HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!Well, what a little piece of shit you are,
aren't you????
I mean, unless you just did the dedication ritual and thought that "Hey, I'm
a Satanist now!" , then you must be a plain idiot, because if you had
actually studied
www.joyofSatan.com you would know that the point of
Spiritual Satanism is to meditate and advance your soul spiritually.But you
say that you are an "SS" which means a "Spiritual Satanist", so now I think
you're just a fucking parasite, I don't know if just a retarded infiltrator
or a jew but fuck man...
To the new members out there, or to anyone who intends to respond to that
piece of shit seriously:Guys/Girls... Brothers and Sisters, just THINK of
how much Satan has done for you and how much your life has changed ever
since you dedicated your soul to Him and you started meditating... This, is
enough to understand why this person is full of shit.In my 2 and a half
years of meditating (yes, it is NOT long!!) I have been able to accept and
love my gender and myself, I have been able to understand why my family is
the way it is (how my mother's spiritual body has been damaged through
chemotherapies, how she's constantly sucking off energy and how my father is
also the "victim" of that and how this has affected him), I've been able to
understand my spiritual connections with my family and I've also been able
to see my "friends's" true nature -some christians, others communists- and
I've also found the courage to abandon these "friendships" of slavery.
Nowadays I'm being surrounded by my spiritual Brothers and Sisters.
I have also been able to find my purpose in life, talk countless times with
the Gods and even Satan Himself. I've felt the Gods' energy, I've seen a
future vision of the children I'm going to have (AND DAMN, AM I EXCITED!!!)
and I have also raised my energies so high, my protection is so strong that
the enemy now has literally no option as to how to attack me... The only
thing they do is to use relatives of mine and make them say bad things about
me/to me, to make me angry and try to affect me emotionally... But I am also
aware of that, so there's not even a point in them trying to do so. I've
also noticed how, nowadays if I start daydreaming I will suddenly have
anxious thoughts or images and other bullshit and I can also EASILY
understand that it's the enemy, so I'm doing void meditation instead (which
fucking rocks, so this is a perfect challenge for me). [in case you're
anxious about the last one, don't be. The enemy never attacked me like that
before -I know my Guardian didn't allow him to do so- because I wasn't
strong enough to push their thoughts out of my mind. But now for me, it's a
piece of cake!!] I've also been able to find my weak points and my strong
points, my flaws (in my personality and way of thinking) and daily I've been
doing my best to correct these and make myself even prouder for being who I
am, for recognizing who's at fault and fixing whatever needs to be fixed.
I've also remembered a couple of deaths from my previous lives, and I've
been able to overcome these (ALWAYS thanks to my Guardian Demon and
Demoness!!)
So, in just 2 and a half years.... All of the above has happened in two and
a half years.
And now, this piece of shit parasite, comes out of nowhere, saying that
he's been a Spiritual Satanist for FOUR years and that he's now thinking of
committing suicide....?
Who would honestly believe this piece of shit? I mean, BITCH PLEASE I've
overcome shit I didn't even want to THINK ABOUT, I've found that I have such
strength I COULDN'T EVEN IMAGINE I DO, and of course I know why suicide
isn't an option because it keeps your soul behind and leaves you residues in
your next life as well (if in your next life a problem arouses, your first
thought will be to commit suicide because you'll always be a weak person who
isn't willing to face their problems).
So yeah... I just spent some time writing all this so that YOU won't spend
your time replying to the idiot here seriously.
Στις 1:58 π.μ. Σάββατο, 30 Μαΐου 2015, ο/η "
tragedys2@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] έγραψε:
Hi,
I'm SS for 4 years, and i'm having really hard times for 2 years...
Me and my family having a big financial crisis for 2 years, i was really
strong for a year but after one year, i start to crash, and about 5 months,
i started to plan a suicide. I'm really full of life and want to live, i
don't want to die, and also i'm really emotional about other people stay
behind me after my death.
I was trying to find money for debts, i tried every single way to solve this
problem, even illegal ones, but i couldn't... And meanwhile, i was lying to
my family, because they have to stay strong, i was saying "my company doing
well, we gonna pay all the debts soon" but even there was no company of
mine... In this time, i did money workings on Jos but i was unsuccessful,
tried to meditate and gain strength, but it was just giving me emotional
support, after a few weeks, everything was same...
Now, 2 weeks ago my grandmother had cerebral hemorrhage, her situation is
critical. So, my family is in worst situation, and we have to pay about 50k
dollars in 2 weeks, or my father gonna jailed because of debt, (our total
debts is about 350k btw)
So i was planning suicide to get rid of this... I'm still trying to fight,
but worst thing is i can't feel Gods anymore, and first time in my life, i
feel abandoned, i can't see any help from Gods, i can't find a way to solve
this...
I'm gonna order some helium gas tomorrow and use it for painless suicide
next week, at this time, i'll still try to find a way to solve. But if i
can't... This week gonna be my last week. (I'm crying now...)
Any suggestions ?
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