hailsatan1964
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- Feb 5, 2006
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I would like some help. A couple of years ago, I did my dedication ritual to Father Satan. I meditated, sent black Auras to the enemy, but I could never get an answer concerning who is my guardian demon, I could never receive answers through the quija board, so I gave up. I then dabbled in different religions, none were satisfying, so I did a second dedication ritual to Father, but never got a response, even though I ordered and practiced meditation cd's from the JOS store, so I gave up again, and verbally left Father. I am wondering where I went wrong, as I still feel attracted to Father and want to be accepted back, but I read on one site that once you leave Father, you can never come back. Is this true? Have I totally blown my life because of my mistakes? If it IS possible to return to Father, how can I do it? Please let me know, as I am feeling terrible right now. John