Sicksix666
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- Dec 24, 2017
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Ever since I have started my RTRs, I have been facing unimaginable retaliation the likes I have never seen. I have been experiencing never ending bad luck in huge continious waves. I am now constantly struggling to keep my electricity on and to feed myself. My house was completely flooded out twice, I had to live on subfloor with no heat for a while. I'm having issues with my employment. I'm constantly bombarded with intrusive thoughts at night and I can't sleep, to the point where I have considered killing myself. My family is getting very sick. I have been trying to keep my energies up but I am simply not strong enough. I know my situation would be 1000x worse if it were not for Satan, but it is still just so bad. Regardless, I've been continuing my RTRs as much as possible. If I suffer for a life time for Satan's cause, so be it. But honestly my life was so good and I was so happy before I started spiritual warfare. The RTRs make me feel free and good in my heart, but the retaliation I've experienced has completely broken me. I don't know what to do, but I trust in Satan. Any helpful words or advice would be extremely appreciated..