Hvítr Ormr
Member
Hi there everyone, I honestly didn't want to make this post, because it will probably make me look weak but I feel like I need to cos I need help.
Basically, this whole situation about what's happening in the world has got me terrified, and I'm finding it difficult to deal with. I don't know if it's because I'm still deeply grieving because of the loss of somebody very close to me recently and that's just making it worse, could be. I just get these feelings of deep dread about the world situation daily, I can alleviate it somewhat by clearing my mind with void or distracting myself with something but it keeps coming back.
My point is, what do I do? I know Father Satan and my GD are keeping me safe, I do the schedules and protect and clean and meditate and do void as much as I can, but it's still just got to the point where I can't even read the news about any of this crap anymore without getting terrified each time, so I just avoid it as much as I can. I remember seeing HPHC describing the enemy's "mental terrorism" in sermon of his a while ago, and this is definitely what that feels like, for sure.
Anyone have any advice or help they can offer? Thank you.
Basically, this whole situation about what's happening in the world has got me terrified, and I'm finding it difficult to deal with. I don't know if it's because I'm still deeply grieving because of the loss of somebody very close to me recently and that's just making it worse, could be. I just get these feelings of deep dread about the world situation daily, I can alleviate it somewhat by clearing my mind with void or distracting myself with something but it keeps coming back.
My point is, what do I do? I know Father Satan and my GD are keeping me safe, I do the schedules and protect and clean and meditate and do void as much as I can, but it's still just got to the point where I can't even read the news about any of this crap anymore without getting terrified each time, so I just avoid it as much as I can. I remember seeing HPHC describing the enemy's "mental terrorism" in sermon of his a while ago, and this is definitely what that feels like, for sure.
Anyone have any advice or help they can offer? Thank you.