Well said, Magus my friend! This is indeed true! ^ Satan is so the
best Father, ever! He has helped me understand a little bit, about my
earthly dad. Well, he is my stepfather, but I never knew my birth
father, so as far as I'm concerned he is my father. He's the only
mortal dad I know. ^ He's...well, he is a good man, and I love him,
but he can be a bit , well, abrasive at times. Never physically
abusive to either me or my mother; if so, I'd have killed him if he
ever, ever touched my mother in a brutal or violent way! Whether by
magick or physical means, I would end him! No one fucks with my mama!
I adore her! But anyways...Mike's, well, he's not the easiest man to
live with. He's not a very demonstrative man, and sometimes, it's hard
to explaink but he'll say stuff, and even though he might not
technically be mad at me, the way he says it makes it sound like he's
mad, like he's yelling. That's just how he is. Well, one time, a few
years ago, he and I got into a bit of a difference of opinion, and he
got a little well, acerbic how he does. And I started crying, and I
went to sit outside. The place we are at is gorgeous, and there is
lots of nature in our backyard, actually my dad's property where we're
at is about an acre and a third, so it is very beautiful! So I was
sitting on this bench we have by the pond we have, and I was crying. I
have, and always will be, I think, a sensitive person. I get upset if
I am spoken to harshly, or seemingly harshly. I start to cry; I don't
like it. I am unused to...turbulent domestic goings-on, and it just
upsets me. So, as I often do when I get upset, I creid out to Father.
"Mero," I said (Mero is an aspect of who Father is, it basically means
"the light within"), I said, "Mero, why does he have to be this way?
Why does he have to sound all mean like that? He said I was getting
upset; well, I was, but that's because he was freaking yelling at me!
Of course I was getting upset! You'd think he'd know that by now"!
And, well, Father Satan spoke to me, in that gentle way that he has. I
cannot, even now, hear his audible voice astrally, but I get his
messages and my Guardians' via telepathy. Hard to explain, but I'm
sure you guys understand what I mean. So Father spoke to me, and I
always know it's him now, by this time. He has this way of wording
things, a majesty and an assuredness, and such a comforting mien with
what he says, that is simply unmistakable. He is so majestic, a true
Emperor! But anyways, what he said to me was, "Do not be troubled
about these things, my daughter. Your father does not realize, he does
not know that he is hurting you with the manner in which he speaks to
you. But he does love you, in his way. But not in the way that I love
you, my Ceridwyn. (Ceridwyn Nightthorne is my Satanic name). Remember,
always,that thou art precious to me, and thou art blameless in my
sight". And yes, he says 'thee' and 'thou' sometimes, I am not making
any of this up, I swear! He addresses me in that formal, sort of
high-spoken way because he knows I like it. It makes me feel better,
I've always adored that archaic language and mode of address, as I"m
sure y'all can tell. ^ But I don't write this way to put on airs,
that's just how I like to express myself. But it does not, I repeat,
does not, mean that I am any less sincere in my devotion to either our
Lord, or our cause. Just wanted to clarify that. But see,Father Satan
is different with each of us, how he deals with us, because we are all
different, and individuals, like how he intended. We are all special
snowflakes to him! ^
Wow! I'm sorry. I totally got carried away with this; I tend to do
that a lot when it comes to talking about our Father, though. But one
more thing I'd like to leave you with, my dear Brethren, regarding
Father Satan and the other Gods, and how they feel about us. They love
us, and they desire to know us, even in the midst of this common
strife with our enemies! They desire to make themselves known to us!
Is that not rather amazing? I think it is. One time, I was upset about
something; I don't even remember what I was worried about, now. But I
was talking to Father about it, I always come to him when I am upset
or distraught, and he always gives me comfort. But I was talking to
him, and then I was like "hey, sir, I'm really sorry! I shouldn't even
be bothering you with this. You're busy, and you've far better things
to do than listen to me whine. Besides, in the grand scheme of things,
it isn't important anyways. You're considering the liberation of
humanity, here'. And the reply I got from Father was, "Is it important
to you"? And I said, 'yes, sir'. And his response was, "Then it is
important to me. These matters may seem trivial in my eyes to you, but
to me they are not, because they cause you worry and concern. I care
because you care". Nuff said, I think. satan is such a wonderful God
and Father,and I feel so honoured and blessed to serve him, and
really, just to know him! Satan is so precious! I don't know what I'd
do without him, or my beloved Guardian Daemons. I am so touched, and
grateful to all of them. Hail Lord/Father Satan always! Hail Sorath,
the One Who Burns! Hail Andras!
On 9/25/16,
voiceofenki@... [HellsArmy666]
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I often get little favors given to me aswell when I put extra effort in
doing the RTR's and empowering my self.
Things I didn't even ask for, because I know the Gods are busy and I don't
want to bother them with small stuff that happens in my life, but the Gods
still come to help sort these things out sometimes, which is really
incredible and I'm so grateful for all the help and assistance they give me
and all of us.
Just an example, my internet had gone offline and had been offline for a
couple of hours and nothing I tried could fix it. I decided to leave it and
do the RTR and then as I started doing the RTR I heard a voice speak to me
and say: "After your finish the RTR your internet will magically be fixed."
I was skeptical, because I wasn't sure the voice belonged to a Demon or an
enemy, but the voice reassured me they were a Demon loyal to Satan and that
I would not have to worry about the internet.
So I continued with the RTR and when I finished, sure enough the internet
worked immedietly even though it had been completely unfixable. I thanked
the Demon and I heard the voice laugh and say "I told you i'd be fixed
magically, don't worrry about it, we have your back, just do the RTR's and
work hard on yourself".
Little things like this have been happening a lot, which is really
incredible
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