Suicide.Trying to find solutions, still.

[OpenMind2]

So, HPC666 email me,
[email protected]

I want to speak with u , i gave u some emails you didn t responded but, i see it as a solution so here i am.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Oh come on don't give up. Ignore others around you and their expectations and just do what you want. Become a fighter and try to stand for what makes you happy. Suicide is a problem not a solution you will just come back and deal with the same shit possibly with some of the same people or worse people. For real its never a solution.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gyANphz_Kk&feature=share

 

[Power of Justice [JG]]

And what could you possibly gain by suicide?

Even if you reincarnate again, you'll only be in a worse spot than you are in now. Life isn't fair. If you want to change, to live, to better yourself, the only way is to fight. Every day, do something, anything. Just don't wither away.

 

[hailourtruegod]

Do you undertand how rare it is not just to have someone find this place but for them to stay as long even as you? Might not seem like much on the outside but I recommend thinking for a while how much potential you have.

The fact that you can be around this place and understand things and share your thoughts shows that you have way more character than the average person in the world. Why throw that away Brother/Sister? Anything you're going thru CAN be overcome.

We're here to talk if you need it but you just gotta put the effort yourself and none of that "but I have been" because maybe you just haven't gone thru the correct way to fix things if it's true that you have been trying.

The pain, stress, anguish etc might not go away right away but it will eventually with time and spiritual practices including deep thinking about your life.

 

[Soaring Eagle 666]

So, HPC666 email me,
[email protected]

I want to speak with u , i gave u some emails you didn t responded but, i see it as a solution so here i am.

Can you meditate? Can you do the RTRs? Can you spread the truth of the JoS online?

If you're doing any of those things, then rest assured your life is worth living and is not in vain. These tasks create lasting rewards that eventually you will enjoy.

If your situation is bad right now, try doing magick like a Jupiter Square to improve your situation, and trust Satan that things will get better eventually.

 

[Mastermind]

The enemy wants you to feel suicidal and you are not the only one.
No one here was asked if they wanted to be attacked and destroyed by an alien race. The enemy does not care about our wants and feelings. We are forced to fight and fight we must!

 

[Dark Blue Eye]

Just to know. This guy is from romanian forum and had some suspicous messages in the past

 

[BrightSpace666]

So, HPC666 email me,
[email protected]

I want to speak with u , i gave u some emails you didn t responded but, i see it as a solution so here i am.

Don't give up on your dreams. You are needed in life and in Spirituality. You are never alone and if you have any problem, just let it out. Don't keep it to yourself, it will only make it worse. Meditate and you will feel better. Recharge your batteries, do yoga. Good luck, brother!

 

[OpenMind2]

Oh come on don't give up. Ignore others around you and their expectations and just do what you want. Become a fighter and try to stand for what makes you happy. Suicide is a problem not a solution you will just come back and deal with the same shit possibly with some of the same people or worse people. For real its never a solution.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gyANphz_Kk&feature=share

I'll come back, but i'll had 10-13years or more of having no ideea what is happening as this life was, i don't remember almost nothing from my childhood, same next life, so is a pretty good deal, also if im lucky i'll stay in astral for let's say 4years and then i'll reincarnate and until im 19as now the gods will probably be here and this world will be worth living in, for me.

 

[OpenMind2]

Do you undertand how rare it is not just to have someone find this place but for them to stay as long even as you? Might not seem like much on the outside but I recommend thinking for a while how much potential you have.

The fact that you can be around this place and understand things and share your thoughts shows that you have way more character than the average person in the world. Why throw that away Brother/Sister? Anything you're going thru CAN be overcome.

We're here to talk if you need it but you just gotta put the effort yourself and none of that "but I have been" because maybe you just haven't gone thru the correct way to fix things if it's true that you have been trying.

The pain, stress, anguish etc might not go away right away but it will eventually with time and spiritual practices including deep thinking about your life.

Do you understand how lucky you are? To be that sick, attacked and going through all that bullsh1t again and again trying to find solutions and finding nust sh1t ?

Yea, I think I do.

 

[OpenMind2]

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So, HPC666 email me,
[email protected]

I want to speak with u , i gave u some emails you didn t responded but, i see it as a solution so here i am.

Can you meditate? Can you do the RTRs? Can you spread the truth of the JoS online?

If you're doing any of those things, then rest assured your life is worth living and is not in vain. These tasks create lasting rewards that eventually you will enjoy.

If your situation is bad right now, try doing magick like a Jupiter Square to improve your situation, and trust Satan that things will get better eventually.

You'll be rewarded..I know, but not when and how i want, but when it will happend and is..the best.

I was rewarded for everything i did here, but i found a way to make those rewards useless most of the time.

I did more than 200hours of what i belived was going to get me out of sh1t aaand it didn t really worked you see.

And now is a little bit to late to start another path witb another ways and another work to. Im tired and all I see in the future is just slavery for me, and i will not be a slave to saving others, i am first on my list of "who i want to save from suffering" , i let suicide last, and here it is, we'll see if it works with hpc or smb for what i want.

Doubt it.

You see, Im very proud of me and i'll kill myself just as i did anything else, because it seemed to be the BEST and i'm doing what's best for me, simple.

What i'll lose? I don't even care if i'll be thrown away from ss because of it, is fine.

 

[Mastermind]

all I see in the future is just slavery for me

You don't know the future. Nobody does. Stop trying to look into the future. Stop trying to be comfortable.
You've abandoned hope and that's a good thing. The problem is that you are focusing too much on the future. You think "if this future that I hoped for isn't going to happen, then..." stop that thought right there. Keep it an unknown. Embrace the chaos, the darkness and the unknown and you'll come out 1000 times stronger.

 

[OpenMind2]

Just to know. This guy is from romanian forum and had some suspicous messages in the past

I remember you, the as5 licker of rFormus moderator , carefoul to don t drown on to much sh1t

 

[The Alchemist7 [JG]]

i'll stay in astral for let's say 4years and then i'll reincarnate and until im 19as now the gods will probably be here and this world will be worth living in, for me.

Ok assuming that you was SS in past lives, so you was reincarnated during these times, by the Gods, to fight against the jewish takeover of the planet, to save this planet from slavery and disparition of the human races, and then you want to commit suicide so you can reincarnate later in a time when everything will be over and we would have won against the jews so you will have a better life then.

Well that's cowardly to say at least. I don't know what would the Gods think about this but I am assuming that is wouldn't really work this way.
Also irrespective of whatever problems you have, it is nearly certain that there are and have been people in the world that had a life way more miserable than most people can comprehend, yet they did not kill themsleves and moved on with their life. I assume you still have two hands, two legs, two eyes, two ears and mentally sane, yet you complain about how shit life is. How would the life be for these people who were born with horrible diseases, or who lost their family at small age, or lost parts of their bodies, how comes they were not weak enough to commit suicide and you are? I am really curious what kind of life-threatening horrible problems do you have to consider suicide as a solution to escape them (which most likely won't be a solution if you carry these problems within your soul in the future lives) ?

 

[OpenMind2]

I had a conversation with HPC666 and I solved it

It seems that I had to be in this situation to learn some serious lessons , and to change in better, and I did great, and learned a lot of hard lessons in the past months.

I'll keep fighting.Ty for the support messages.



Hail Satan !

 

[Dark Blue Eye]

Just to know. This guy is from romanian forum and had some suspicous messages in the past

I remember you, the as5 licker of rFormus moderator , carefoul to don t drown on to much sh1t

That says a lot about you

 

[Soaring Eagle 666]

i'll stay in astral for let's say 4years and then i'll reincarnate and until im 19as now the gods will probably be here and this world will be worth living in, for me.

all I see in the future is just slavery for me

See the contradiction in those two posts of yours?

If the world is worth living in when the Gods arrive, then why not simply tolerate the "slavery" of being alive until then? Either way you'll have to wait out that time, but if you're alive, then you can do many more useful things.

Look at it another way. Suppose every Satanist killed themselves to "skip" to the happy end when the Gods are here. What would happen? There would be no happy end, and the Gods would never come. By doing the RTRs, we are working to create the beautiful future for us all. By doing the RTRs, you work to create that future, even if you don't see the fruits of your labor until then.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Do you understand how lucky you are? To be that sick, attacked and going through all that bullsh1t again and again trying to find solutions and finding nust sh1t ?

Yea, I think I do.

Find solutions to what? I don't understand what you are dealing with. Email me.

 

[OpenMind2]

Solutions to the problems I faced and will eventually face.

I solved it. And I am over it now.

Ty anyway.

 

[OpenMind2]

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i'll stay in astral for let's say 4years and then i'll reincarnate and until im 19as now the gods will probably be here and this world will be worth living in, for me.

all I see in the future is just slavery for me

See the contradiction in those two posts of yours?

If the world is worth living in when the Gods arrive, then why not simply tolerate the "slavery" of being alive until then? Either way you'll have to wait out that time, but if you're alive, then you can do many more useful things.

Look at it another way. Suppose every Satanist killed themselves to "skip" to the happy end when the Gods are here. What would happen? There would be no happy end, and the Gods would never come. By doing the RTRs, we are working to create the beautiful future for us all. By doing the RTRs, you work to create that future, even if you don't see the fruits of your labor until then.

The future before their arriving.

Also, is not that simple, beside RTRS are other things, personal professional life, motivation(yours is not also mine) and so on.
RTRS are very useful used as they should be, not as the MAIN priority, but as the main goal.
Empower,improve , so you can do them better and easier.

I solved the problem.

I wanted to speak with HPC bcs i felt to do so, and it was the Gods will as well, and it worked perfectly with everything that happend until now, to make me understand some lessons and to improve myself and to be ready for whatever come in the future.

Ty for messages.

 

[BrightSpace666]

So, HPC666 email me,
[email protected]

I want to speak with u , i gave u some emails you didn t responded but, i see it as a solution so here i am.

I'm writing a post on this topic, read it.