I have been doing aura of protection for a little over a month now, in addition to some chakra closing/spin.
One week ago, I gave myself the tiniest of tiniest of scrapes on my foot. You could cover it up with the nail on your pinky finger. I scraped myself with a very clean non-rusty metal scooter, but it was left outside for the past three months. The scrape only took off an oval-shaped layer of topmost skin, but it gave me three tiny cuts which were also not deep at all.
No blood was drawn, and I immediately ran upstairs to wash it with soapy water, and I applied antibiotic, but only once. I also covered the cut for the next few days.
I discovered a few days later that I am overdue for tetanus vaccine by a year and a half, meaning I have only received the childhood series of tetanus vaccines. But even if I had known, I had a severe reaction to another vaccine in the past year -hint hint- , so it may not have been wise to rush to get a tetanus shot.
I have been immensely paranoid and distressed these past days to the point of having psychosomatic symptoms and breakdowns in front of my family. It is the only thing I can think about these days. There is an anxiety disorder that I have also been struggling through these past months, which doesn't help.
I want to believe that this is all in my head, and simply a result of a fear of death, hypochondria, and anxiety disorder. What do you believe? What should I do?
I have read some actually reassuring academic articles online which suggest you don't need tetanus shots every 10 years as the cdc advises.
I plan on breathing in white-gold energy and doing healing affirmations, and I have looked into vibrating the runes.
One week ago, I gave myself the tiniest of tiniest of scrapes on my foot. You could cover it up with the nail on your pinky finger. I scraped myself with a very clean non-rusty metal scooter, but it was left outside for the past three months. The scrape only took off an oval-shaped layer of topmost skin, but it gave me three tiny cuts which were also not deep at all.
No blood was drawn, and I immediately ran upstairs to wash it with soapy water, and I applied antibiotic, but only once. I also covered the cut for the next few days.
I discovered a few days later that I am overdue for tetanus vaccine by a year and a half, meaning I have only received the childhood series of tetanus vaccines. But even if I had known, I had a severe reaction to another vaccine in the past year -hint hint- , so it may not have been wise to rush to get a tetanus shot.
I have been immensely paranoid and distressed these past days to the point of having psychosomatic symptoms and breakdowns in front of my family. It is the only thing I can think about these days. There is an anxiety disorder that I have also been struggling through these past months, which doesn't help.
I want to believe that this is all in my head, and simply a result of a fear of death, hypochondria, and anxiety disorder. What do you believe? What should I do?
I have read some actually reassuring academic articles online which suggest you don't need tetanus shots every 10 years as the cdc advises.
I plan on breathing in white-gold energy and doing healing affirmations, and I have looked into vibrating the runes.