chrischaviswc3
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So, awhile back, I asked Satan to send me a Succubus. I'm about 20 days into Satanism and like 15 into the 40 day program. Now, at first I asked, what is your name, and I got Isabelle. Later, I was told her name is Geabel. Does anyone know of this Goddess? The thing is, I'm not very open astrally. So with telepathy, I can't discern thoughts from each other and often feel like I'm talking to myself. Honestly, I don't even know if there is a Succubus here with me. I'm working on opening my senses by doing the clairvoyance and clairaudience meditations along with opening the third eye, but I'm not really getting any progress at all. Now, I'll admit I've had some coincidences and things that have happened that COULD be a succubus, but the thing is, I'm the type of guy that needs absolute proof before I can beleive in something. What can I do to really tell if I have a succubus or not? I have literally ended a human relationship (that was very, very serious) just so I can be loyal to the Succubus Satan sent me, if he did at all, but I find it so hard to be loyal without concrete proof. I have asked her to show herself to me in a dream multiple times, but it has never happened. But, the thing is, I probably dream about once a month. I just don't for some reason. Either that or I just can't remember them when I wake up. I'll admit, I'm kind of frustrated, but what can I do?? I feel like I'm getting nowhere doing what I'm doing right now. I want to get closer to her. But more than anything, I need proof she is here, because I'm starting to think this is all in my head. What can I do, guys?
And please don't comment saying perhaps a succubus isn't right for you, ext. I want nothing more. Honestly, with all of my heart, I want a goddess in my life. And it's not just about sex.. This is a serious decision I've come to. I ended that one relationship for a reason. I want us to have a loyal, loving relationship. And in my request to Satan, I asked for our relationship to last an eternity. Not just one or two lifetimes, but forever. This is seriously what I want, and what I need.
One last question... The Clairvoyance, clairaudience, opening third eye meditations, I'm getting like no progress whatsoever. What can I do about this? Is there a rune I can vibrate to help open me astrally? I'm willing to do anything to open my Psychic senses, because I still don't even know if my succubus is real, or what she looks like!!! Literally anything. Is there a word of power? A more advanced way to open my senses? There must be something...
I know I wrote a lot guys, but I just don't know what to do. Please, read the whole thing, and try to help me out. I really, really do need the help.
And please don't comment saying perhaps a succubus isn't right for you, ext. I want nothing more. Honestly, with all of my heart, I want a goddess in my life. And it's not just about sex.. This is a serious decision I've come to. I ended that one relationship for a reason. I want us to have a loyal, loving relationship. And in my request to Satan, I asked for our relationship to last an eternity. Not just one or two lifetimes, but forever. This is seriously what I want, and what I need.
One last question... The Clairvoyance, clairaudience, opening third eye meditations, I'm getting like no progress whatsoever. What can I do about this? Is there a rune I can vibrate to help open me astrally? I'm willing to do anything to open my Psychic senses, because I still don't even know if my succubus is real, or what she looks like!!! Literally anything. Is there a word of power? A more advanced way to open my senses? There must be something...
I know I wrote a lot guys, but I just don't know what to do. Please, read the whole thing, and try to help me out. I really, really do need the help.