Sick of this life

[pandey.rahul51]

I do meditation daily but my life is getting worst, i asked demons for help but some times i get embarrassed by this fact i am using them i don't want to that..can anybody tell me is this ok...for asking from god for help........

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Hang in there pandey,when you dedicate your soul to Satan,life is not easier,as you might think.The more you are shown,and the more truth you embrace,tho more you have to make uncomfortable decisions in your life.But has it states in the Invocation to Satan,please deliver me from past dilution.Well let me tell you,I am here to say,that He delivers you from present ones also.But the great thing is,Satan is always there no matter what,as we walk more and more in His truth about us.Hail SatanBrian

From: pandey.rahul51 <pandey.rahul51@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, December 10, 2011 1:28 AM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Sick of this life

  I do meditation daily but my life is getting worst, i asked demons for help but some times i get embarrassed by this fact i am using them i don't want to that..can anybody tell me is this ok...for asking from god for help........

 

[blackkat_411]

..Hail Satan!! YES!! Demons are here to help, and you are not 'using them' if you have tryed on your own and and still need help. Asking Satan and the Gods in a ritual for help is also ok. As you get stronger, you will not need as much help, but never feel you cannot go to Satan and the Gods and Demons for help. We all do at one time or another.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "pandey.rahul51" <pandey.rahul51@... wrote:

I do meditation daily but my life is getting worst, i asked demons for help but some times i get embarrassed by this fact i am using them i don't want to that..can anybody tell me is this ok...for asking from god for help........

 

[Don Danko]

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From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, December 10, 2011 12:09:50 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: Sick of this life

  ..Hail Satan!! YES!! Demons are here to help, and you are not 'using them' if you have tryed on your own and and still need help. Asking Satan and the Gods in a ritual for help is also ok. As you get stronger, you will not need as much help, but never feel you cannot go to Satan and the Gods and Demons for help. We all do at one time or another.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "pandey.rahul51" <pandey.rahul51@... wrote:

I do meditation daily but my life is getting worst, i asked demons for help but some times i get embarrassed by this fact i am using them i don't want to that..can anybody tell me is this ok...for asking from god for help........

 

[strengththroughsatan89]

I too feel like this pandey in a way, since I was young I always hated to ask for help and would rather fail at something than to ask for assistance. I did this for I saw asking for help was a form of weakness. Sadly this followed me into the LHP and for years I never asked the Gods for anything. Hwever, one day I like I am sure you will one day will run into walls with your spiritual advancement that only the Gods can help you with. To overcome this I went to Satan first and told him why I hate asking for help, my feelings on the subject and that I want to over come this. I know this goes against the whole topic of this issue but if you can gain some courage and go to Satan it will make a difference trust me. Despite the fact that I still rarely ask for help when I need to it is much easier. The Gods are there to guide us to spiritual perfection and know that we all need help here and there and they have no probelm assisting you. This is why you are given a guardian for it is someone who you can work with on our path to spiritual perfection. Now before you do go ask make sure you try it on your own several times. This here wil also make you feel not so embarrassed for you will know you gave it your all. I am not saying any of that to be mean or rude but if you continuously try on your own and even if you fail a few times but keep picking yourself up and you succeed it will be the greatest of gifts. No one here can achieve what they have without the help of the Gods and you should not feel an ounce of embarrassment for admiting you need help. Life is full of trial and error and at times we all need a hand to pick us up. So please pandey never give up on life for you have only begun to taste life's fruits.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

Don't forget the number squares.



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From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Saturday, December 10, 2011 12:09:50 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: Sick of this life


 
..Hail Satan!! YES!! Demons are here to help, and you are not 'using them' if you have tryed on your own and and still need help. Asking Satan and the Gods in a ritual for help is also ok. As you get stronger, you will not need as much help, but never feel you cannot go to Satan and the Gods and Demons for help. We all do at one time or another.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "pandey.rahul51" <pandey.rahul51@ wrote:

I do meditation daily but my life is getting worst, i asked demons for help but some times i get embarrassed by this fact i am using them i don't want to that..can anybody tell me is this ok...for asking from god for help........

 

[blackkat_411]

..Hail Satan!! pandey, i just realize you are the one who ask before about shiva and Sanatana Dharma. so you did not do dedication? maybe this why?? just a thought
again i will say to you shiva =Satan
much of the hinduism is corruption of true Sanatana Dharma.{true spiritual satanism}

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "pandey.rahul51" <pandey.rahul51@... wrote:

I do meditation daily but my life is getting worst, i asked demons for help but some times i get embarrassed by this fact i am using them i don't want to that..can anybody tell me is this ok...for asking from god for help........

 

[Gloriaalosdioses Gloria]

about money, Maxine said it is a waste of time to do squares when saturn is bad, then...I am "dead".
De : Don Danko <mageson6666@...
À : "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Envoyé le : Samedi 10 Décembre 2011 17h18
Objet : Re: [JoS4adults] Re: Sick of this life

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From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, December 10, 2011 12:09:50 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: Sick of this life

  ..Hail Satan!! YES!! Demons are here to help, and you are not 'using them' if you have tryed on your own and and still need help. Asking Satan and the Gods in a ritual for help is also ok. As you get stronger, you will not need as much help, but never feel you cannot go to Satan and the Gods and Demons for help. We all do at one time or another.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "pandey.rahul51" <pandey.rahul51@... wrote:

I do meditation daily but my life is getting worst, i asked demons for help but some times i get embarrassed by this fact i am using them i don't want to that..can anybody tell me is this ok...for asking from god for help........

 

[seeker_seeks]

Father Satan is a very patient God and he requires of us to be as patient as possible as well.lacking in patience shows your lack of faith in Him and the fact that He is there for you always and will help you.Becoming a Satanist from the onset means that you have made a decision to be free,to walk free,think free and live free and also learn freely withought any constraints and restrictions,this means that the knowledge you will attain from being Satanist will not just be you learning mentally,but physically,emotionally and psychologically aswell.What i am basically trying to say here is,at times we as satanists have to go through certain things in our lives for a certain period of time so that we can emerge out of that stronger.You want to be completely free,uve taken the first step,which is your dedication to Father,but you wont get anywher or become stronger with a negative mindset.Your life isnt getting worse,you think its getting worse and this is your perspective over one thing at a time.One problem comes your way and because you havent made an effort to fix the previous,or where negative over the previous or simply hurting,the second coming in makes your life seem really horrible.always be alert n aware of psychic attacks that at times occur in such manners.keep your aura clean,your minset positive,keep meditatin and ask Father Satan for strength and help...and you will be fine.HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Hang in there pandey,when you dedicate your soul to Satan,life is not easier,as you might think.The more you are shown,and the more truth you embrace,tho more you have to make uncomfortable decisions in your life.But has it states in the Invocation to Satan,please deliver me from past dilution.Well let me tell you,I am here to say,that He delivers you from present ones also.But the great thing is,Satan is always there no matter what,as we walk more and more in His truth about us.
Hail Satan
Brian




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From: pandey.rahul51 <pandey.rahul51@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Saturday, December 10, 2011 1:28 AM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Sick of this life


 
I do meditation daily but my life is getting worst, i asked demons for help but some times i get embarrassed by this fact i am using them i don't want to that..can anybody tell me is this ok...for asking from god for help........

 

[Fred1]

Hmm, it most likely is your planets. I had horrible tooth pain one day and I just straight prayed to Enki and it went away. I feel guilt asking for help from the Gods every single time, perhaps I should, perhaps I shouldn't. I do plan on meditating everyday it's just sometimes I don't. Hopefully the Gods understand, I believe they do. I've asked for quite a lot, and got most of it, if not all. My advice is, do your best. Be it, cleaning your chakras if you have passing time at a job or school where you don't have to pay attention, do some yoga at home when time permits. Hell even if your on the toilet try some chakra meditations.
I think it's important to KEEP a focus on spirituality, tell yourself affirmations such as "I am gaining immense power" stuff like that if you want. I know the more you do your meditations the faster they get, because it becomes more familiar and just easier.
If you can do a ritual to father and the other gods of hell. Life is what you make of it. I'm sure the Gods don't want us feeling sorry all the time, empowering ourselves is a service to them, us, and our future. Feel strong in Satan, but also feel strong in YOU. I'm guessing you are new, idk, but if you are it's okay to ask for a little help, ask for your guardian Demon to follow you more closely and help more, stuff like that. ASK FOR GUIDANCE. Your path WILL unfold in front of you. Follow life where it leads, take chances, but listen to your gut feelings, that's your instinct, follow it very closely. Hope this sincerely helps!

Hail Enki and the Gods of Hell for all eternity!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "pandey.rahul51" <pandey.rahul51@... wrote:

I do meditation daily but my life is getting worst, i asked demons for help but some times i get embarrassed by this fact i am using them i don't want to that..can anybody tell me is this ok...for asking from god for help........

 

[Andre Wilson]

Just remember that if you can do what you're asking for, or if you're not putting forth any real effort, they aren't going to care much.
 

To: [email protected]
From: mageson6666@...
Date: Sat, 10 Dec 2011 09:18:48 -0800
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: Sick of this life

  Don't forget the number squares.

From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, December 10, 2011 12:09:50 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: Sick of this life

  ..Hail Satan!! YES!! Demons are here to help, and you are not 'using them' if you have tryed on your own and and still need help. Asking Satan and the Gods in a ritual for help is also ok. As you get stronger, you will not need as much help, but never feel you cannot go to Satan and the Gods and Demons for help. We all do at one time or another.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "pandey.rahul51" <pandey.rahul51@... wrote:

I do meditation daily but my life is getting worst, i asked demons for help but some times i get embarrassed by this fact i am using them i don't want to that..can anybody tell me is this ok...for asking from god for help........

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