you are not accepted , okay? I am joking
Thank you all for reading this and for offering your time. I hope this was inspiring for some of you and if you got any question don't hesitate to ask me , I am more then glad and happy to help as best as I can.
I hope this will reach everyone hearts and inspire you to evolve even more then you could even dream possible of. The Below will be my story and how I've started many many years ago about 10 years now or even more although I always was deep down what I am now, a Spiritual Satanist.
My begging in this life time was a bit too rigid, dramatic and chaotic. I was born In an environment full of let's just say negative things without the possibility to ever develop into a higher existential being. I knew about many things such as astral projections, reincarnation and many other things even about the Gods themselves but I was too young and many information's from my previous life time's were gone or blurry. Since I was very young I was so curious about the universe in itself , with a good heart but lonely and haunted without mercy by our enemy , literally I was attacked by grey's , reptilians and angels on a big scale and very often.
I never had a proper family until I was 19 , no mom, no dad , nobody to ask about how life works, nobody to be there for me to give me a hug , nobody there for me to show me what life should be or what life truly is and means , anyways because of my conquest and desire to discover more about such things to be more precise I was more curious about how the universe actually works , why everyone is different in the way they are , how we function and how all the energies in the world affects each one.
I think I have done something to piss the enemies off since I was born in such a degraded life with such a story but continuing to the story and what matters is that I was attacked by them very often and in many ways , if will understand more of what I am saying when I will give some examples of their shitty ways.
So yea ,I think I was about 8 then but I remember everything, I have seen and felt things that I had never heard or read anywhere in my life, things that I wouldn't even thought of even been possible. No point in going into details about this due to the fact many will might get scared but then you will have to return to my initial signature from my profile and from this topic.
Nearly every night at times they were trying to break into my heart and soul , first time I have ever heard the name of "Satan" I have felt a nostalgic feeling, a peaceful sensation and a safe feeling such as you would have to your own parent , the feeling of being secure, protected, watched and nurtured.
The attacks were continuing , I was waking up in the mid night crying with my heart pumping like a chicken watching his last moment of life before getting chopped. At one point I gave up ,I had no contact then with Satan or the God's as I was not aware , I was yet too new in this life and not haven't lived long enough to see more.
In the moment when I gave up I have told to the enemies , knowing I will most probably be attacked again in that night as usual I have literally gave up, I was looking upon the sky at late evening and watching the stars with wonder and fascination , wanting to reach them , to understand more about them to be one myself and be so bright that the entire solar system would had become just pure BLISS but then I felt alone although the universe seems like a great place I was feeling alone and I was indeed alone as well , nobody to speak with just haunted like a dog by them fuckers and I said "fuck it!" and told to the enemy " You know what? You can have me this time, just end my life, BUT I SWEAR I WILL HAVE YOU FUCKERS in the next life and It will be permanent that time " I honestly had enough if chaos, pure agony ,FEAR and mostly the fact I was alone , without anyone without a direction in life , complete aimless , a living creature with a good heart but abused and fucked by the one who are ruling things just by negativity and destruction.
Chapter 1
Father Satan AppearsIn that night , I can remember it as it was a nano second ago, I remember that moment as beein so alive as it was happening right now , as it's happening always with same intensity and same feeling , I can literally feel Father Satan energy right now as we speak. In that night when I have been giving up, ready to lost another battle in my dreams with the enemy the story of this lifetime of mine had began:
I went to bed knowing what will happened , knowing I will be alone next day and knowing I will always be haunted and hated and cursed, I felt asleep with my heart broke , with a desire to keep living but with a fear bigger then the own desire to keep live and go on, when I felt asleep I woke up in my dream [I started dreaming] and It was night in the dream, I was looking on my windows at the dark blue clouds such as the color above , I had a feeling of peace such as I was let's say teleported in another realm in itself , I was feeling at peace and ease and time felt as it was gone entirely that's where I have took this feeling of that moment like it was a second ago.
So yes, I was in this dream , in my room, everything was black, pure darkness , in the middle of the room was a light as a circle light in the middle of the room but the light was coming out of nowhere , it was not coming from the sky or from any other source it was just sitting there in the middle of the room as It was waiting for me to go in but I was afraid, I was not knowing what is happening. Satan did showed up but I have not seen him then, I knew it was him , I just knew by feeling his energy. I've heard my voice beein called more then once, quietly and in a manner that won't scare me, it called me but I was afraid , It was calling me from the darkness this voice then it's like Father Satan just walked into my face with a instant speed living a breeze of wind into my face but it was invisible, that's when I went into the light and he done that then he told me the exact thing I have in my profile signature
"There is no such thing as fear in the natural human emotion. It is only an illusion of the enemy.
Face your fears, you CAN DO THIS!"
But his voice and the way he said it , it was like a smack over your shoulder but in a brotherhood way and friendly way , his tone was authoritative but friendly not pushing me to do something I don't want or things like that but it was more of a "Hey... I am here with you now, I will always be with you, you are not alone, I have always and WILL always be with you Son, don't be afraid and remember who you are and what you can truly be, remember you are loved and you will always be loved, we are not alone" I felt like I could do anything , finally having some love in my life , being with someone and not just someone but GOD himself, meeting your own creator is a feeling that trust me, you will know when it will happened you will just instantly know. I felt like even if I were to fail my my future battles I knew I was protected no matter what and this was true tho because the enemy did tried to continue breaking me but it was harder for them once Satan joined the chat .
There it begins , second night after that ready and in guard I was being attacked again but this time I fought knowing everything it's in my own head, knowing I have power of my own to use and do whatever whenever I want and I fucked them up and I will finish them off no matter the cost ,time or whatever reasons they are DOOMED and the fuckers know this, Oh Father Satan be blessed and eternally Glorious , give us power and strength share with us your knowledge and wisdom so we can get closer to you and be like you and make us God's.
Chapter 2
The God's appearingTime went by then not long after Father Satan encounter I have meet the God's themselves as well coming with bringing me gifts but most important beeing with me, taking me places which It's hard for me to even say in words I can just simply say that over there the sensation of being everywhere at the same time was present , the colors were more vivid and they were garbing my hand and played with me, I was so happy that I had someone to spend time with due to the fact I was a lonely person with curiosities that are hated by the normal people by the blind people. The thing is that after each dream before I was waking up they were coming to me in that dream, coming into my face and they were saying "Hey, listen, you're about to wake up right now, we will see each other once again at the right time, I promise" and then they were gone most probably because they were busy and they knew I am happy and protected .
Knowing them it's been my greatest blessing , meeting GOD himself it's beyond comparation to anything else and the biggest privilege and luck you could ever expect in your entire existence.
I grow up and my curiosity for spirituality , astrology , metaphysics , philosophy , divinity and many other things became stronger and stronger , I just wanted to understand how to use my soul and how life works, can we change within? Can we change our lives? Can we change destiny? Yes. Yes, we can.
Because I wanted to know more about the above and the Gods themselves I have went into a journey searching for TRUTH , I have found many groups of people and many websites and religions, cultures and so on, I have seen how the Traditional Satanism was, I have never joined them I just want to say that the moment I have seen what they were representing about the God's myself knowing how they truly are and look I said to myself : What the fuck are they saying about the God's and about Father Satan? Then I have discovered Joy of Satan, I have seen pictures of the Gods and information's about them , information's that confirmed what I already knew, felt and believed . I just knew that now I am at home.
Chapter 3
Information found, proceeding with the meditation'sI have now reached a stage where I have discovered the greatest mystery of life and of the universe , I have then knew about what needs to be done for one to discover more and in order for one to be truly free, one needs to become stronger , more power requires more meditation and more power manifest into reality anything that you desire of happening.
I have started meditating and in time with constant meditation and dedication I have become more awake and stronger then ever, I had indeed anything that I was truly desiring life has changed to the better, everytime the enemy was trying to put me down and stop me from proceeding with my evolution , everytime High Rank Grays , Reptilians and Angels were attacking me when I was indeed losing my wars I have myself called upon the God's to help me as I was alone in a corner against those insects of a enemy and the God's did always appeared to fuck them up when this was truly necessary.
Chapter 4
Enemy attempts to make me give upThey indeed tried many ways of me giving up including fear and even offering me the world into my hands such as money and fake power but everything that you had to do is to bend your ass and do as whatever they say, thing which I would never do in my existence , I would never lose my ego and personality and gave it up for nothing in the world beside this knowing how nice and kind the God's are and how powerful they are why would I be stupid enough to literally gave up on the only one's who really did give a shit about me in my entire life ? The One's who offer me love, compassion , protection the one who nurtured me across my journey and the One's who gave me a purpose in life a greater destiny then the already fated destiny.
I knew stuff and everything that I have found within JOY about the God's and about Spiritual Working and Magik is true and the best, I have tried other things and nothing compared to the information's provided from here also the God's have their ways of working and I was pointed in the right places.
Chapter 5
Feeling alone
Because I was alone and I had no physical family and I was just a kid, I remember how I was siting all by myself and crying a lot , isolated by society and by humans, judged by the way I am and who I am , I mostly remember each end of the Summer where everyone else was with their families together , kids were playing I had to wonder how I will survive next day and the next couple of long years from now on, planning and thinking how will I alone manage to prosper and live in such a world? But yes, I was remember how I was crying by myself other's having the privilege to have a family and not to wonder about life just yet as they were continually growing , I was speaking to Father Satan each single night and I was telling him my problems and how much I suffer, I was feeling him there with me every time saying nothing but just listening and giving me opportunities of enjoying life myself.
Every time even if I was alone and fucked in many situation by life, having nothing at all , people were always wondering of my "luck" of how all of the sudden I was getting stuff done and receiving things , that's because of Father Satan and the God's and of course of me personally as well for actually moving my ass to work such as reading more about spirituality and actually also taking action into my own hands.
I remember when I have stopped whining and in that night where I was talking to Father Satan after thousands of other nights I was telling to myself and to Father Satan : "Wait a minute , why the hell I am crying and suffering ? I don't need a father or family I already have the best Father in the entire universe and I am blessed by having you by my side, Father Satan" .
So you can now understand what Satan means for me and that I am willing to do anything and never give up.
The End and the Continuation of the Journey
As a Finale thing I want to add this one thing, HPS Lydia , you were right upon what we spoke with many things , it is true that the God's "don't save us" I mean they will offer us protection and information required for us to keep going and prosper and develop into higher beings and best versions of ourselves that's correct but when I did said that They did saved my life by that I mean they offered me their attention and protected me when I could had not protect myself and that I consider salvation , it was a miscommunication between us or I might have misunderstood your message , I believe you are doing a great job same goes for Hp. Hoodedcobra666 , I want to thank you both and to HPS Maxine for offering me the knowledge and for making this possibility to get closer to the God's themselves , I always wanted to wrote my story it just took me years to do so , many years, I think it was to personal and deep to share this and I just waited for the good time and feeling to do so although this should have been said earlier then later but I am glad I have done it now.
I always had this feeling of changing the world for the better where every and single one of us human's live together in harmony and having enough resources for all and each one of us , making this planet more safer as well and bringing the God's here once again and fest together with the rightful rules of the World.
I own my eternal gratitude for the 3 HP'S above and to the God's and to Father Satan for not just making me but for making me who I am now, I want to share what they did shared with me , the God's I mean, I always felt this desire to share what they did share to me and me at my turn to raise other's people heart and warm them with the divine grace , making them more powerful and free then ever before. I am now here and I will do my best to share what I know and do my best to help everyone evolve and I truly wish to you all a happy life and the best life you ever had and let's unite each other in the eternal glory with the God's , in a world where we are together and together we shall END the enemy once and for all. Fuck you grey's ,reptilians and angels son of a bitchez.
If I would ever become a GOD and I hope I will and I am surely I will , I wish to make a special place in my own world and keep the enemy there and forever torture them as they done to me.
They sky has opened his gate to the divine light, let that light bring you to the God's and once there let's remember upon this day and how much we fought to be where we are and what we are.
I have awaken many people and I can say that this road is not for everyone , you have to strongly believe in yourself and the God's no matter what , no matter how the ODDS might look remember when you encounter adversity and moments of decay and falling remember that the God's are always with us, we are always watched and protected.
The Golden Age it's gone , the Emperium has fallen. Those moments are gone they will never be again but THEY will be 10000000% better then ever before. We will not bring back the Golden Age we will make even a better Golden Age, we can call it the ETERNAL LIGHT AGE or something like that and this time it will be permanent and enemy gone forever.
By the way, if we are going to meet each other in Hell and I really might not like your face , please note that you are not accepted , okay? I am joking
Thank you all for reading this and for offering your time. I hope this was inspiring for some of you and if you got any question don't hesitate to ask me , I am more then glad and happy to help as best as I can.