Strange dedication ritual

[darknight00245]

I dedicated my life to father Satan the night of the full moon on February 3-4, 2015. i prepared my black candle and the sigil of Lucifer i was to focus on and began writing my dedication. i had planned it to be at 3 am as i am awake at this time every night. When i was writing it, i heard 3 loud deliberate knocks on my desk and there was nothing that could have caused them. Nonetheless i was shaken up quite a bit but i preformed my dedication ritual anyway. I pricked my left finger with a tattoo needle (im a tattoo artist). i burnt the paper in the flame and sat and meditated for a while before turning off the candle. Afterwards i went outside and contemplated the step i had taken but felt very strange. The next day i felt very tired all day as when coming down off shrooms or lsd. i didnt feel the relief and the joy most claim they feel. I have been studying satanism for over a year and have read many occult books over the years and agree with them, but why that feeling? 
Just some background: I do live in a christian home and my mother is a jehovah's witness. I used to go to church but was disfellowshipped for following my hearts desires. I hate Christianity and havent been involved in anything christian in 12 years. 

 

[Ameixing Lyf]

Congs
Welcome to the family

On Feb 7, 2015 2:54 AM, "darknight00245@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I dedicated my life to father Satan the night of the full moon on February 3-4, 2015. i prepared my black candle and the sigil of Lucifer i was to focus on and began writing my dedication. i had planned it to be at 3 am as i am awake at this time every night. When i was writing it, i heard 3 loud deliberate knocks on my desk and there was nothing that could have caused them. Nonetheless i was shaken up quite a bit but i preformed my dedication ritual anyway. I pricked my left finger with a tattoo needle (im a tattoo artist). i burnt the paper in the flame and sat and meditated for a while before turning off the candle. Afterwards i went outside and contemplated the step i had taken but felt very strange. The next day i felt very tired all day as when coming down off shrooms or lsd. i didnt feel the relief and the joy most claim they feel. I have been studying satanism for over a year and have read many occult books over the years and agree with them, but why that feeling? 
Just some background: I do live in a christian home and my mother is a jehovah's witness. I used to go to church but was disfellowshipped for following my hearts desires. I hate Christianity and havent been involved in anything christian in 12 years. 

 

[Magus Immortalis]

My guess is that it's the energy from your home, which you said you live in an xian home.And welcome to the family Hail Satan!

On Friday, February 6, 2015 3:54 PM, "darknight00245@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I dedicated my life to father Satan the night of the full moon on February 3-4, 2015. i prepared my black candle and the sigil of Lucifer i was to focus on and began writing my dedication. i had planned it to be at 3 am as i am awake at this time every night. When i was writing it, i heard 3 loud deliberate knocks on my desk and there was nothing that could have caused them. Nonetheless i was shaken up quite a bit but i preformed my dedication ritual anyway. I pricked my left finger with a tattoo needle (im a tattoo artist). i burnt the paper in the flame and sat and meditated for a while before turning off the candle. Afterwards i went outside and contemplated the step i had taken but felt very strange. The next day i felt very tired all day as when coming down off shrooms or lsd. i didnt feel the relief and the joy most claim they feel. I have been studying satanism for over a year and have read many occult books over the years and agree with them, but why that feeling? 
Just some background: I do live in a christian home and my mother is a jehovah's witness. I used to go to church but was disfellowshipped for following my hearts desires. I hate Christianity and havent been involved in anything christian in 12 years. 

 

[darknight00245]

thanks guys. the energy ordeal it makes sense now that i think about it. Will this affect my mother also? Even though we have different faiths i do love her very much.

 

[Ameixing Lyf]

Nothing bad will happen to her

On Feb 13, 2015 6:39 PM, "darknight00245@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  thanks guys. the energy ordeal it makes sense now that i think about it. Will this affect my mother also? Even though we have different faiths i do love her very much.

 

[mancunianninja]

It probably won't affect her. As it is a matter of choice to come to Satan.
But when you get experience you can do a working to try to wake her up. There are some examples, if you search this forum and the other (I believe), that can help you with this.

JOY OF SATAN