SeguaceDiSatanas
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I don't even know where to start and I can't even go into details because I want to respect her privacy. That's exactly what I wrote in the title, without Satanas I would be at the funeral of the girl I love today. It was a really bad situation, one of the worst. But thanks to Satanas not only did nothing happen and she wasn't hurt at all, but everything went in the BEST way.
A while ago Hps Lydia told me under a sermon by Hp HoodedCobra666 that the Gods protect our loved ones. I witnessed how true it was. And it is SO TRUE. I really don't know what to do now. If it wasn't for Satanas, I would never have seen her again, I would love to thank Satanas so much, but I can't find the words.
I still have to metabolize what happened and I'm not even lucid right now. Any kind of thanks would be too little, I could literally do 20 Rituals of Absolution, and it would be TOO little. I don't know how to express all this to our beloved Father.
I also don't know what I should learn from the situation... do I still have hope of being able to build a sincere love between me and her? After my 100 day spell the situation has improved. Not much, because I have a lot of spiritual blocks in love issues (negative karma and traumatic experiences, etc.) in fact the only magical works that are difficult for me are those of love.
However, after 100 days the situation has completely turned upside down, compared to how it was before. Even if from the outside it doesn't seem much improved, I can tell you that given how our story was going, the change is truly radical. I didn't know whether to be sad that the spell didn't work much despite 100 days, or whether to be happy that it still worked drastically compared to the situation before.
But now that I know that I could have lost her forever if she had died (by the way, it would have been one of the worst deaths I can think of) I see what it means to have hope again.
Please, can you tell me what you would do and what you would think of this situation? I'm not mentally clear enough to think about it yet, I just know that I feel infinite gratitude and I've been crying for an hour but I was holding back the tears in front of her. And I didn't even know that "gratitude tears" existed...
A while ago Hps Lydia told me under a sermon by Hp HoodedCobra666 that the Gods protect our loved ones. I witnessed how true it was. And it is SO TRUE. I really don't know what to do now. If it wasn't for Satanas, I would never have seen her again, I would love to thank Satanas so much, but I can't find the words.
I still have to metabolize what happened and I'm not even lucid right now. Any kind of thanks would be too little, I could literally do 20 Rituals of Absolution, and it would be TOO little. I don't know how to express all this to our beloved Father.
I also don't know what I should learn from the situation... do I still have hope of being able to build a sincere love between me and her? After my 100 day spell the situation has improved. Not much, because I have a lot of spiritual blocks in love issues (negative karma and traumatic experiences, etc.) in fact the only magical works that are difficult for me are those of love.
However, after 100 days the situation has completely turned upside down, compared to how it was before. Even if from the outside it doesn't seem much improved, I can tell you that given how our story was going, the change is truly radical. I didn't know whether to be sad that the spell didn't work much despite 100 days, or whether to be happy that it still worked drastically compared to the situation before.
But now that I know that I could have lost her forever if she had died (by the way, it would have been one of the worst deaths I can think of) I see what it means to have hope again.
Please, can you tell me what you would do and what you would think of this situation? I'm not mentally clear enough to think about it yet, I just know that I feel infinite gratitude and I've been crying for an hour but I was holding back the tears in front of her. And I didn't even know that "gratitude tears" existed...