In high school, I always knew what direction I wanted my life to go. My dream job was a CPS case worker. One day as I was researching all the responsibilities related to this job, I got the feeling to look into nursing.
This was very sudden. And it wasn't at all related to what I thinking of at the time. However, this is the career I am pursing now and, taking my biology classes and learning more about the human body, I feel like a child in a library. There is so much to learn.
I was having doubts for the longest time but I am sure of who my Guardian is. I have felt his presence and felt guided by him. Thoth has been a God who I have been drawn towards, even before becoming a Satanist.
For anyone having doubts, don't undermine yourself. If you have a strong pull towards a particular God or Goddess, that isn't in your head. Chances are what you least believe is the reality. It took me a long time to accept that. Don't get caught up in "what ifs" like I did.
This was very sudden. And it wasn't at all related to what I thinking of at the time. However, this is the career I am pursing now and, taking my biology classes and learning more about the human body, I feel like a child in a library. There is so much to learn.
I was having doubts for the longest time but I am sure of who my Guardian is. I have felt his presence and felt guided by him. Thoth has been a God who I have been drawn towards, even before becoming a Satanist.
For anyone having doubts, don't undermine yourself. If you have a strong pull towards a particular God or Goddess, that isn't in your head. Chances are what you least believe is the reality. It took me a long time to accept that. Don't get caught up in "what ifs" like I did.