So what is wrong here? This sounds like an appropriate observation for someone who is new. You had even made the discovery of how to improve upon this, which is by working on your 6th chakra. You have already defined a path here, yet are also feeling it is incomprehensible.
Yes, some aspect of this can alter your world view, but at the same time, you proceed slowly and your soul transforms over time, which then supports or maintains your ability to integrate these ideas into your mind. Other people who profess strong experiences are either very experienced or very sensitive to energy; if you had just started, there is nothing wrong with operating with a more limited "inspired visualization" state, as this is still a connecting with the energy around you or in your soul.
There is an association with Satanism and Nazism because they had fought against the Jews, and also because they supported some tenets or ethics that we also align with. However, there is no need to identify or even think about that or them, or feel like you are forced to align, etc.
Free will is extremely important to us and the Gods, and this applies to both of your concerns about Satan and Lilith. This is because if you are tricked somehow into something, then this will cause resentment or feelings of betrayal, as well as a destruction of trust, which undermines the entire establishment of any order, whether Satanic or not. So if your desire is to proceed at your own pace and development, then this is no real concern here.
If you have concerns towards Satan himself, you can meditate on his sigil and mentally voice these concerns. Ask him to guide you to understand the answer to your questions. They already see and know your questions, and further, they see into your soul itself and what you desire, need, how you react or think, etc. If you give them and opportunity to answer and build a relationship with you, this will occur in a mutually beneficial way, and not one where you feel like you are at a loss somehow.