Dragonheart666
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Don't get me wrong! Winter time is beautiful too. But after dealing with the winter holidays! And three blusterous months of snow... I get bored really fast. And I have a tendency to get argumentative with others. and that is not fun! Especially if others have to put up with that! In another words I have to do the best I can to keep it under control. I don't like taking pills and antidepressants!
they really fuck with my nervous system. and I don't like depending on imitation supplements and any kind of faults happiness
that could have shit annoys me and aggravates me! And only adds to the problem. Music has been one of my solutions! Throughout the years. Anything from soft meditative like ballet music or something? Something soothing for the mind. Beethoven or Chopin, anything but soothing and uplifting and not overwhelming! I can gradually work my way to that if I wanted to. And put in a good physical workout! I do whatever I can to keep myself busy! Keeping my house and my bedroom clean and tidy! Things have got to smell good around me. So I like fresh cut flowers in my house. Or I could light it instant or an oil diffuser using my favorite oil scent. This is also the time of year where I like to do paintings! And make jewelry! And do arts and crafts! And sit and meditate. I love all the beauties of nature! But sometimes especially this time of year! I get so bored! Not to mention the fact dealing with seasonal allergies! That has to my depression which is not cool!..It really makes me irritable! And annoying to other people. And I don't want to be that kind of a person. And at this point I am longing for the warm weather and the pretty flowers!️ and enjoy the Thunder and the lightning April brings in! And the romance
they really fuck with my nervous system. and I don't like depending on imitation supplements and any kind of faults happiness
that could have shit annoys me and aggravates me! And only adds to the problem. Music has been one of my solutions! Throughout the years. Anything from soft meditative like ballet music or something? Something soothing for the mind. Beethoven or Chopin, anything but soothing and uplifting and not overwhelming! I can gradually work my way to that if I wanted to. And put in a good physical workout! I do whatever I can to keep myself busy! Keeping my house and my bedroom clean and tidy! Things have got to smell good around me. So I like fresh cut flowers in my house. Or I could light it instant or an oil diffuser using my favorite oil scent. This is also the time of year where I like to do paintings! And make jewelry! And do arts and crafts! And sit and meditate. I love all the beauties of nature! But sometimes especially this time of year! I get so bored! Not to mention the fact dealing with seasonal allergies! That has to my depression which is not cool!..It really makes me irritable! And annoying to other people. And I don't want to be that kind of a person. And at this point I am longing for the warm weather and the pretty flowers!️ and enjoy the Thunder and the lightning April brings in! And the romance