Most of us go through this types of hardships in our path. Sometimes we
rise, sometimes we fall, some come back up and some don't come back.... What
matters is the present. It's time to walk the walk, my brother/sister. Your
actions determine how serious you are for freedom, so serious it drives the
enemies' fear your soul, it's like them seeing a shining star in the astral.
The Aryan warrior places no limits upon him/herself, the Aryan warrior
looks beyond the stars.
---In
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yes thats very true, i couldn't agree more perfectly. maybe i dont
always feel completely consciously aware of that, but when i use my
deep thinking and thoughts i almost always find myself able to figure
almost anything out provided i maintain control and stay focused.
what i want to do after the war though is hopefully have children and
start a satanic clan (i know coven is the more common word but i want
it to be more family focused) which i know what i will name but wont
post here as precautions (going back to recent infiltrators ive
noticed here, i defiantly refuse to leave any open space for them to
foil my plans/ goals), and my reason for this is to both help advance
our white race as much as possible and also make certain there is no
chance of the enemy's return (act as protectors to prevent anything
nasty from having any time or chances to take place. i know there are
RTRs for this, but im one to be take extra cautions and have so-called
"reinforcrments" prepared to pulverize anything malignant. such a
miraculous return is very unlikely given their helplessly desperate
struggle at the present time *what i like to call it personally* but
this is still an idea).
i know there is more than likely other actions i can take to secure
our advancement and prosperity post-war, but this is something i know
i should sit down and think about thoroughly whenever possible. i dont
want to act carelessly or anything related. i feel strongly there are
other things i can do, but it has yet to surface as of now. i admit i
might be looking too far ahead here, but i like to be prepared for
everything as best i can.
as of the present, i intend to continue my regular routine and just do
as i taught myself: take it one day at a time. maybe im overthinking
it since im looking kinda far ahead there, but i dont like to kram
last minute (sorry if i spelled that wrong, speech and the related are
not my best skills). kramming last minute just puts a heavy burden on
people and doesn't end well for most, i know this very well having had
the same problem prior to my hardcore meditation and related. i was a
complete mess then by the way... then just somehow woke up and shouted
with pure determination in my mind saying its time to stop fooling
around and get super strong. from that day on id been meditating a
LOT. as of the present, i am very certain im in somewhere of advanced
phases with meditation, even though im having minor trouble
pinpointing exactly where im at here.
regarding the mess id been in before i started meditating, the story
is a bit long and repetitive, but to keep it short id had bad habits
which only caused me more suffering and pain (i used harmful
substances for recreational reasons and so forth), and i almost lost
it completely before i just sat down and it hit me like lightning that
it was time to get serious and become as strong as possible. from that
night on, id kept my focus on that as best i can and continue to.
and it was only recent that id awakened so to speak about what was
going on during my personal struggle, who or what was responsible, and
what was really going on: the enemy was trying kill me! and i know
exactly why: because they knew what was coming if they failed to get
rid of me. they knew theyd be powerless to do anything noticeable
harmful to me if they didn't just exterminate me right then and there.
its just so obvious to me now... why else would they have incited
depression in me, given me frequent and horrible nightmares that had
tormented the heck out of me, physically attack me through xtians and
jews to cause me to break down emotionally and continue crying for 1-2
hours straight, tempt me to use harmful substances by fooling me into
thinking it will resolve everything, etc? the rule of thumb is this
always: the enemy targets those who are the biggest threat to them as
much as possible! all i have to do to know all of that is correct is
remember that simple sentence.
im eternally greatful to Father for snapping me out of it, he reached
out to me while i was in that mess, even though i wasn't psychically
open or aware enough then to know that i know now that it goes without
question.
my current situation and inner state is the complete opposite of the
above chaos the enemy had on me then, i very rarely break down at all
now.... i cant remember the last time i had a desperate struggle like
that or at all, but i know good and well its been several months.
and its just as i realized: the enemy had tried to drive me to death
because they knew that id become too formidable and intelligent for
them to have any chance against if they failed (which they did! hence
im here writing this...), which is exactly the case for me now.
even enemy spirits, i can do banishing rituals daily and wipe them out
of my quarters so to speak with little effort. furthermore, its easy
to make me laugh so i simply watch funny youtube videos after
performing the working (enemy spirits seem more active at night in my
case, but again im too powerful and given the above that i do its
almost impossible for them to last long or seems that way).
as for the exact amount of time ive been actively meditating, it felt
like 4 months (but i know thats wrong, again it just felt that way),
but after enough time and persistence all the problems and bad habits
id had before began fading and resisting the temptation to use harmful
substances for pleasure has been very easy for quite some time also.
im also noticing that even while im asleep, the enemy's efforts to do
me harm are almost always completely fruitless (if theyre doing it at
all... i sometimes feel theyre not even trying since all they seem to
muster is some random spirit being sent or unusual dreams that dont
even make any sense but i know are designed to spook me. sure, my
speech isnt perfect, but im no fool, i am quite skilled at seeing who/
what is behind the glass and identifying what is being done/ attempted
and why. nobody can throw a pile of jewish garbage at me and deceive
me and so forth, let alone get any results from it (a quick way to
waste time with me, throw that and try to fool me is no different than
talking to a wall. *it gets nowhere).
its glaringly obvious they knew damn well i was going to get this
strong and they made attempts to stop this from happening by putting
me through misery while i was weak enough for them to get results. i
was too lost and confused to know this then, but what matters most is
im aware of it now.
On 11/12/16, Light Algur lightalgur@... mailto:lightalgur@...
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Our father’s gene run through us. No other race can compare our
spiritual
and physical aka natural beauty. As Aryans we do everything we can In
order
for his genes to remain on this Earth and thus the Earth becoming free
of
the jewish race. As well as those that try to prevent us from our
beautiful
race from reaching god head.
AUM!
From: Tsubaki Kayerkoshi tmziebold@... mailto:tmziebold@...
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Subject: Re: [666BlackSun] Re: RTRs Working...
yes, me too... it pleases me quite much seeing unity among our people,
aside from pulverizing the enemy for their endless list of crimes....
i hope to one day see such a peaceful state become permanently and
forever established, which is one of my major goals and what i feel is
a big part of my purpose as Father's child/daughter.
On 11/12/16, lightalgur@... mailto:lightalgur@... [666BlackSun]
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If that how it is, then our racial goal is what unites us and
strengthens
our bond. I find joy in justice but I find more happiness in seeing the
well
being of my people. We advance and fight for our people. Fighting for
our
father is fighting for our race. And as long as our father exists,
Aryans
exists forever. We are bringing back the golden age.
---In
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<tmziebold@... wrote :
me too, reading that made me quite happy also, its impossible for me
to perfectly word how serious i am about ending jewish carnage and
tyranny once and for all, they had no right to do all of it to begin
with.
me personally, i feel very strongly that they stole this planet from
Father Satan and our people given the endless list of things theyve
done, their goals from the beginning to now, etc.... my goal is to not
only take back what was unjustly stolen from Father, akl of our people
who ever lived and still do, but also to make those callous rabbis
wish they never existed, hence why im as focused on my RTRs, power
meditations and everything else: i want to end them once and for all,
and let nothing stop me or get in my way. i made a personal promise to
Father that i would do that no matter what happens when, and i intend
to keep it.
On 11/11/16, lightalgur@... mailto:lightalgur@... [666BlackSun]
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wrote:
I am very happy to see a ritual specifically for my people, looking
very
forward to it.