JohnDoe369 said:
i plan to read more about spiritual satanism but i confess that i am still skeptical
You should read the JoS website more. Including the sermons on ghosts. Try to find them in the forums too.
JohnDoe369 said:
since i began thinking about satanism and satan i felt... diferrent, i felt better in a way, it's been some time that i'm seeing strange coincidences, i keep seeing strange numbers everywhere, strange dreams, and i was having frequent dejavus, and i just know it has something to do with satanism
Of course you feel better. About the numbers, you should research more about numerology. See what are the numbers' meanings, so that you can understand the messages. For example, 666 is always good, 11 is a number of destruction, I particularly dislike seeing the hour 11:11, as it is probably linked to enemy energy, 9 is a number of completion, 40 is Satan's number (the gods have numbers) and so on. Learn also your own personal numbers (life path number, soul number, personality number, etc.), so you know if you are actually seeing your number, like, references to yourself. I also read it could be reference to your guardian demon. Anyway, you should investigate more about this.
JohnDoe369 said:
im not sure if i'm crazy or something, anyways, i wanted to ask you guys about something, i live in a big old mansion with my family, the place is scary, and it' been years that me and my family see shadow people wondering around the house, i see them most of the time in the living room when the lights are out, they just stand in a corner, when the lights are on they vanish, sometimes they run really fast through a corridor in the kitchen, but for some reason i feel that they are not evil, or maybe they are neutral, sometimes i hear someone walking up the stairs, others hear it too, me and my brother always smeel perfume in the air
I would definitely say it is ghosts. Or, at least, most of the stuff. It can also be thoughtforms, but, from what you say, I think it is ghosts. Again, research on the JoS and the forums. There is actually a lot of information on ghosts already. Read it first so you may be able to asses the situation better.
JohnDoe369 said:
recently someone that i really dislike began to frequent the house, and if emotions produce energy, the amount of hate that i felt for this person emanated a tsunami of rage that could be felt from space, recently the person is question began to see aparations EVERY TIME THAT he/she comes inside the house, this person said that he/she saw a really tall pale woman on a white dress in my backyard, and decades ago a woman commited suicide in there aparrently, just today this person said that he/she saw 2 figures walking from the garage to the backyard through a window, this person is scared shitless and he/she does not feel safe here alone, what do you guys think that this is all about? I feel like those entities are protecting me, i used to feel scared here at night when i was a kid, now i feel confortable in the dark of night when everyone is asleep... what do guys think those entities are? Demons? Ghosts?
Something similar happened to me, on a lesser scale. I think a ghost or entity hit a woman, because I was really angry that someone was smoking and I wanted to sleep, not smell that crap. The next day I was told I should calm down (they heard me mumbling stuff) and that now the woman was scared because something had hit her at night. The woman was living with the person that was smoking, but it seems she was the weak one, not the smoker...
At least, this is what I understand happened. Too many coincidences and I knew there were spirits or just "something" in the place.
So, I guess you can influence a ghost's behavior with your emotions, whether good or bad. I also don't know exactly why it happens and it would be great to compare experiences on this.
Still, don't dwell too much on that side, unless you are born for it or you are more advanced and can understand what to do. Ghosts are dead people, they can reek of death. It is a sad thing actually. From what I have read here, they are trapped on this plane because they don't have enough energy to go. Eventually, because the soul needs a body, the spirit itself starts to die off and dissolve. Ghosts can be energized, to put it in some way, so that they do go. But if you don't know how to, don't. And some ghosts are evil or have a bad attitude. Maybe it is not your case, idk.
Demons are powerful beings. They don't banish with light, creep or run around in fear or whatever, like those ghosts do..
And you probably feel more protected under Satan or your guardian demon, so you feel more comfortable.
Again, go and find the sermons on ghosts. Do not obsess over it and keep advancing.
Also, I guess there is quite some negative energy in the place, especially because of the suicide thing. Clean your aura, as usual, and see if you can clean the place too eventually. Or, at least, your bedroom and most frequent living spaces.