Self-awareness

[redfox666]

Hi brothers and sisters,

I'm almost at my forties and I spent a a lot of time of my life working with computers and reading books, I had several traumas from my childhood that make me feel insecure so I become a bit antisocial. This has lead me to a lack of self awareness that now is becoming a worry because some times it feels like somehow I'm like a zombie without consciousness and sometimes I feel clumsy in my movements. I'm doing void meditation daily and workouts but I was wondering if anyone knows about how to solve this kind of despersonalization. I think I need to ground myself before I continue with my deprogramming from xianity. I hope is not to late for me.

I have read already the book the body keeps the score.

Hail Satan!
Hail Valefor!

 

[Olympios666]

Hi brothers and sisters,

I'm almost at my forties and I spent a a lot of time of my life working with computers and reading books, I had several traumas from my childhood that make me feel insecure so I become a bit antisocial. This has lead me to a lack of self awareness that now is becoming a worry because some times it feels like somehow I'm like a zombie without consciousness and sometimes I feel clumsy in my movements. I'm doing void meditation daily and workouts but I was wondering if anyone knows about how to solve this kind of despersonalization. I think I need to ground myself before I continue with my deprogramming from xianity. I hope is not to late for me.

I have read already the book the body keeps the score.

Hail Satan!
Hail Valefor!

Good evening,
it's never too late once you come to Jos start with a daily meditation program including AOP, Hatha Yoga, breathing exercises, FRTR, a ritual of the Gods and move on, slowly any problems will be solved as difficult as it may seem at first

 

[LoyalSS]

look up for "Emotional Healing Working by Lydia"
working to fix your mind can cause a backlash and it can be unpleasant but so worth it

 

[redfox666]

Good evening,
it's never too late once you come to Jos start with a daily meditation program including AOP, Hatha Yoga, breathing exercises, FRTR, a ritual of the Gods and move on, slowly any problems will be solved as difficult as it may seem at first

Thanks for this advice brother, it'sl like a month now and I'm starting to feel better. Also doing neurofeedback.

Hail Satan!
Hail Valefor!

 

[Aarti]

I hope is not to late for me.

it will never be late. never worry about it your, maybe its your first life and your soul also 40yo, i dont think lots of us' soul dedicated on 40yo hahah