crimsonperil
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I am new to the joy of satan, satanism and find it refreshing.
I have practiced lesser forms of white magic and I have taken vows in the Buddhist religion.
HOWEVER...
There is one piece (peace) that is missing and it is has to do with how to appropriately handle anger when 1. person involved can not see their own shit, too stupid to argue with and a psychic vampire. I have rationally approached the person. 2. can not take leagal recourse because the correct documentation is not there. I have tried taking legal action. 3. I do not want to take illeagal action because I don't want to jepordise the future of my career. 4. Praying it away, turning the other cheek does not f@#$ing work for me. To me it is unhealthy and I am willing to feel my anger. I am unwilling to not take action. My buddhist teachings tell me that anger is of a "lesser energy," and I do not buy into this. I don't want to wait around for several lifetimes for the karma to manifest. I am working on myself to take care of the subconcious things in me that would attract such a being to me. However, I already see this person moving on to hurt other people in the same way that they have hurt me. I want more than a binding spell, but I do not want to completely get obliterating revenge because I don't want to be responsible for karma that is more than that in which would balance the situation. I want the middle path.
So... Is there a spell where I can summon father lucifer to carry revenge out to see how he would see fit, to help me to let go of this anger and the root cause of the anger.
Also, is there a daily thing in addition to my daily shamatha (meditation) practice that I can do to start to become a preistess. I have always wanted to start on that journey.
Thank you to those who have taken the time to answer my questions.
I have practiced lesser forms of white magic and I have taken vows in the Buddhist religion.
HOWEVER...
There is one piece (peace) that is missing and it is has to do with how to appropriately handle anger when 1. person involved can not see their own shit, too stupid to argue with and a psychic vampire. I have rationally approached the person. 2. can not take leagal recourse because the correct documentation is not there. I have tried taking legal action. 3. I do not want to take illeagal action because I don't want to jepordise the future of my career. 4. Praying it away, turning the other cheek does not f@#$ing work for me. To me it is unhealthy and I am willing to feel my anger. I am unwilling to not take action. My buddhist teachings tell me that anger is of a "lesser energy," and I do not buy into this. I don't want to wait around for several lifetimes for the karma to manifest. I am working on myself to take care of the subconcious things in me that would attract such a being to me. However, I already see this person moving on to hurt other people in the same way that they have hurt me. I want more than a binding spell, but I do not want to completely get obliterating revenge because I don't want to be responsible for karma that is more than that in which would balance the situation. I want the middle path.
So... Is there a spell where I can summon father lucifer to carry revenge out to see how he would see fit, to help me to let go of this anger and the root cause of the anger.
Also, is there a daily thing in addition to my daily shamatha (meditation) practice that I can do to start to become a preistess. I have always wanted to start on that journey.
Thank you to those who have taken the time to answer my questions.