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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Austyn Rivera" <runemaster117@... wrote:
Ok so i went to a doctor today and i showed him the scars on my arms and body, only he said he didn't see anything then they Just disappeared and i got in trouble for making it up apparently. The scars havent re appeared, i seem to have lost my knife too... Could this all be in my head, i realize that i cant die when im more than likely destined for the greater good of the father like the rest of us, so im finally going to perform my dedication ritual next week where all my candles and supplys that i'll be using are at my mothers house
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Date: Sunday, August 02, 2009 5:24:25 pm
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "evil" <evil333@...
Subject: Re: [Teens4Satan] Re: Scuicide thoughs
I've been feeling a bit like that 2 for years
but its lead me 2 having extreme depression and hating my life
i had help but it didnt work so i give up
but satan helped me cause i dont feel as depressed anymore since i read about all this
From: roosterdf
Sent: Saturday, August 01, 2009 2:46 PM
To:
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Re: Scuicide thoughs
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "runemaster117" <runemaster117@ wrote:
hello my name is Austyn Rivera, and i have suicide thoughs, i was wondering, should i tell my parents so they can send me to a hospital or should i just give in, i love the feeling of warm blood in my hands and i hate randoom people asking me dumbass questions, im suicidal not fucking crazy you dumbass fukin retards(no offence to anyone with a standing mental contition). i have tried all the aura healing and all that, i just dont think my mind is cut out to be this far developed in my spiritual evolution, sombody please help me, i really just