Tengen Toppa T
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Hello to everyone and happy Satan's Day.
I'm writing today about a personal issue and am wanting other people's input on it. After typing it all out, I realize I had a lot more to say than I thought. I'll try to keep everything connected and cohesive.
My little brother (18) dated a jew when he was in high school. This was before I truly became a Satanist. I didn't need any explanation on jews back then to know I hated her back though. She had stringy, lice infested hair, was very spindly and awkward in her own body, and socialized as well as a corpse. Her father physically abused her, and her mom sexually abused her at a young age by pimping her out. All of which is very tragic, up until the part where she starts to mess with my brother.
My brother is attractive enough that he should have a good pick of potential partners. Why then would he chose to date such a girl? Kindness, pity, and sex. He was kind enough to try and make friends with her, but then she got a crush on him and knowing she didn't have anything of value, leveraged her filthy body to reel him in.
The rest of their relationship was her leeching off of him mentally and emotionally, in return for sexual favors. We all have to learn our lessons the hard way though, and when he wised up to his situation after a couple months, he dumped her. She must have really dug her degenerate claws into him though, because she was not leaving his life so easily.
After he broke up with her, she ran to our local park and in view of everyone, overdosed on a bottle of medication, and kept screaming "You did this to me!" to my brother until an ambulance took her and got her stomach pumped. You can imagine what kind of effect that would have on a sympathetic 15 year old's pysche. A week or so after that, she was let back into school, and kept harrasing him. Now she starts following and clinging to him like a tick.When classes were switching, she would dart through the hallways ignoring everyone's stares just to find him for 5 minutes. He would repeatedly tell her to go away from him, but every time she would just cling harder to him in response, and when he got really serious and tried to physically remove her, she would pinch the fuck out of his arms and legs until the skin broke. His friends and I recieved no help with this after going to our school's counselors twice. Everything peaked when she sent him a message saying something to the extent of: "If your brother and friends were dead, you would have more time for me." After hearing that, I developed a slight twitch in my eyelid that returns when I get that angry again.
Nothing major happened, but things did slowly settle down after that. She found a new boyfriend to focus on, and he would go his own way too. That is until I discovered he continued to sext her. Sometimes more frequent and sometimes less. His pity for her and the sexual advances were just too much, and he never could evolve out of that degenerate situation completely.
Fast forward back to the today, and to my main topic, "Stifling Protection, or Freedom to Make Mistakes." My brother told me that he was gonna take my car and go pick his jew ex-gf up and bring her our house to "hang out." I reacted very strongly and told him I wasn't going to let him, and pocketed my keys (my car is the only one we have). A very obvious response from a Satanist. This however, started a huge, hours long fight between us.
He took my decision very personally, a lot more personally than I could have imagined. He accused me of being a control freak and an awful person. I told him he can think whatever he wants, but I'm not letting you bring that filth into this house. From my past experiences, I know that he is making a mistake and that this girl should be kept as far away as possible for his own development. But he doesn't see that, all he sees is me being a tyrant with an unfair grudge against an innocent girl. Everytime he gets down to the root of issue and asks me why I don't like her, or why can't I give her a chance to grow, I always come up blank because I can't just say "SHE'S A FUCKING JEW!"
I noticed from our parents that this was actually creating a rift in our otherwise solid relationship.
After a lot of contemplation, I realized that I can't
control his actions, especially when he's outside of the house, and that I've bounced back from some tough spots in life so so can he. If I continued witholding my keys from him, he might actually harbor some deep resentment towards me.
I ended up giving him the car keys and said to him, "Weigh in your head your freedom of choice, and the disrespect I will feel if you bring her in my home. Which ever is more important, I will deal with." We hugged it out and thankfully I regained his respect.
So after we went back into our rooms, of course he decided to drive out and pick her up. Now there's a jew in the next room over, and I basically allowed her into my house. I can curse and bind her later when I'm more powerful, but I was more afraid of hurting my brother directly by physically stopping him from seeing her.
There's the conclusion to my story. I would like to hear people's input on my decision and other question's like, "Is there such a thing as too much protection?" and "What are some countermeasures I can take against her from hurting my family?"
Thank you all for listening. It can be hard at times being a Satanist and keeping so many things a secret. But Satan will reward us who keep his secrets and follow his path of enlightenment.
I'm writing today about a personal issue and am wanting other people's input on it. After typing it all out, I realize I had a lot more to say than I thought. I'll try to keep everything connected and cohesive.
My little brother (18) dated a jew when he was in high school. This was before I truly became a Satanist. I didn't need any explanation on jews back then to know I hated her back though. She had stringy, lice infested hair, was very spindly and awkward in her own body, and socialized as well as a corpse. Her father physically abused her, and her mom sexually abused her at a young age by pimping her out. All of which is very tragic, up until the part where she starts to mess with my brother.
My brother is attractive enough that he should have a good pick of potential partners. Why then would he chose to date such a girl? Kindness, pity, and sex. He was kind enough to try and make friends with her, but then she got a crush on him and knowing she didn't have anything of value, leveraged her filthy body to reel him in.
The rest of their relationship was her leeching off of him mentally and emotionally, in return for sexual favors. We all have to learn our lessons the hard way though, and when he wised up to his situation after a couple months, he dumped her. She must have really dug her degenerate claws into him though, because she was not leaving his life so easily.
After he broke up with her, she ran to our local park and in view of everyone, overdosed on a bottle of medication, and kept screaming "You did this to me!" to my brother until an ambulance took her and got her stomach pumped. You can imagine what kind of effect that would have on a sympathetic 15 year old's pysche. A week or so after that, she was let back into school, and kept harrasing him. Now she starts following and clinging to him like a tick.When classes were switching, she would dart through the hallways ignoring everyone's stares just to find him for 5 minutes. He would repeatedly tell her to go away from him, but every time she would just cling harder to him in response, and when he got really serious and tried to physically remove her, she would pinch the fuck out of his arms and legs until the skin broke. His friends and I recieved no help with this after going to our school's counselors twice. Everything peaked when she sent him a message saying something to the extent of: "If your brother and friends were dead, you would have more time for me." After hearing that, I developed a slight twitch in my eyelid that returns when I get that angry again.
Nothing major happened, but things did slowly settle down after that. She found a new boyfriend to focus on, and he would go his own way too. That is until I discovered he continued to sext her. Sometimes more frequent and sometimes less. His pity for her and the sexual advances were just too much, and he never could evolve out of that degenerate situation completely.
Fast forward back to the today, and to my main topic, "Stifling Protection, or Freedom to Make Mistakes." My brother told me that he was gonna take my car and go pick his jew ex-gf up and bring her our house to "hang out." I reacted very strongly and told him I wasn't going to let him, and pocketed my keys (my car is the only one we have). A very obvious response from a Satanist. This however, started a huge, hours long fight between us.
He took my decision very personally, a lot more personally than I could have imagined. He accused me of being a control freak and an awful person. I told him he can think whatever he wants, but I'm not letting you bring that filth into this house. From my past experiences, I know that he is making a mistake and that this girl should be kept as far away as possible for his own development. But he doesn't see that, all he sees is me being a tyrant with an unfair grudge against an innocent girl. Everytime he gets down to the root of issue and asks me why I don't like her, or why can't I give her a chance to grow, I always come up blank because I can't just say "SHE'S A FUCKING JEW!"
I noticed from our parents that this was actually creating a rift in our otherwise solid relationship.
After a lot of contemplation, I realized that I can't
control his actions, especially when he's outside of the house, and that I've bounced back from some tough spots in life so so can he. If I continued witholding my keys from him, he might actually harbor some deep resentment towards me.
I ended up giving him the car keys and said to him, "Weigh in your head your freedom of choice, and the disrespect I will feel if you bring her in my home. Which ever is more important, I will deal with." We hugged it out and thankfully I regained his respect.
So after we went back into our rooms, of course he decided to drive out and pick her up. Now there's a jew in the next room over, and I basically allowed her into my house. I can curse and bind her later when I'm more powerful, but I was more afraid of hurting my brother directly by physically stopping him from seeing her.
There's the conclusion to my story. I would like to hear people's input on my decision and other question's like, "Is there such a thing as too much protection?" and "What are some countermeasures I can take against her from hurting my family?"
Thank you all for listening. It can be hard at times being a Satanist and keeping so many things a secret. But Satan will reward us who keep his secrets and follow his path of enlightenment.