Hello Brother!
Warning: This will be a long post ,I know that when one goes trough some things , especially as such , is not in the mood to say at least to read to much, but I would consider doing so, maybe a bit at a time and coming back and metabolizing even more of it. This is nor a good or bad 'advice' but rather neutral and I consider that if done and absorbed well ,can release you out of the 'problems'.
Listen to this while reading :
We , or at least I or regardless , can't say much [about the medicine] due to very obvious and important reasons but I am gonna say this one thing which would be even better then the straightest answer.
I ain't gonna say ' Be strong!" then fuck off, you're my Brother and I think you understand the way I think , in a way, therefore I will speak our language.
You might surely know already but this is a good wake up call ,having a reminder, to fully understand the importance of this very aspect and that's this:
- You know how the system/systems works , regardless of wherever you are in this world, USA , Europe doesn't really fucking matter.
- System/systems - matrix/matrixes ,which as you can see and not only , but understand as well, are NOT for the greater good of the people.
DO NOT expect the system and any of those current corrupts to ever help those in need , regardless of being depression , cancer , whatever , they simply do not care, looking for a solution out of them it's like asking for more poison then the actual antidote.
Anything, especially of a mental problem , has to go with psychology and with the working of the mind , one can't simply take a pill and 'make it go away' , that's for extreme cases such as paranoia or very big problems indeed.
I understand perfectly what you're saying, deeply and I'm not pretending, you're talking to a guy who has had two suicide attempts , due to 'reasonable' or how we like to say ' BIG ' reasons/things. I have been quite inactive on the forums recently and honestly in life overall , due to the fact I am going trough some things myself, it was a pure 'coincidence' that I am now here, from all the things I've could hit, I've hit this post, I don't beat any apropos by that.
I'll tell you my personal sincere opinion and I don't consider it as being absolute, it's 'useless' to meditate and useless to do anything else [not really], when someone goes through this period of life where one is no longer happy with himself because he has not reached the stage where he wanted to be [ stages and dreams which we have pre-stetted ourselves of achieving years ago and due to that he [one] can go through many things; depression, paranoia, over confidence, extreme motivation etc, good things and bad things that anyway get you nowhere. - It is just the mind reacting emotionally , logic and intellect 'disappear' for a bit.
Such periods I consider periods of deep introspection , in the latest AMA of our greater Leader and HP Hodded Cobra , he was saying this thing , which I have had to learn it on the hard way as well , I will try to explain so basically , when one goes like a crazy monkey to achieve stuff and goes power-hungry he meditates and meditates and becomes 30x spiritual stronger which could lead to even bigger problems if the mind is not 'straight' , there's not only spiritual power that we need but also knowledge of ourselves , if one does not fix internal problems then having power is like asking for more problems, just talk to yourself , think:
- Who I am truly?
- How do I see me greatest life?
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-What are my problems?
-What holds me back?
-How could I control them in better ways? > in a way which would lead you more closer to the
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And also, think , if we do not fix our issues and die , they will still stay with us in our next lives , this is not something that we can truly run away of.
Remember, great suffering makes great people with great characters and IMMENSE WILL POWER in this world. The people who have true power are not the one who had a 'normie' life , regardless of whatever has fucked us , doesn't matter, what matters is that we should be together and get each other out of the 'darkness' but at the same time, not to wait or count on anymore more then your own self.
Life is not all pain and suffering , but it can be, if you choose it to let it be, the more you wake up your mind then the sooner you will be out, this is not something which could be due in a 'amount of time' , like snapping fingers and baam , all of the things go away or taking something and all goes away , or doing a ritual or whatever and all goes away in a day, no.
TIPS:
As Seguace has said, get into astrology and read your natal chart, learn it and beside that look at your current transits and you will understand more of why you're feeling the way you are in the present, you will be shocked to see how direct astrology really is, awareness of the energies which 'controls' you will give you more release of your own life and destiny.
As a final note, remember that from 8.2 Bilion people, there's literally [at the moment] just a few of us who know and are with the True Gods , you should really think about this , which is a thing beyond 'luck' , consider yourself blessed and remember, that we have the capacity of doing and being whoever we want and do whatever we want, regardless of how our natal charts are, because we are ZEVISTS, we are indeed , truthfully , BLESSED and Unstoppable , only think that can truly stop you is yourself , consider thinking deeply on that.
Also , do not hesitate to contact and speaking to the God , call Him on all His names , Satan , Lucifer , Baalzebub , Zeus , ZUS , ZEFS [This is indeed very powerful as HPHC has said, really works wonders!] , tell Him , sincerly what you're going trough and that you wish to do better and also trying to do so then you will be and do better, Trust!
Also, join our group, the Temple, there's great people which you can talk to anytime and they are truly great!
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