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WhiteBoar

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I will take this post to share some of my feelings and things that i learned...
Even if we are all working under the Gods there can be disunity of various kinds.
The most simple one is: you cannot be friend with everybodi. You cannot always like everybodi to that extent. Astrology can be a key factor in this as anybodi has a Saturn that can be conjuncted to someone elses chart ruler. That's fine.

One thing that i keep in my mind is also that most Zevists are here because they have made a lot of mistakes and they learned from them.
But still if you are new there can be a time were you are blind to this and you tend to feel like a superhero exposing whatever kind of obscure dilemma between you and another person that you just don't like.

I think that there is a much more obscure truth behind this that can be tricky to accept. The truth is: most people mistakes that really piss you off are things that you are scared of seeing, or things you can identify yourself being in.
This is the wisdom that comes from the Rune Thurisaz.
As we grow up we tend to identify ourselfs in others and we tend to hate in others things that we see in us.

I think that if you take this in consideration you will avoid making the mistake of holding huge grudges towards other Zevists.
If you take the attention that you are giving to this other person and turn it into introspection there will be progress.

This will help you understand better what truly is an enemy to fight and what is just you self projecting into someone else.
Try also thinking about it this way: turning someone into your "archnemesis" is giving this person a lot of power.
If it turns out that this person is a danger to the comunity regardless you are giving he/her a way to get to you.
You are lowering your shield acting careless.

It is wise to understand both yourself and a potential enemy, therefore there is never really a need to rush to things.
Introspection is always needed. As a wise person once said to a sister "you can be good at fightining but if you don't understand what your enemy is doing you will fail".

if we are talking about jews, most of of the times it is our enemies who evenctually lower their guard to expose themselfs as they only seek to disturb, infiltrate or seek attention. You have to be ready to strike with full force when it is needed. Sometimes it is sooner than you think.

Still, to truly understand someone else and what is needed to fight you have to know yourself first. It will take time, life experiences and meditation but you will evenctually become more conscious. Loocking imparcially at both sides for a better understanding is not easy.

I will share something that has helped me overcome my limitations.

Following my studies on the Oghams.
Each tree corresponds to a God, an Animal, a part of our body.
Therefore, we Zevists that are advancing should always look to understand nature better.
Understanding nature and animals will get us closer to both ourselfs and the Gods.
Opening up to nature will also open portals towards ourselfs and the Gods.

As i started studying Oghams there was a time were i was wandering between some mountains. A particular tree caught my attention. It was a beautiful Oak.
The second letter of the second Aicme of the Oghams is "D - Druim -", which is Oak.
As there is little to no information about Oghams i was wandering what animal and what God could this be associated to.
I endee up praying to this wonderful tree... and in between seconds a badger came really close to me and then calmly walked away.

If you know badgers you know that they can be aggressive and that they rarely show up during day time. It was day time and that little guy just walked near me as I was praying to the Oak and then walked away. That never happened to me before.

As i was loocking at our syte, the Oak is associated with the Demon Balaam, son of Baalzebul.
Baalzebul, as in his aspect of Zeus is also associated to the Oak.
The Oak could be associated with the badger, and so (only a speculation) is Balaam. What i learned is this:

If we do the Gods rituals, we are praying to the Gods. If we pray to the Gods we are also praying to other things. We are praying to ourselfs, we are praying to nature, we are praying to animals. It all comes around in a beautiful circle of eternity.

Therefore i was thinking:
Who is really blessed? That is who opens himself up to these things.
If we lose ourselfs in our own delusions, if we wait for the blessings to arrive while living in the illusion that everything will get solved by himself what are we understanding of nature? What are we understanding about ourselfs? What are we understanding about the Gods?

I think that doing a ritual together is something of undescrivable beauty, as it is like praying to all of these things.
I truly do feel blessed because i am consciuously participating in this, because i am starting to understand the beauty of living and the immensity of our Gods. 💙

Good day brothers and sisters.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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